(Who) I'm Without you
The Story of Teenage Pilu

Do not stingy like and comment yaa, make the same fate with Rama. I don't mean to make you cry or sad. I'm just making a shit, there's no element in opening your heart wounds. So forgive me yaa😔

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The seconds he will soon release his single period is getting closer. Rama and Feza now make sure that all that has been prepared has been completed and not forget one.

"For your family this one. Don't forget to bring it. I'll miss when else to spread it. I live another week now" said Feza, who is now sitting in the middle of his house, checking the invitation to be separated between the invitation of his family and the invitation of the Rama family.

"Yes-yes, I asked Mas Aji to carry it to the trunk". Then Rama called Mas Aji as a gardener at Feza's house to help him bring the invitation to the car.

"You'll be able to stop me?" ask Feza.

"Can't, tonight the family from out of town on the dateng. I was asked by my grandfather to pick me up at the airport, about four cars later to pick me up" said Rama refused Feza's request. Rama is not making it up, it is true that he will go to the airport tonight to pick up all distant relatives who will attend his wedding with Feza in Jakarta.

"Yes, I went alone" said Feza at last. Though he will invite Rama to dinner and want to talk about the incident at the hospital that Feza saw at that time. Not intending to cancel the wedding, rather Feza just wanted to ask Rama the real events. Because then Feza just caught a glimpse and left.

Even until now the wallpaper of the phone Feza still photo Rama hugging with Maudy. The only one who doesn't know.

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Time is moving faster. Feza is now in the hotel where the prescription will take place soon.

He came down from his room on the 15th floor to the 1st floor to see the decorations. Arriving at the hall where the reception event, he was very amazed by the magnificent shape and very refreshing eyes.

Not only that, though, but also the decoration on the ceiling of the hall also hung ornaments resembling white pigeons and complete with an order of LED lights along the path that will be passed later when carried into the door. At this time the condition of the lamp is off, it will be turned on at the reception.

Indeed, for this akad and reception Feza did not use his favorite color anymore because he wanted to use white only. For some reason, the color white is most suitable for sacred events such as weddings.

Although the agreement is still 2 days away, Feza is the first to stay at the hotel. She can't wait to see the decorations for her wedding.

It does not matter whether he will be happy or not after marrying Rama. What is certain is that Feza put it aside so that he does not drop during D-Day.

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H-day

The hall that will be a silent witness of the marriage of Rama and Feza is now completely finished and more beautiful than the last Feza seen. Rama and his extended family are now waiting for the presence of the ruler who is already on his way to the hotel.

Rama was unable to cover his nervousness. He asked for mineral water several times to neutralize his heart's pounding pound faster than usual.

"Mas why? Nervous?" ask Mama Rita.

"Gakpapa Aunty, just not ordinary" replied Rama.

"You're used to it means that Mas has been married to dong" joked Mama Rita to Rama.

Rama chuckled softly hearing the joke of the stepmom. Mama has long been his wife. It's just that, Rama for life never felt the affection of Mama Rita. Mama Rita was never evil to him, but Rama also never felt the love of a mother from Mama Rita. Let alone affection, chat with Rama only even just a matter of fingers.

"Mas, I'm sorry that you've never treated Mas well. Making Mas from small never at home. Mama shouldn't be like that, and now that Mas has grown bigger and bigger, Mas is getting married today. May Mas be happy yes" Mama Rita clasped Rama's hand. He was serious in his words. There was a clear grain ready to fall on the surface of his eye. Remembering how he did not care about Rama. Until finally he had a child with papa Rama, Rama even loved his half-brother. Also called Mas pinned on Rama, it's his stepbrother love and Rama was very happy when first called mas when he was 10 years old. Rama is even more mature despite his young age compared to the older Mama Rita.

"Don't be sad, don't blame yourself. Mas is also wrong ma, mas know for sure it was also heavy for mama. Still young continue to marry the same widower who has big children. At that time I did not understand the position of my mother, not mas do not like mama but I just felt I did not have a chat at home. So always hitchhiking to eat and sleep at Leon's house, because there are Leonnya that I can chat and play together.

Ma, I'm sorry mama. Mom is sorry, too. Mas want, before mas release the status of single mas, mama already sorry for my mistake. Please bless me for marriage with Feza. Pray mas can be a good husband like papa" Rama wiped the tears of mama Rita. He was relieved, finally his stepmother was willing to talk to him again after years of silence.

"Mama is happy to be called mama, Mas" Mama Rita sobbed but Rama immediately hugged her. Papa came over with his wheelchair. He just smiled to see his wife's son had made up. Rama finally took off his arms from Mama Rita. Then he knelt down in front of the father, asking for his blessing and apologizing for being evil to him by leaving him to America.

But at that time papa married again not because papa wanted to, but papa thought Rama needed a mother figure to educate and accompany him at home because the papa at that time served as a minister in the new order was always busy visiting the corners of the country for the progress of the beloved country.

At home, his wife and son were silent to each other. Unlike the mother and child relationship that he had in mind.

Every papa Rama came home late at night from his office, he always had to stop by first to Leon's house which was neighboring with him. To pick up the child who every day after school spent time there.

Until finally when Leon and Rama graduate High School, Leon's parents tell Papa and Mama Rita if they will move to America and Rama forces to join. Hearing the words of papa Leon that finally papa so increasingly understand that his son is not at home. Seeing Rama's pleading expression, Rama's father allowed his son to come with Leon's family to America. And after officially becoming an obstetrician, Rama returned to Indonesia. It was also because he got word from his papa assistant that the father entered the hospital and almost became a victim of premeditated murder from his political opponents.

Rama went home feeling calm. There was no sadness in his heart even though it was his biological father. Because he thought at the time, papa didn't love him. Papa only cares about his mother and step-sister. Only known to Rama after arriving in Indonesia, that his half-sister was two people. When I left Indonesia, only Puput.

"Pa, mas sorry yes because all this time mas never understand with papa's efforts to make mas happy. Mas also asked for blessing, asked for his prayer so that mas could be a good husband rich papa" This is the first time Rama shed tears in front of the father. He could not see his father, who could only sit in a wheelchair after the assassination attempt. He also lost nerve function around his face. It made him feel like he had a stroke and couldn't talk.

Papa's tears came down, and Rama hugged him. There is still a lot he wants to say but the moment is not right today.

Then the ruler entered the hall, making several cameramen who want to cover the sacred events of Rama and Feza scattered to their respective positions. And Rama broke his embrace.

He smiled warmly at the father, then asked his permission to push the papa wheelchair towards the dead table. And my mom nodded very happily.

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