(Who) I'm Without you

(Who) I'm Without you
Get her married


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After dinner at Dinda's house at that time, Rama is now weighing something. Not weight or size, but speech. Yeah, now he's weighing Sherly's words.


Does he fit in with Feza?


Can he accept Feza's past? No, it's not fair to Feza if I'm concerned about his past and I'm not a stainless holy man either.


Then, can Feza accept himself more than a friend? Or even later Feza will ask if being a friend is not enough?


"Arrrggg" Rama pulled his own hair. He looked angry even until the early morning he was still in the hospital.


Rama tries to contact Feza, but up to 5 calls. I never got a statement from across the phone.


Bego, it's 2 o'clock. Feza must be asleep.


Rama also entered his resting room, he chose to stay at the hospital. Although not as comfortable as his apartment, at least in the hospital he remained safe.


Morning


Trioying....Triiin...Triying


Rama's phone rang beside his pillow, making Rama a little distracted and wriggling and fumbling around him. Rama could immediately receive the call without opening his eyes and seeing the identity of the caller.


"Hello Ma, why call me?" ask Feza who is now well dressed and sitting in his proud chair at his beloved clinic.


"Meet me later during the day in the hospital" answered Rama with a flat expression and a heavy voice typical of new people waking up.


"Ma... Are you still sleeping?" ask Feza who feels something is strange.


"He'em"


"Ma... You were mabok last night?" ask Feza again.


"Isshh, where have I mabok. Lo why the hell?" Rama became more and more angry and now he has sat himself down while remaining closed.


"In the end, where have you ever called me rich gini" said Feza with a laugh. If Rama starts to get emotional, it means that the man is indeed in a sane state unlike his suspicions earlier.


"Don't laugh, later in the afternoon you have to meet me in the hospital" said Rama because he began to emotion should talk but while holding back sleepiness.


"Yes, I will go there" said Feza according to Rama's wishes.


"Well, I want to sleep again". Rama hung up his phone call after getting the answer he wanted to hear. Later in the afternoon Feza will meet him and later he will also say what is the reason he invited Feza to come to the hospital.


For now Rama wants to rest while gathering courage. It might sound crazy for Feza, but what a mistake to try.


Daylight


Rama went back and forth in his room while waiting for the seconds of Feza's arrival. Mr. Ali who saw the current condition and situation was not supportive to invite Rama to discuss the work, he immediately disengaged his intention and closed the door again.


He did not know for sure the reason why Rama got that stress, but seen from the bottom of his blackened eyes and the look of a tense face has made him understand that Rama should not be disturbed today.


Tok.dok...


Rama walks near the door, he deliberately wants to welcome the arrival of Feza. Rama opens the door to Feza.


"So Za" he said with a body movement that remained tense despite trying to look like normal.


"Yes" Feza smiled and then he went in and sat on the guest sofa not far from Rama's desk.


"You drink what Za let me pesenin" Rama bargained before entering into a more serious discussion.


"What could. Why the hell, so tense?" ask Feza.


"Gakpapa, I've been staying up a lot lately" replied Rama straightforwardly.


Feza stood up and approached him, putting his hand on Rama's forehead. "Gue thought you had a fever". After saying so, Feza returned to the sofa. Rama is trembling at the moment.


Rama called a waiter in the pantry to deliver two cups of coffee to his room.


After ordering coffee, Rama sat down next to Feza who was watching some objects that attracted his attention in the room.


"Why? Was it the same as my new room?" seduhan Rama who half boasted that now Rama his best friend already holds the title as director of this hospital.


Feza laughed, nodding his head several times. "Gue did not expect, the spiderman action figures I bought in London used to still be saved".


Rama followed Feza's line of sight. He smiled as he recalled the times when he arranged this room with his style so that it now looks different from the room when his grandfather used to wear. For some reason, a small object with a height of almost an inch it could occur to him to be placed right in the middle of the large glass cabinet.


While the whole closet is entirely a book, so it really stole the attention. Rama felt, maybe this is a code of nature.


As they stood facing the glass cabinet, Rama's coffee came. They continued the conversation while sitting on the sofa again.


"Za.." call Rama nervous.


"Yes Ma, why?" sahut Feza's.


"We've farted before each ball?" ask Rama.


These lips why even talking fart anyway, the inner Rama regretted his words.


"Hahaha, never. But you are the most frequent, severe you" said Feza still with a laugh.


"Due..."


"Yes, why Rama?" ask Feza gemas.


When you want to invite marriage, why is it so hard to say ama Feza. Usually I do not like this, even often talking not in the filter. This is Feza my best friend, right? Not anyone else.


Rama gathered the courage of all body and soul, took a deep breath and threw it away violently.


"Wouldn't you marry me?" rama asked firmly and quickly.


"Hah" surprised Feza. "Lo, what the hell is that?"


"Lo don't want to marry me?" rework Rama.


"What crazy lo?" feza asked in disbelief.


"Za, I'm serious. Indeed, at this time I feel affection to you only as a friend. But we can approach first. We can try a date together, watch it together, eat together. We are both single, I did not take you from anyone and you did not take me from anyone I think it was quite convincing me if this will not be a problem"


Feza was silent, still digesting Rama's speech. He also only loves Rama as a friend, nothing more. But to accept the invitation to marry is certainly not a trivial matter. Feza felt he needed time to think.


Rama is still faithfully waiting for Feza to finish thinking.


"I can't answer it now"


"Gakpapa, don't make this a burden to you. Even if you want to refuse later, do not hesitate. I promise I won't make any sense and we'll stay in office as usual"


Don't make a burden? Hellow evribadeh, even just heard this saying lo already made my head frown.


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Do not forget to comment yes guys, about later Rama will be rejected, is it accepted the same Feza? Otor was honest was very similar to the fate of Rama.


Btw, this way first yes up I'm tired guys huehehu