(Who) I'm Without you
Decision Making

The wind is no longer able to withstand. Feza opened his eyes when the time on his phone showed at 04:50. I don't know since when he fell asleep, just know when he woke up.

Remembering the incident last night, Feza again tried to close his eyes. Fear suddenly attacked him if he continued to wake up alone in this room. However, the more forced the more unable.

Feza moved his chair closer to Rama. He clutched that weak body. Rama was in front of his eyes, but like nothing. Feza cried, seeing the condition of Rama who had no development. Each time the infusion runs out, Feza replaces it with a new one. But everything Feza does, like it's pointless.

"Ma, wake. I didn't think you were this weak. Because of the heartache you get sick really rich gini. The strong dong, Ma. You are a guy. How will the fate of your wife if you have a weak husband like this. Hopefully you are not weak shahw@t also hehehe. Sorry Ma, I don't mean to say anything. But said Mr. Prima lo must be often invited to chat so that your nerves back to function and you can hear my words and respond" Feza again shed tears. He has often done this but Rama never responded. Rama's eyes remained tightly closed and his body did not move in the slightest.

"Ma, said Maudy he wants to turn you back from your conscious splinter. He was not strong enough to wait for you to go home plus again have to wait for you to wake up. Ma, wake up Ma. Maaaaa, I cry if you are still unconscious too. Lo evil Ma, if you really want to go far why not invite me. I'm more ruined here than you. I was the one who had suicidal intentions even I felt abandoned. Ma, I want to come. Where is Ma really? Are you disturbed by the rich subtle creatures that Mbak Dwi said at that time? Do not want me yes Ma" Feza also rubbed his tears and wiggled looking at the door and window. There's nothing. Nanda and Mr. Prima were also still sleeping in their seats.

"Ma, anyway, you'll schedule a shower. If you still do not realize, I myself will bathe you. I'm going to tear apart that little knee. Whahuh? Can't you say small? Small base, ngaku aja lo. I was just videotaping. Let pas lo realize later I can see the video to lo hahahah. Well, why am I am so amused himself anyway" Feza patted his mouth that had dared to say the knee belongs to Rama. Just saw it never.

Feza smiled. He looked at the face of a man who for many years always resistant to face it even often helps solve the problem. If Feza quarreled with his mother and did not want to go home, there was always Rama who would type long messages with an apology to his mother. Then Rama will take Feza home.

Feza owed Rama too much. However, the man never paid his respects to her. This is what makes many of his colleagues or even his level brother on campus used to judge Rama. Because Rama was friendly and also he proved to be very loyal. Which wild woman is not tempted to snatch it from Maudy, only Rama is good at detecting the women who have the potential to snatch it from Maudy. Therefore, he anticipated first. No woman has ever managed to become the third person in her relationship.

"Hoaaammm" Feza awakens from her daydream when Nanda has woken up from her sleep. He glanced at Nanda and then looked back at Rama's face.

"What time is Za?" asked Nanda in a distinctive voice like one who was still sleepy.

"Hour five twenty. Fajr prayer yok" asked Feza. Because if alone out of this puskesmas himself does not dare.

"Gue woke up Mr. Prima first" Nanda also woke Mr. Prima. Then they went home briefly to the official house for ablution and took the prayer equipment. Because it will pray at the puskesmas only.

The afternoon was again marked by a debate between Feza and Rama. Mr. Prima is dizzy to defend which one. The one woman with the proposition that sounds is always right, while the other, the man with his logical mind who does not approve of the shamanic shortcut that Feza means.

"Nan, at least there's some effort. If this continues we do not know when to wait until. Even pigs that are stamped haram, if in a state of urgency because there is absolutely no other food. Edible. Whatdoes thatmean? Means we can use an alternative road to shaman to heal Rama". Feza vehemently wanted Nanda to hear his opinion this time. They have argued every now and then but never got a bright spot.

"OKAY. This time I followed your advice. If Rama gets worse, don't act like I never deny you for this" Nanda said firmly.

"Okay, now we've made a decision. So, when are we going to see Mr Ratmo?" ask Mr. Prima who is standing in the middle of Feza and Nanda.

"This morning we also went to Mr. Ratmo's house. Because faster is better" said Feza loud. He then met Mbak Dwi at the front desk of the health center to ask Mr. Ratmo's home address.

"Gue has got his address, you take care of Rama. Let me be the same Mr. Prima who was there. We'll get Mr Ratmo here". Nanda nodded obediently to Feza's orders. Then Feza and Mr. Prima don't want to waste any more time. They immediately went to the house of Mr. Ratmo who was at the very end of this village.

"Ma, if you know Feza I see from day to day he becomes more mature and assertive. I'm just as diligent about fighting because of you. Sampe Pak Prima tired of horrifying us both. And this time I succumbed to him, make ngobatin lo to the shaman. Hopefully you can realize again, Feza almost crazy left behind long sleep lo lo" Nanda suddenly felt inexplicably in his mind that Rama and Feza will be paired. What kind of a hunch is this. Nanda doesn't usually have a picture of the future like this. He is only an expert in terms of catching criminals, not predicting the future. But it will still keep it to itself. Let him and God know.

Half an hour later, Feza and Mr. Prima are back. "Huh? I'm home, what's so cool?". Their arrival was greeted by Nanda's question.

"Sir Ratmo again in the garden. Usually come home in the afternoon. If there is a need, later tonight there again" said Feza repeated the sentence Mr. Ratmo's wife earlier.

"Well, I'll cook for our dinner" Feza went to the house to cook their dinner. While Nanda and Pak Prima guard Rama at the puskesmas.

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