(Who) I'm Without you
Wither Before Growing

After a date to the orphanage at that time, Rama suddenly disappeared from circulation. Sherly kept trying to send him messages but never got back. Even more painful is that Rama is often seen online but he did not mengubris message that Sherly sent.

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Today is exactly 1 week Sherly's life without Rama. Sherly is still trying to contact Rama either through calls or messages. All the ways he had tried included visiting Rama's apartment and the hospital where Rama worked. But still, his efforts were in vain. He never found Rama wherever Rama was.

Sherly

Doctor, what am I wrong? How very same I am. My intentions are good just want to intertwine. Please reply yes:)

Sherly again sent Rama a message that he was also not sure that the message would get a reply or even read by Rama. I don't know why that guy is turning into a snob on Sherly. Whereas before Rama was very good and always reply to messages from him.

Sherly's sitting at her desk. He is usually famous for having a watered brain compared to his other friends. Now even answer the question of easy multiple choice in front of him alone he dizzy seven circumference. Every time he opens a book, he feels uninspired. The only ones in his brain were Rama and Rama.

2 Hours later

Sherly checked the message she had sent to Rama. And just like the previous messages, it was not read. Sherly shed her tears. Rama was his first love. I don't know what people call this story. Love of monkeys? But for Sherly he did not mess around with the taste that was in his heart. He seriously admitted that he had fallen in love with Rama. Not at first glance but when they often send messages before going to the orphanage. Comfortable, that's why Sherly put her heart on Rama.

Sherly was crying softly. He wiped away the tears that flowed without his permission. It turns out that heartache can be this painful. No one should commit suicide because they cannot bear it.

And again, Sherly sent Rama a message. Maybe this is for the last time. His defensive limits are over. While Rama who is out of nowhere is probably currently dancing on his suffering. Without knowing how Sherly went through the day for 1 week.

Sherly

Rama, I don't want to be polite with you. Whatever you want to offend kek, bodo very. Because I'm also offended by your attitude that is suddenly arrogant and never reply to my one chat. What because you know if I have a crush on you to treat me casually rich gini? Yes, I have a crush on you. But only until this moment. Because I know you're not as good as I thought you were. Congratulations on breaking my heart. Like I said, I was a kid and I didn't graduate school. But that doesn't mean you can play me. Unfortunately I have put the same heart you do not have a heart. Sbshdhdhrjdkdjahgasjdndhdhdjdkdkdowkwieiesznh"

Being too upset and hurt by Rama's attitude towards him, Sherly can no longer type normally. He punched any letter and then after being satisfied he pressed the enter button to send it. And then he threw his phone into the bed. Then try to calm down and refocus on his PR (homework).

After finishing with all the tasks that accumulate it. Sherly moves from her desk to the balcony. He sat down while enjoying the breeze that blows gently on his face. At this moment of confusion, for Sherly indeed saw the sky was the cure.

He soon heard his phone ringing. But Sherly doesn't pay much attention to it. Because that square thing he hates so much right now. Maybe it will be abandoned until an unspecified time.

In the evening, Nanda and Dinda had a short visit to his parents' house because both of them had come home from somewhere and decided to stop by for a while.

When only Dinda, Nanda, and Sherly were sitting in the middle room. Suddenly Nanda remembers the photo that Jovan had shown her when Sherly went to the orphanage with Rama.

"Ehm, there are those who go to the parlour not saying anything" Rama said with a focused gaze on the television.

Sherly knows that her brother is insinuating her. He only had a bad snort but also did not look towards Nanda.

"Yank, you didn't eat before you came home?" tanya Dinda tries to secure Sherly's fate from Nanda's next question or innuendo.

"No yank, I eat at home" replied Nanda briefly, densely, and clearly. And it looks like Nanda has no intention of stopping teasing her sister.

"Don't learn? Or are you busy dating now?" say Nanda again.

"Please bang? I am not dating Rama. At that time it was just a boyfriend who was just like my mom, not serious" said Sherly who was cornered because he kept on fishing in Nanda.

"Thankful deh. Because he is old to you" welcome Nanda.

"Is it because he's old? Tell me my brother doesn't like me for a second with a guy" Sherly said.

"Honey, go home yuk. It's 10 o'clock, we work tomorrow" Nanda said, avoiding Sherly's exact accusation.

Finally, the husband and wife also decided to go home to the mother papa who was resting in the room. Sherly sends them to the front.

"Sir, we go home first. You learn diligently, don't stay up" Dinda told Sherly as their car was about to leave her parents' home.

"Yes, be careful on the road" Sherly replied, waving as Nanda's car drove out of her yard.

When Nanda's car was out of sight and the security guard had also closed the gate. Sherly came in and did not forget to lock the door.

He returned to the 2nd floor to his room. Since this afternoon he has not touched his phone. It was already night, his eyes were not yet drowsy. He used to hold his phone before going to bed until his eyes were tired.

Sherly finally opened her phone. There were 2 missed calls and one message from Rama.

Ramah

Sher, is that her revenge the same as mine? You didn't pick up my phone.

Sher, I'm sorry because since our return from home I never again reply to chat and pick up the phone from you. I was busy preparing for my engagement. Sorry if this news hurt your heart. But honestly all this time I only consider you as a sister because our age is quite far apart. Your future is still long, Sher, don't think about love. He said he wanted to be a doctor? Focus on learning first. Love business lately.

Good luck ya💪.

Oh yes, all your messages I have read.