(Who) I'm Without you
The Feza problem

A Nanda who has a very thin level of patience as thin as the skin of an onion where he is able to refrain from seeing Feza. That day, he said goodbye to his staff to meet someone. He went all over the city with the instinct he had to find Feza. And it was not difficult for the high-ranking Nanda to trace Feza's whereabouts.

Nanda has been informed that Feza is in a well-known mental hospital in the city. He drove his car around the direction to the destination.

Arriving at the front of the mental hospital, Nanda was confused where to look for Feza. However, there is no harm if you try to ask at the reception? Nanda finally approached the table located the front of the mental hospital building.

There was a patient named Feza. From the information that Nanda got, now he already knows which room he will go to.

With firm and long steps, Nanda entered the mental hospital through the hallway after the hallway and entered the elevator that would take her to the 7th floor of the building.

Arriving at the 7th floor, Nanda had prepared many insults in his heart that he would point to Feza even though he himself did not understand why Feza was in this place.

It is possible that he felt guilty for his actions to Dinda, which frustrated him himself because he could not dare to see Dinda or me again, Nanda thought.

As Nanda turns towards the consultation room, Nanda catches wet Feza who has just come out of a room with Rama. Don't wanna linger around anymore. Nanda just wanted to get close to Feza right then and there.

Nanda walked quickly before Feza, after a short distance Nanda stopped walking and he folded his hands in front of his chest, "Lo who kidnapped my wife? Kill my son? What is your happy life after ruining my happiness? Fucking killers".

Feza and Rama who did not expect to meet Nanda was immediately silent for a moment staring at Nanda. Then Feza cried and ran towards the emergency stairs in front of the elevator.

Rama did not have time to pursue him because his step was intercepted by Nanda. "Gue knew you were his best friend, but justifying his actions was wrong. And why didn't you tell me back then that Feza had aborted my son?" nanda's inexhaustible snaps at Rama's way of protecting Feza.

"Lo came here just to crash him? A lot of free time has come so far. As long as you know, I was pounding day and night persuading him to want a consultation with a psychologist to treat the trauma he had due to abuse he experienced. And the first time the consultation kept you coming maki-maki him" hebik Rama upset. Rama finally left Nanda to look for the whereabouts of Feza who went somewhere. But not far away he passed, Nanda again yelled at him.

"Ma, you don't know how lost I am. Moreover, the incident has passed a few weeks and I just know. And Feza again Feza. What's wrong Dinda until she's so long" Nanda choked who was able to stop Rama's steps.

"Can you slow down by talking? It's a mental hospital, a lot of people are depressed here. You know, after the incident he snapped bini lo he was sent to the same corner of his bokapnya so as not to act late again. But what did Feza get in that place, he was harassed even the perpetrator still lives comfortably out there and look? Feza was depressed and that's what led him to kidnap bini lo. Indirectly, he assumed that Dinda was the cause of him being sent there. Lo police, can you just beat Feza without caring about what he's going through and he's alone? If you don't want to help me find him now, I'm cap lo as a fake cop" Rama is now eager to punch Nanda who came unexpectedly and destroyed his efforts that had succeeded in persuading Feza to consult but just finished now Feza disappeared and then it will be difficult to persuade again the woman is for a consultation.

"Don't think I don't have a heart. Okay, let's find out" The two also entered the elevator with the purpose of the 3rd floor where the Feza treatment room is located. However, they did not find Feza there. Until finally they went down to the ground floor to look for Feza around the open space in the hospital environment.

As Rama and Nanda scattered around the park and the parking lot, suddenly heard people screaming hysterically. "Aaaaa", "Don't mbak, don't", "Tolongin woy pleasein" choked the people there.

Rama's body stiffened. He shouted as loud as he could, "Fezaaaaa. Zaaaaa, please don't do this Za. Your life is still long. I love lo Za" Rama cried so badly. He's confused right now. Want to catch Feza up but fear Feza desperate jump. Nanda finally reached the crowd. And he quickly ran towards the top floor of the building.

"Hopefully Rama can make him not jump" said Nanda agitated while waiting for the elevator door to open.

When the elevator door opened it was not on the rooftop he was headed. Though Nanda had already squeezed the maximum floor in the building. Nanda decided to use the emergency stairs.

Luckily Nanda was used to physical exercise when undergoing his police education first. So that he did not have trouble when he had to climb the stairs with running.

Nanda opened the door in front of him. The wind happily greeted him.

Now he stands 20 meters behind Feza who is ready to jump at any time. Nanda continued slowly so that Feza was not surprised by his arrival.

Nanda heard firsthand Feza sobbing. He could feel a deep sense of sadness from that cry. Nanda could no longer hold back his words.

"Za, please come down" said Nanda softly. He tried to persuade Feza to come down from the wall.

Feza was crying. Nanda kept himself alerted if there was any sudden movement from Feza.

"Za, let's go down" said Nanda, slowly closing herself to the wall.

"Don't come any closer!" snapped Feza.

"OK, but you go down first huh" Nanda said again.

"What am I living for? I would be happier if I died" cried Feza without the slightest fear as he looked down.

"It's just cowards who say it's rich" said Nanda trying to lure Feza to negotiate while still progressing step by step.