(Who) I'm Without you
Umar Al - Farizi

Days passed, now Nanda and Dinda are in the car waiting for Sherly who today received the graduation announcement. Dinda and Nanda did deliberately deliver their only sister because after school, they will immediately celebrate graduation along with eating and watching at one of the malls near the house.

Sherly doesn't demand to be celebrated lavishly, she just wants Nanda and Dinda around. Because if only accompanied by papa mama for him is common.

"Udah, I graduated with the best ranking" Sherly said with a carefree smile.

"Good deck" hug Dinda. Then Nanda hugged him.

That day they really celebrated intimately. Sherly was even so carefree because today all her will was obeyed. Mom bought him some clothes that he could wear to college.

"Do not ma, brother Dinda's clothes are also still good. I can pack it" Sherly refused.

"Don't, that's an old model. This has been chosen also brother, the model remains polite. Want huh?" persuade mom.

"Yes, that's it"

Finally, in the afternoon, they just returned home. At home, Sherly was happy. Because Nanda and Dinda gave him a gift. It's been two days since they hid the gift so as not to be caught by Sherly.

Sherly opened the gift. Which turned out to contain a sling bag with nude color and also a white sneaker with a famous brand. Sherly is happier because today everyone is really pampering her.

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One week later

Today, Nanda was sitting in her study. The problem at that time, thanks to the help of Aidil who gave him the services of a lawyer to keep his position safe, as well as his work. Inevitably, of course Nanda was also called several times by his superiors, but because nothing was proven, instead Nanda revealed the case of Yono, which was found to be a lot of awkwardness, Nanda was finally able to return to work calmly.

Nanda POV

I am finally back at this table. How long have I not been sitting in my room.

I was excited to observe the workspace that 2 weeks ago I never entered. There are some files that have been lying around for a long time but I have not touched them. As I was about to check it, suddenly the phone in my pants pocket rang.

"Assalamu'alaikum Ma"

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. You're in the hospital now, yes, Dinda wants to be born. Here he has opening 4" greet mama with a panicked tone.

"Yes ma, I'm going straight there".

With a hasty step, I hurried towards the parking lot. I only had a chance to say a fleeting permission to Mr. Agus who happened to cross paths with me.

My panicked face made Pak Agus not dare to ask, only gawking at my departure. After I actually left, then his face could be neutral again.

I drove the car fast. I want to accompany my wife who is struggling between life and death.

Until the hospital, Dinda was in the action room. There was an instruction from one of the midwives who said breathe out and then throw out.

My husband, of course, was allowed in the room. When I entered, my gaze was immediately fixed on Dinda who was lying weakly. I was quite trembling to see Dinda's reddened face endure the pain. Sweat sweat was also seen wetting his forehead.

I walked over to Dinda and wiped her sweat slowly and gave her support to Dinda. "Yank, can yank. You can" I said in Dinda's ear.

I kept whispering in Dinda's ear. Seeing my wife in pain made me imagine the moment where I and my father had delivered the mother who was about to give birth to Sherly. It turned out this was the panic of being the father at that time.

The wife is in pain but as a husband can not help reduce her pain at all. Let alone reduce, to just share the pain with me can not.

Seeing Dinda almost out of breath to give birth to our child in the world, I so think twice if you want to add more children. Because seeing Dinda like this, of course I feel very sorry.

"Come on, ma'am, keep going. You must follow my instructions yes. Breathe in... Dispose. Through the stomach, ma'am"

"Yank, I'm not strong. Emmhhhhh.. huh"

Dinda again gathered all her strength and even squeezed the bed sheet beside her body to be able to give birth to our child safely and she also tried to make it as ordered by the midwife who had been standing right there the end of Dinda's legs. Monitoring the path of our son.

"A little more mom, her hair is already visible" said the midwife encouraging Dinda.

Dinda took a deep breath and gathered all her strength again to push the baby who felt already in the birth canal. I fanned Dinda whose forehead was now covered in sweat as big as corn.

Soon a loud voice filled the room. "Eaaaak hk eaaakkkk"

"Alhamdulillah. Congratulations, the baby's healthy and safe sir, ma'am. The gender is male" said the midwife, who greeted us as our child was just born.

I'm not ceasing to give thanks. I also kissed Dinda's forehead, who had successfully delivered our child safely. "Love, thanks to your struggle our child was born safely. You're great!" I said with watery eyes. I've been crying a lot since Dinda got pregnant, is this just a suggestion I don't know.

Dinda was only able to nod, her strength had yet to recover. I know he must also feel relieved when his ears hear the cry of our child, as well as weak because all his energy was exhausted during the birth process earlier.

Our son was handed over to Dinda, placed face down on Dinda's chest so that he could get a very nutritious breast milk when he first came out and with a yellowish color. Our son tasted, when his mouth found the source of his food.

After being given ASI, the baby whose body is reddish in color was handed over to me for adultery. I was ready, even the clothes I was wearing were gone. I welcomed our baby into my arms and held him for a while and then offered him a prayer.

"Welcome to the world, son. From this second on, your name is Umar Al-Farizi. We will call Umar. Be a child who lives up to your name" Cup, I peeked briefly at the top of my son's head.

Then I handed our son to his mother again. Because it looks like our son is very hungry, plus the shrill crying makes me so worried.

Our baby was breastfed briefly by Dinda before being handed over to the midwife for observation. Later Dinda will also be transferred to the hospital as well as our baby, after observation will be delivered to her mother's hospital.

Until the hospital, it turns out that the mother has arranged various baby needs in the VVIP room closet. It turns out that when Dinda was still the process of the birth earlier, Mama had taken care of the administration related to the room to be booked. There's also Papa and Sherly.

"Welcome to Umar's father's mother" Sherly greeted Dinda's gurney until she was hospitalized. Sherly knew that her father was a man because he had accompanied Dinda to the gynaecology check when I went to the village at that time. Even to ask for the leak of the name of our baby candidate by promising Dinda not to divulge it to papa and mama. Finally, easily, my wife told me. Fuck up! Though he asked me to keep meetings until Umar was born, it turns out that itself is easy to leak.

"Shhhttt, Brother Dinda again rest. It was so tired that the time was over, until the energy ran out" I told everyone in the room.

"Where's your mood?" ask Sherly still impatient.

"Again in observation he said" I said while playing mobile phone.

I would like to inform Rama that our son has been born to the world. Of course the happy news I can not hide, to Lita and other friends I told.

POV Nanda end*

Millions of congratulations were received by the couple's father. Flowers arrived that day, too.

Rama also came to visit alone without his wife, because he was still on his way to the hospital. Zapata and Bibin told us they were going to visit, but they didn't know when. Because both are out of town.

"Umay, here is the same aunt cerly" said Sherly who was so enthusiastic when Umay opened his eyes. But only for a moment, because the little baby was sleeping again.

"Lajar, at that age the baby is indeed his job to sleep mulu. Wait a few more months, your sleep is disturbed" Rama said, chuckling at Dinda and Nanda.

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Finished

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