(Who) I'm Without you
Failed to Go Home

They were silent when they were left behind by Mr. Ratmo. Not long after, Feza and Nanda laughed until they shed tears. Recall how hard Nanda forbade Feza to treat Rama to shamans even to say Feza musyrik.

"Lo tuh do not be easily discouraged, we can certainly find another way to heal Rama. Lo if you want to believe in shamans, please. Don't take me with Mr. Prima. I will continue to prevent you so as not to be a musician" said Feza who teased Nanda with his words at that time.

Nanda was ashamed of himself. He recalls back to the words of Mbak Dwi. Apparently yes, Mbak Dwi just said that Mr. Ratmo experts treat nonmedical diseases. Without calling Mr. Ratmo a shaman. Huh, you little brother Dwi. Give me half-and-half info.

Already embarrassed, Nanda was not able to deny the plumbing for the sake of plumbing from Feza and Pak Prima. While Rama again laid his body because he still did not expect to get a mystical experience in his life.

That night, they returned to their home. With the reason Rama did not want to sleep in the puskesmas bed again because it felt uncomfortable.

That night they recounted their activities to Rama during the 2-day Rama Skip. The story is about Nanda who already knew the man who had harassed Feza.

"According to the date I have agreed before with the police in this district, they will come tomorrow morning. I also have pocketed info about the address of the man from the young man who had played futsal with us" said Nanda while staring at Feza and Rama alternately.

"Gue doesn't want to follow. It felt like the world I had rebuilt collapsed instantly when I saw his face. The look on his face shows absolutely no guilt for what he has done to me". With trembling lips, Feza was unable to cover up her grief. Although these few days his life is always surrounded by sadness because of Rama, but still the abuse has a much greater impact on the deepest corner of his heart.

"Yes, tomorrow you're pretty much home. Let me be the same Rama who took a look at the arrest process" Nanda said with great emphasis.

"Nan, is all this still sealed off from my bokep? You can really keep a secret, right? I was afraid of Nan, afraid to let her down again". Feza's cry instantly broke out as she recalled her Papa's anger back then. He was the only child who felt the most disappointing in the world. Which he felt unable to make both his parents proud of his actions.

"Za, you don't worry about something you really don't have to worry about. Don't torture yourself. I assure you that you do not know about this. Because I am the same other police officers already kongkalikong make bokap lo busy here and there to forget the same girl. Nyokap lo also go-go and continue to dampingin wherever bokap lo go" Nanda bluntly on Feza will all the plans that he has compiled. Because all this time Feza was only asked to accept the order.

After tired of talking in the middle room, they finally broke into their respective rooms. While Rama who had been asleep for 2 days of course he did not feel sleepy at all even though his body felt very tired but his eyes closed closed.

Rama checked his old cell phone he hadn't touched. How sad to find Maudy did not send a single chat to him. It was as if the woman was really ready to live without Rama. Rama sat back in the living room alone. He was silent, struggling with his own mind.

Before long, Feza came out to get a glass of water. He gasped in shock as his eyes caught a man sitting in the middle room in a dim condition because he only relied on the highlight of the kitchen lights. It turned out to be Rama.

"Rama" cried Feza.

Rama turned his head towards Feza. He smiled and patted the side next to him. Feza did not go to the kitchen, he sat next to Rama.

"I don't want to go back to Jakarta anymore. I want to stay here until I am ready to be born to meet Maudy in the hospital" said Rama bowed. It turns out that heartbreak is very painful. Feza was desperate to kidnap Dinda because of her heartache to Nanda, whom she loved at that time.

"Lo himself. I just want to quickly leave this village" said Feza.

"Don't dong. Kan caretaker of this place elo" said Rama began joking.

"Have told me I was a locksmith. Lo think this is a bad place" welcome Feza patted Rama's arm.

"Oh yes, we postpone 3 days for our return. I am more comfortable here than in Jakarta. There I can meet Maudy, there are many places that so memento with Maudy. I'm afraid to catch him in the hospital. I can see that he has my replacement. You do not understand the feeling of being me" said Rama weakened.

They finally opened an internal vent session that night. The two stayed up without a care of the time has entered 2 am. And Feza who now understood how fragile Rama's heart finally agreed to postpone their return. Besides pity as well, because Rama only felt that there was only one day while they had 3 days. Rama also demands Feza to take him to go see the river that Feza once told him about. Feza said the place is beautiful and cool.

Feza woke up when the sun was no longer shy to show its light. He woke up quickly because he realized that he had neglected his morning prayers. Intentions wanted to scold Rama who did not wake him but it turned out Rama was even worse than him. Rama had not woken up even though it was almost noon.

While Nanda and Pak Prima have gone to the house of BK (the criminal) to be taken forcibly to the police station to be questioned. Feza also with the help of Dinda, already automatically has the power of law, namely Mas Sigit. Dinda's office friend first. So that later Feza is quite represented through his lawyer alone without the need to follow a series of events in the police and court.

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In the afternoon, Nanda and Pak Prima just returned to the official house. They returned without burden, because the original purpose of their arrival to this village was carried out.

They also agreed not to discuss how the arrest process was to Feza. Unless Feza himself asks.

"Ready, 2 more days Mas Grace pick up" said Nanda who stood firmly in front of everyone.

"No" reject Feza.

"Instead of our return. There is a broken heart wanting to picnic longer here he said" said Feza by advancing his lips pointed at Rama.

Finally, Mr. Prima and Nanda were only able to sigh slowly. Rama smiled awkwardly. Expect mercy from these 2 people.