(Who) I'm Without you
Regretting Too Late

Hii, so special today. Because I want to say a lot of thanks to you who are very loyal waiting for this novel up. I also love like and comment. It turns out you guys are really good. Very understanding. Sorry if the comment was not answered, but I honestly read it. Alhamdulillah😚😚 Once again thanks yaa👍❣

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Before long, Nanda, who has now removed her suit and only displays a shirt that looks a little wet in the buttons number 2 and 3, joined the newlyweds. Just now he wanted to sit his body beside Dinda, he actually got congratulations from both brides.

"Congratulations bro" said Rama while greeting and hugging briefly and then hit Nanda's back, a typical male feature when giving congratulations with a very close level of intimacy.

"Congratulations Nan" said Feza without moving from his seat and gave a code by glancing at Dinda.

Nanda sat down casually even though he did not understand what was happening. "Gue thought until 12 it was quiet" said Nanda while watching every corner of the hall.

"Can faint me if the middle sample malem" welcome Rama who is now enjoying a dessert in the form of chocolate pudding 2 cups. Because of the many desserts only that is left.

"Lo is a doctor, can do self-help" said Nanda ngajak gelud.

"I'm a shaman, it could be" replied Rama while brushing his hair with a finger. Hair that is still half wet due to sweating.

"Din, I'm in the room to clean up. Very sad to swear. I'll come back later, really" said Feza who also signed two fingers so that Dinda believes that he will actually return again. And hope Dinda will wait.

"Yes take a shower, I stay here" replied Dinda weakly.

Feza also said to Rama to go first to the room. While Rama he remained there because he still wanted to accompany Nanda there.

"Yank, we're going to the hospital and we're going home from here" asked Nanda because he was really worried about his wife's condition.

"Free, gynecologists where there are hours like this. Tomorrow is new" welcome Rama.

"Gapain to the obstetrician, the doctor umumumumum" said Nanda.

"Bini you're pregnant. Nih, the testpack he brought was appointed to Feza" Rama handed a clear plastic wrap the testpack to the front of Nanda's face.

"Huh? The yank? Really this?" nanda's face was already flushed the sign the man was about to cry.

Dinda just nodded languidly. She is not unhappy with the news of this pregnancy. However, he really had no energy at the moment. The nausea that had been present since just now had not disappeared completely.

"Yank, eat yes. Your stomach is empty from earlier vomiting until there is liquid doang. Just so I took what was there" Nanda found soup for his wife.

After that Nanda came back again with a glass of water and a bowl of soup. "This, eaten yes" Nanda put the soup in front of Dinda. But Dinda shook her head in a sign that she was not tasteful. "Think of your content, don't just think about your taste or taste" persuaded Nanda half force.

Seeing Dinda just stirring, Nanda finally took the initiative to bribe him. "Food don't play, I'm bribing ya". Dinda was no longer able to resist, finally opening her mouth and chewing slowly.

"You won't have to go home, I'll just go to the room. Poor that Dinda will get drunk on land again" Rama bargained as an understanding friend.

"From the first moment, there is no evidence". Hearing Nanda's words, Rama already understood what Nanda meant.

"Sorry, I forgot my room yesterday. Now really, I swear".

And finally that night Dinda and Nanda stayed at the hotel owned by the Rama family. After Feza finished cleaning and wearing his night skincare, he returned to the hall to meet Dinda and Nanda.

Arriving there, Rama first told that Dinda and Nanda will stay at the hotel because it is not possible to go home considering the condition of Dinda who was nauseous. Even the soup he had eaten had come out again.

Nanda had consulted with Rama before the two split into their respective rooms. When he reached the room, Nanda asked Dinda to rest immediately because Dinda looked very tired even her eyes looked cute. Nanda faithfully rubbed the top of Dinda's head while sitting leaning against the bed rest until she fell asleep.

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Next day

"Huek huek huek"

Nanda awakens when she suddenly hears something from the bathroom. Nanda did not look at the bedside, he even checked the phone to make sure what time it was. And it turns out that time shows at 4 am.

"Huek huek huek"

Nanda was aghast when he heard that voice again. As he tries to protect himself by repossessing to Dinda's side of the bed, he realizes that his wife is not in bed.

"Ah shit, how could I forget" Nanda hurriedly left the bed to catch up with Dinda to the toilet.

Sure enough, his wife was following the sink to remove his entrails. However, only his huek-huek sounded extraordinary. In fact, only clear liquid comes out in very small amounts. Dinda's stomach has been empty since last night. And Nanda kept on nipping his wife's neck. Help Dinda so that no more difficulties like that.

Dinda stood up, she looked at Nanda. "You're a nuisance, aren't you? Sorry, baby" said Dinda and then switched to sitting in the closet.

"Cong you're sorry, anyway? It was my son too" Nanda kept on massaging Dinda's body. The woman he loved was completely exhausted from last night.

"Dear, you go back to bed. I still want to vomit, you'll be disgusted" Dinda pushed Nanda with her remaining energy. Very slowly it doesn't even feel like it's being pushed, according to Nanda.

"Don't baby, I've been used to it since last night. You're my wife, not anyone else"

From that day until the age of Dinda's womb entered the 3rd month, Dinda continued to vomit. What he eats will come out again.

This made the father ask him to rest at home and not have to work. So during Dinda's break, papa will take over again holding his company.

Because of their private home Dinda often feels lonely, eventually they move to the house of papa mama until an unspecified time. Given the condition of Dinda who is still too weak because she cannot eat, Ariel agreed. Because as a husband, he also had to work and could not bear to let his wife lonely if still selfish to stay in their private home.

At her parents' house, Dinda had a lot of company. There's Sherly, Mama, Bi Hanum, and papa and Sherly's pet as additional entertainment.

Every morning Dinda sunbathed, she did not want to look very pale to welcome her husband home later in the afternoon. Therefore, Dinda always sat in front of her house every morning.

And of course, he will cross paths with his neighbors. As of this moment, Ariel who was about to go to work suddenly looked towards Dinda. Forced their eyes to meet, but Dinda hastily cut off their eye contact.

Dinda, I'm sorry. Ariel whispered in her heart.

Only in the heart. Because there is no more little courage left to convey it to Dinda. It's his fault, creating such a long distance. If only they had parted in a good way, this might not have been the case.

Now then? Getting close is certainly impossible. Ariel's who, Dinda's who.

And what I want to talk about, it sounds stale to say. But, Ariel wanted to straighten things out. Only, the universe doesn't approve of it.

How long will Ariel have to endure this guilt?

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Uh guys, mo nanya dong... Do you have a heartbreak story that looks like rich Dinda? Or you have a different story. If you have, comment below⤵⤵