(Who) I'm Without you
Flower Watering, Flower Not So

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A few days later

Rama is focusing his attention on his tablet. Suddenly Mr. Ali came and said that this morning Maudy handed in his resignation letter but would still carry out his work until his shift ended this afternoon. Pak Ali did not mean anything, but he felt Rama needed to know because he had felt something between Rama and Maudy.

Rama asks Maudy to come to see him at the director's office. Rama wanted to hear the reason for the woman's decline directly.

Tok.shock.

"Come in" Rama's word.

Maudy walked in with a thin smile and a puffy face. He looked strong and thought everything was fine so he was so respectful to Rama.

"Please sit down" said Rama again.

Maudy followed his orders.

"Why do you want to resign?"So the first question Rama.

"I think working here makes me unprofessional anymore, sir. I have tried not to confuse work with feelings, but I cannot. My decision is unanimous, I want to get out of here" Maudy said.

"You want to move out of here?" ask Rama.

"Yes sir" Maudy replied without hesitation.

"Want to help me recommend which hospital? I can get you to any hospital in the city" Rama said, intending to help Maudy.

"No, sir, let me find my own way. I need to re-train my own dexterity and ability, all this time my life has been good enough. Everything is helping. And now, it's no more. So let me decide for myself sir" Maudy subtly refused.

Rama realized, what Maudy meant by someone helping it was him. Yes, from the beginning they dated Rama was always fully responsible to Maudy. He never let Maudy get into trouble.

Rama had even helped Maudy's parents by pouring money of several billion because the company owned by Maudy's parents who were in debt and ended up out of business. But even so, Rama was always there for Maudy. Need anything Rama always provides. Even the money to redeem the debt of his parents Rama willing not to be returned to him.

Rama is worried about Maudy's future life, he can't do more if Maudy has refused his help. As the saying goes, if we keep tigers in captivity. Don't let him go into the forest again. Because, living in captivity makes it spoiled and unable to survive in the wild.

"Are you really sure you want to get out of this hospital?" ask Rama again.

Maudy was silent, she lowered her head and wiped away the tears that had been welling up in her eyes. Rama was so, so tight of heart when he felt the thump back in his chest, he could not see Maudy who considered himself now a stranger. Though actually Rama does not matter if now Maudy asked for his help, he would be happy to help Maudy.

"Remain unsure sir. But this must be, for my good as well" he replied by re-establishing his view.

"Alright Dy, you can come out now. I've already allowed you to leave this hospital, but if you want to come back here I'll gladly accept you again" Actually this goes against his conscience, but most importantly, he gave Maudy the best guarantee.

"Thank you sir, I want to continue my duties" said Maudy, trying hard.

"Yes, please" said Rama.

When Maudy came out of his room, Rama was pensive. He could not bear to see this tortured Maudy. No matter how Maudy covers up, Rama knows best about the woman. How he was angry, how he was disappointed, how he tried to face all the difficulties in his life without telling his parents. Rama knew very well the suffering of the firstborn with 4 younger brothers.

Or are you also getting married so you have prepared yourself to be a housewife?

"Ah yes, I have not asked when he will get married" Rama also came out of his room to pursue Maudy who certainly has not gone too far.

After finding Maudy's back running, Rama called her and ran to get to Maudy.

"Why did you call me?" ask Maudy.

"Stop calling me sir. I want something with you" said Rama.

"What's the?" ask Maudy.

"When are you getting married?"

Maudy remained silent, her eyes moving as if she were looking for the answer.

From Maudy's movements, Rama knew there must be something.

"Why?" ask Rama.

"We did not get married, because 3 days ago he was just arrested by the police in a drug dealing case. And it turns out he's a big city in this city, I just found out last night" Maudy said.

"Di ..." Rama was sad to hear it. How this woman lives in the future. The woman who used to be with him did not let any lack of one, now it is separated from Rama even exposed to many problems.

"I'm not papa Ma, I'm fine" Maudy was about to pass from before Rama but his steps had to stop because Rama was holding him from behind.

"Dy, let me get into your life again. If you can't be a couple, let us be good friends. I will always be ready to help you. Don't face everything yourself, don't be alone. There are many people who care and want to help you Dy" Rama further tightened his hand ties in Maudy's body. Especially when the woman released all her cries, Rama's body even shook.

"Sir Ma, my family and I will leave here. I can't stand the gossip of people. I can't stand to keep meeting the family that's causing me like this. Leaving you and ending pitifully. I'm ashamed Ma is with you, you're good with me. You do not deserve to enter again in my life full of shock, I am evil with you. Accepting your kindness will make my steps even harder" Maudy was so hard to keep refusing Rama's help, her heart tormented if she kept seeing Rama. Rama who he could have and believed would not leave, now turned into a love that did not arrive.

Rama turned Maudy's body so that it faced him. Rama wiped away the tears that kept flowing.

"Are you willing?" ask Rama.

Maudy just nodded, she was not sure either. But, this is so that Rama does not worry too much about him.

"I am unable" Rama shed his tears. Then his arm pushed Maudy from behind to get in his arms.

Both of them cried sobbing in the corridor of the hospital upstairs, which was quite quiet because it was only in the room of the top brass only.

The two were swept away in the cradle of each other's tight embrace. Without them knowing if now there is a pair of eyes that come red after seeing clearly her future husband who still loves his ex-lover very much.

He also did not forget to take pictures of Rama who was hugging Maudy and make wallpaper on his phone. Deliberately do that as a reminder that she will only be a show wife and do not involve feelings.

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