(Who) I'm Without you
Autumn Flower

As Rama promised at dawn, he will take Dinda out of Feza's apartment this morning as well. While Feza has not yet appeared in this apartment, Rama will bring Dinda to his apartment to be checked first about the condition of Dinda and the fetus she was carrying, then after that she will deliver Dinda to her husband's arms.

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In Rama's apartment the medical examination equipment is much more complete. It's just that there is no tool to see the state of the baby in his stomach. However, Dinda is still convinced that the baby is okay. Because he saw with his own eyes that the syringe last night squashed all the drug into the mattress.

"Gue promised to take you to your husband. However, your health condition does not allow you to drive more than 1 hour. Shaking in the car can make you miscarry. And you have to rest completely" said Rama who made Dinda resigned because of the fact that he was not healthy.

"Blood pressure is low, your heart rate is also unstable. Better to rest first. If your situation has improved, then we can leave. Relax, as long as we're not alone. Because I'm honestly also awkward if only the two doang, and I don't want to be khilaf as many people. So, later I'll ask my girlfriend here so that you need anything can ask her for help" rama said he gave a diagnosis like a doctor in a hospital but with an appendage of honesty about his feelings that were as awkward as Dinda's.

"Put, uh Ma, thank you... But I want to know, I think I can recover if it's been a break how long?" asked Dinda who was honestly also worried about her husband's condition.

"3 days, maybe." replied Rama with a bad taste.

"Well, I miss my husband. What if you call him, ask him to come here. Can not go home pp, which is important to the meeting" whine Dinda that makes Rama become aware of the true character of Dinda.

"Yes, how many numbers your husband" Rama stood up while his hand was ready to press the series of numbers that Dinda would press on him.

"0811..4747..." Dinda suddenly grimaced in pain. He held his stomach that felt cramping like pain coming from the moon. Rama also panicked and returned to pocket his phone, not so contact Nanda.

"Pull your breath, throw it away. Breathe in, throw out. Each time you have pain, turn your body to the left. If the pain is bright, back on your back" said Rama gave instructions.

Rama is a specialist doctor. Of course he knows what Dinda is going through right now. It's just that he did not want to tell Dinda that actually the current pain that Dinda felt was the effect of the drug that was reacting. Dinda had a miscarriage, only the bleeding had not come out so Dinda still did not know the condition of the womb.

Dinda obediently followed every instruction that Rama had ordered. But 30 minutes passed, the pain did not go away even more pain.

"Rama, do you really give instructions? How do you get sick?" dinda asked with her bed sheet.

"Lo don't be sad, the name of life is always spinning. Sad laughter sad laughter laughter, so it continues" said Rama still afraid to tell the truth. Moreover, Dinda is included in the list of special patients. Why special? For never once had Rama spoken long with his patients before. And just Dinda, her patient who just met has been very chatty, troublesome, and already open about many things.

"Where is your talk? I don't understand. Don't tell me to think, my stomach is already sick even you take a muter" grumbled Dinda while grimacing occasionally.

Dinda cried without a beat. Those tears without permission slid towards his ears. Autumn has been a new fetus for a few days he realized his presence. Who was present without being known to the father, now even left without cue.

Dinda rubbed her stomach which was still covered by the home dress she was wearing. His fingers firmly grasped the layer of cloth.

"Don't go, don't stay in Mother. Mother loves you, son" Dinda yelled to her feet. His lips were pale but his face was red. Rama tried to calm him down. He hugged Dinda like a friend in need of a backrest.

"Don't grieve too deeply, there will definitely be a substitute, Din" persuaded Rama so that Dinda does not drag on in her crying. Because his physical condition is also currently very concerning.

"Da.rah" Dinda felt wet in her bed. After she touched, Dinda saw her finger red with blood. Dinda fainted instantly.

Rama hastily called his girlfriend who is a nurse at the same hospital where he works. Rama asked his lover named Maudy to clean up the former miscarriage of Dinda.

Rama is used to seeing the organ kewanit@an patientnya. But for this one he felt a little dangerous, afraid of being comfortable and carried away. Even though he is a doctor who highly upholds the vows of his profession, is it because he and Dinda had skin-to-skin so it became shaky like this?

Maudy came, but she could only come for a little while. After cleaning the body and pairing the change of clothes that he had brought for Dinda, he was resigned to the hospital because of his division of labor starting this afternoon.

"So look after your heart, I know you are loyal but somehow I feel a bit bad after you connect earlier" said Maudy who actually wants to stay there on appeal to the hospital.

"Dear, you calm down. I'm not a man's wife-grabber" Rama briefly kissed the bib!r Maudy's. He did not want his lover to think nothing of him. Moreover, the relationship they live in has been almost 1 decade. It is not easy to find a replacement for Maudy who is always there for him.

As long as Dinda was still at rest, Rama made her porridge for Dinda's lunch later. And again Rama realized why Dinda became his only special patient, because none of his patients had ever cooked porridge, even Maudy never. "What do I say. I just knew ngerepotin. Fortunately I am good, I do not give poison" he said while stirring the porridge he was cooking.

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In the media, news of Dinda's disappearance has spread everywhere. But there is still no news Nanda and her family got. Either good news or bad news. Even Nanda clearly listed his personal number to be contacted immediately if anyone found Dinda. And also have prepared some money as a thank you to whoever found Dinda.

It's just that, Rama until this moment is still cool to plunge into health books that he always read in his spare time, he said, so he did not know if on television and social media reported about the woman who is currently asleep in her room.