(Who) I'm Without you

(Who) I'm Without you
A Sepulchre of Old Stories


That morning, Dinda only prepared fresh bread along with her. Dinda did not cook anything because her mind was already confused. It even dispelled his intention to make fried rice.


"Let's have breakfast, why are you even quiet" invited Nanda who was again astonished by his wife's strange attitude.


"I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well. This morning the breakfast was just bread". Dinda also put jam on the bread that he would give to Nanda.


"You're acting weird from last night. What's up?" ask Nanda who finally wants to know too.


"Emmm, that. Have you opened whatsapp Belom?" ask Dinda.


"Belom, why?" ask Nanda again.


"I don't know either. Mending you check yourself" replied Dinda straightforwardly. He ate his breakfast leisurely without seeing Nanda. While in front of him Nanda is opening the phone following the direction of his wife who suddenly discussed whatsapp.


Nanda's forehead is wrinkled. Dinda just stared hard. Now the two have breakfast while keeping quiet and immersed in each other's thoughts.


"I'm not ken-kent..."


"Unacquainted but never met" Dinda interrupted Nanda's speech. This time Nanda unbuttoned his top shirt. I don't know what it means, which is clear he even to fix his sitting position.


"Yes, I've met. But that was long before we even knew it" Nanda spoke while looking at the clock. Then he raised his gaze again to look at the wife who looked fed up with him.


"Means know dong" concluded Dinda.


"Yes, but first"


"You already know there is no term not know" Dinda began to emotion because the explanation of her husband is very not in his logic.


"Yank, we both want to work. Why even a storm?" Nanda tries to melt Dinda's emotions but in fact provokes a commotion.


"Yes there, work. You want to meet, right?" Dinda stood up and went into the room to pick up her briefcase and headed straight out to her car garage.


"Yank, why the problem of gini-rich in big. What matters is that he has nothing to do with it. You're my wife, there won't be a second third, and so on" Nanda chases after Dinda because she'll be gone in such an angry state that she's worried about.


"Your mouth doesn't explain anything about who that woman is".


Dinda drove out her car without a care for her husband's gaze. This morning talking to Nanda he thought he could only provoke his emotions. Better to avoid it first.


After Dinda's departure, now Nanda also locked the door of the house because he would catch up with Dinda who had already left for work. Normally, Dinda would leave for work after Nanda left. Because Dinda will bring the keys to the house. That's because Nanda's coming home is always uncertain. It can be slow sooner. But today is different, because their morning is not as beautiful as usual.


Nanda arrived at the office. He kicked his assistant's desk. Making some people who were already around the room was surprised about Nanda's attitude that was not as usual.


"Tell me, who gave my phone number to Mr. Permana's son?" said Nanda annoyed while staring at all his subordinates who were present at the office that morning.


Little info, Mr. Permana is a General in the police force. Of course Nanda is one of his subordinates. And can only submit to superiors, including this one General sir.


Mr. Permana's a good man to all the police. However, even so Nanda never had any business directly involved with Mr. Permana so according to Nanda he personally has no business or debt of gratitude to Mr. Permana.


According to Nanda's assessment at the time, the girl who was still a medical student was an independent woman, friendly, cheerful, and beautiful, of course. But because Feza is the son of his superiors, General anyway, of course Nanda did not dare to approach him let alone to mess with him.


However, it turns out that in the first meeting for Nanda it was the second meeting according to Feza. Because they had been at the same event before, but Nanda did not see Feza. Only Feza saw it. And from then on, Feza began to find out about - Who Nanda was, What was her social media name, What was her hobby, and Who was her lover - until finally Feza knew that Nanda did not have a lover, yet, therefore he began diligently join his parents to police events including famous events.


Until they finally meet, the friendly Feza first approached Nanda. Because of seeing the same Feza clothes with General Permana's wife, Nanda must be more friendly to Feza. Nanda was originally wondering why the general's son could know his name. But he refused to ask, but only responded to whatever Feza asked.


If Feza were an ordinary person, there was a chance that Nanda would approach him. Because Feza has female characteristics that are easy to love but difficult to achieve. So Nanda buried deep in that hope.


Now, after 4 years have passed. Feza was suddenly back in his life. He got in a row with his wife about Feza's message last night.


"Answer! Don't be quiet" Nanda yelled at her employees who were just glued down, not daring to see the anger on Nanda's face. Before long, one of them took a step forward and confessed his actions.


"Sa. I sir" he said while remaining down.


It turned out that he was Nanda's subordinate but with an older age than Nanda's. Because Nanda did not feel good to scold the parents, he also lowered his tone.


"I'm sorry before because I yelled at you" Nanda told everyone there, including the cleaner.


"Sir, let's go in my room" Nanda asked the policeman named Mr. Ilham.


They were in Nanda's study. Nanda invited Pak Ilham to sit down.


"Go to the point, sir, why did you give my mobile number to Ms Feza?" asked Nanda without pressuring Mr. Ilham.


"Yesterday Mbak Feza had come when the father again out of lunch. I kept samperin, he said someone wanted to talk to you father. Because I said dad was not there, so he asked for your personal number. Yes already, without suspecting I give you the number" said Mr. Ilham in an unpleasant tone.


"You know, Feza called me late at night. Until my wife suspected that I was playing crazy behind her" Nanda muddled with the interlocutor.


Oh, my God, embarrass yourself.


"D-IT..."


"Yes, you can come out now" gently exorcised Nanda. He tried to remain visible firmly in front of Mr. Ilham.


Mr. Ilham who still opened his mouth that had been cut off when he wanted to talk earlier finally just nodded obediently and then came out of the room.


Nanda opened Feza's message again, he read a reply message typed by his wife. Nanda nodded her forehead while closing her eyes. He was wondering if Feza would actually go back to his office today?


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Continue 2 more days, who patiently wait for him...


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