
Qiram was still following Hafisa behind.
He still remembers his past life. At that time he was very frustrated and desperate, handicapped hands, fat bodies, poor, unemployed, cheated and lied to lovers. Alone, lonely, because his best friend Lil O has him kicked out.
He walked over to the bridge, about to kill himself there. Suddenly a very cool car stopped and came out a beautiful girl wearing a hat, immediately pulled herself very strongly.
“Stop! What the hell are you doing? Why are you so stupid, suicide won't solve your problems.”
“What do you know about my life?” Qiram.
“I do not know about your life, it is not my business, but if you kill yourself I have the right to remind you as a man created by God. We are all God's creation. We're all the same! God created his creatures perfectly. Have a mind!”
“What makes you want to do this?”
“Because I'm not perfect! I'm a bad creation of God! You don't see, I'm disabled, I'm bad, I'm poor!” shout Qiram.
“Have you seen anyone else? They are disabled but still survive, they are bad but they are grateful, they are poor but they are fighting!”
“Everyone has problems in this world, no one does not have problems. Sometimes people are good at hiding the bitterness of their lives. Everyone lives on top of this world towards one common goal, wanting to live a good and happy life born and inner!”
The beautiful girl hugged Qiram.
“Do you not remember how sad your parents were, especially your mother, when she saw you despair. He must be hoping you're fighting and trying. With great difficulty she conceived, gave birth and cared for you.” He hugged the fat body of Qiram while crying sobbing in his speech.
“I am not important to you, nor are you important to me, but do not give up, do not do anything stupid.” He then let go of his embrace.
He took off his hat, his hair loose, making Qiram stunned and fascinated. He put his hat on Qiram's head, then made money from his sling bag.
“I only have this, buy dinner tonight, do not commit suicide again ya.” he said softly.
Qiram nodded obediently like a person who had just been hypnotized. “I'll drive home!” Qiram obediently got into the luxury car and drove Qiram up the street alley, because the car could not get inside.
“My name is Hafisa Inaya, what's your name?” The woman reached out her hand to Qiram as the man was about to get out of the car.
“I Qiram Candra.”
After that, Qiram never committed suicide again, he just hoped to meet the beautiful woman again, he realized right said the beautiful woman, suicide does not solve the problem.
One day, he accidentally saw a television show. Hafisa Inaya, the name of the beautiful girl who made her come back alive. The girl was apparently a popular artist. Qiram did not know, because he never watched television or mobile phones, because he was poor, did not have it all.
Even he was watching right now in the middle of the street, staring at the television stall that was burning broadcast news about Hafisa Inaya.
The girl had an illegitimate child, the girl was nicknamed with a rough woman and a sensation maker. This time, he also spread the sensation that he had a child with a famous director who had a wife.
He was bullied, humiliated and reviled, he was accused of being an actor.
After that, Hafisa Inaya never appeared again on television, no one could find her information again.
Qiram sighed all the way, his tears welled up in the eye pelt remembering his previous life. Eventually, he was able to meet the girl again.
To be exact, today, the girl has not become a popular artist, she seems to be having problems.
“Why have you been following me since?!”
“I'm worried if you are disturbed, Miss.” replied Qiram.
“Which bothers me is you!”
“Sorry, Miss. Not to disturb, I will escort Miss to the destination, do not mind me.”
“Cih!” Hafisa sounded scornful.
Along the way, Hafisa punched his stomach, walked back and forth and muttered.
‘What not-don't, bad news that time really? She pregnant?’ muttered Qiram noticed the movements of Hafisa since earlier.
“Let me go! This is none of your business!”
Qiram was still holding the hand strong, he spoke while bowing his head, remembering where the desperate position was on his feet, did he not now want to repay Hafisa's kindness in the past life.
“Nona, let me help you. If you're pregnant and don't want that child, please don't hurt that innocent child. You simply let it live in your stomach and give birth to it, after birth give it to me. I'll finance everything.”
“Nona can go back to school or continue your career.”
Hafisa's rebellious hands began to weaken and did not fight anymore, he fell silent for a long time, then looked down at Qiram.
“Why?”
“Why do you want it like that?” tanyakanya.
“Miss, I'm a bad and fat man, nor am I rich, perhaps no woman would want to marry me, at least I have a friend of my life later, a child I grew up with since childhood, my old days will not be lonely.” replied Qiram.
Hafisa was silent for a moment, then said, “If you are poor, why did you say you would finance everything earlier?”
“Nona, if the cost as long as you let the baby live inside your stomach and the cost of giving birth, I have savings for it. So, Miss don't worry.” explains Qiram.
Hafisa long silent.
“Nona, how about we eat satay first, I bought it 4 packs, afraid the sauce has melted and cold. Let's eat first, there.” Qiram invited Hafisa to eat satay.
A little awkward, but finally Hafisa ate also satay because he was very hungry.
“Are you serious?” hafisa asked as she had finished a pack of satay.
“Iya, Miss. I am serious.” replied Qiram.
Hafisa smiled happily, even that smile rose on her face many times.
“If you may know, Miss where to go?” ask Qiram.
“I have no destination, I'm kicked out of the house!” sad answer.
“Oh, then, how about staying at that motel first, tomorrow afternoon just looking for a place to stay. It's very late at night.” bargain Qiram. Hafisa nodded and smiled.
“Welcome you finish 1000 smile reply, you will get extra 500,000 rupiah, enjoy it. You have to finish 90,000 smiles reply again!”
Drrta! Hp Qiram vibrating. ‘Saldo You Rp. 38.076.000,00.’
Qiram drove Hafisa to the motel and paid his rent for a week for 800,000 rupiahs by swiping his atm.
‘Saldo You Rp. 37.276.000,00.’
“Nona, until we meet again yes, I have paid for it up to a week, Miss don't worry, tomorrow I will accompany you looking for a rental that suits you.”
“Thanks.”
“Sama-sama, Miss.”
Qiram walked home, the road was very quiet, there was no satay along the way.
‘Sorry, Lil O, next time I buy you satay.’ muttered Qiram.
Before long, he arrived at the residence, as he opened the door, Lil O greeted him with questions and was ready to leave.
“Where have you been Qiram? I was just looking for you!”
“Sorry, I bought satay, it was delicious, so I wanted to buy you satay too, so I muttered. But ... Sateya still can not.”
Lil O sighed. “Ya already then, next time if not find, just go home.” said Lil O.