(Who) I'm Without you
Grief in the Heart

Before Nanda came home to her mother-in-law, she took the time to go home. He wanted to check that maybe Dinda was already in their house.

But all he found was emptiness. Dinda did not come home. Where're you? ask Nanda in her heart.

After picking up some shorts and plain shirts, Nanda returned to the car and headed for her in-laws' house. Maybe as long as Dinda disappears she'll stay at her in-laws' house. By gathering there his hope can strengthen each other.

Coinciding with Jovan until his home, he intends to return Nanda's car but Nanda has passed away.

"Hopefully Brother Dinda met quickly Bang, I will continue to help as much as I can" said Jovan while returning to the car Nanda to park at his home.

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In apartment

"Feza don't Feza, I beg you... Nanda was already looking forward to Za's presence, please don't do this" Dinda cried wriggling in her bindings begging Feza not to inject the drug into her.

"Peduli satan, you and Nanda Ban9sat have made my life suffer. I was sent to a corner without a penny from my boke. And just so you know, I had a pel3ch there. And where can I tell you? I don't dare to speak up even with the job title I have, I'm depressed. I'm suffering. Anjin9 lo ya, when I was dumped there and you even feel good with Nanda until pregnant like this. You have to feel the pain that I feel" Feza held back the tears that he had always kept. It may be true said Rama, she is a good girl, but because no one knows the burden she carries herself, it makes her like this.

Many people may give him advice should reveal, but not a few people who still insult the victims like Feza this. In the revealed though, still the inner wound does not heal just like that. Trauma also needs a process for healing. Plus the embarrassment the family bore, clearly a matter of consideration for Feza. Suicide was in his mind, but revenge made him survive not to do the ridiculous. Is this a wrong revenge? Even if vengeance saved him from suicide?

"Dan, istighfar... Sorry I'm Za, I don't know if bokap lo will be as firm as that lo. Please Za, don't do this to me. I promise to help you heal from your wounds and trauma. I beg Za. forgive me" Dinda cried sobbing hearing Feza's story that was sure only to Dinda he uttered. Dinda is also afraid of a syringe perched in Feza's hand that is ready to pierce the surface of Dinda's skin. He constantly face the syringe that has been filled with the liquid of the drug. I hope it doesn't penetrate his skin.

Then suddenly the son aka Rama came. Seeing the condition of Dinda tied on the bed makes Rama astonished. Didn't Feza kidnap Dinda to save her from her abusive husband? Then what is this? Dinda got tied up and cried for help.

"Za, what do you want with him?" rama asked to see Feza holding a syringe in his hand.

"She's pregnant. Want me to drop the contents" replied Feza casually.

"Lo's crazy? This is in violation of Za's rules. She was pregnant, it was natural, there was her husband. Even if you say that her husband is cruel, maybe this fetus will melt the heart of her husband" denied Rama who is afraid that Feza will get into trouble if not stopped his bad intentions.

"What?" said Dinda. "So she said my husband was cruel? Lo love him but you say he's cruel? If he's a cruel man why can you love?" said Dinda stabbing at Feza.

"Put, this is not true. My husband loves me very much. Maybe tonight my husband can't sleep looking for me that you lost kidnap" Dinda said to both.

"meaning? What the hell is this? I swear I don't understand. Za, would you please explain to me what your relationship is with her and her husband?" rama asked firmly demanding Feza to tell him everything.

Rama quickly stopped Feza's actions. He kept away the needle that had been stuck on the surface of Dinda's skin. Finally scattered everywhere the drug. Rama feels grateful to be able to block the heinous actions that he thinks are inappropriate for a doctor like Feza. Rama then turned to look and check on the state of Dinda who was in pain because the syringe that was contested by Rama slightly tore his smooth skin. Feza who was not ready to fight with Rama decided to escape from there.

And no one knows, that the drug has entered half into the body Dinda.

Rama breaks the bond that ensnared Dinda's body. Now Dinda behaves normally when Rama holds his body. Dinda was also no longer able to protest or dodge when Rama asked him to raise the arm of the home dress he was wearing in order to treat the needle puncture wound. Because he now knows that Rama is a good man and also a doctor.

Rama meticulously cleans the wound and treats it with the drug reserves available in Feza's apartment.

"Son, thank you" said Feza when Putra had finished treating his arm.

"Either. But my name is not Son, I am Rama" Rama said with a gentle smile. "Lo rest yes, I still need to resuscitate Feza first". Rama comes out of Dinda's room to talk to Feza. He wanted to realize Feza's outrageous actions earlier. Not only that, but also want to wake him up to no longer love a married man.

Inside the room, Dinda can hear the commotion between Feza and Rama. Rama continues to shout Feza to stop revenge because revenge is nothing for Feza. It is precisely better that Feza reconcile with the situation and accept what has happened. Because he wants to be as hard as he struggles, still what has happened can no longer be changed.

In Dinda's heart, he was eager to ask Rama to stop lecturing Feza, because Rama did not know what bitter thing Feza had experienced. Maybe Feza did this so that the wounded were not just him. Moreover, he did not dare to tell. Because mememdam itself also needs energy.

But whatever the force, Dinda has no power to divorce both of them. Let alone to break up, to rise from this bed he is powerless.

She is also currently struggling to think about Nanda, her husband. What Nanda is doing right now. Can Nanda sleep well without her? Didn't Nanda even sleep tonight because she was busy looking for herself?

"Oh Allah, forgive me for not being grateful for our daily meetings. Until this fact slapped me and made me realize. Forgive my mistake, God... And quickly meet me with my husband. I miss her" Dinda cried with her hands up, hoping God would be sorry to hear her prayers and grant her wishes.

Dinda and Nanda are unconscious. That the universe heard its second do'a in a third tonight. The universe smiled hearing the do'a that was propelled with a roaring cry in the heart. He was pleased with the hopeful cry compared to the do'a chanted quickly but there was no earnestness in it.

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Hi, how are you today? Is the burden of life decreasing or increasing? Do not complain ya🤗, even though we do not know each other but we have something in common... Both need to be strengthened.

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