(Who) I'm Without you
23. Shut up and feel

Like before forgetting👅

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"I'm disappointed in you" said Dinda, who now stands and leaves Ariel alone at the cafe. He was no longer able to see Ariel looking that close. His disappointment needs to be calmed down. As for Ariel, it was no longer his current tranquilizer.

The sunny day was inversely proportional to Dinda. How the lightning in broad daylight today made a torrential rain around his eyes.

Dinda drove his car as usual, not speeding as in the movies where if the player is sad or disappointed must immediately speed up and continue to crash. Ah, guess what.

The time showed at 3 pm, Dinda who had now reached the city park. Let's just put his sadness here.

With contemplation, looking at the beautiful scenery presented for free, and see how many traders peddle their wares using carts. Dinda felt so calm.

He felt there were many things he could be grateful for in this life, but why he only focused on the sad. Life is a test, that's where it draws it.

Let our hearts race. When there is a problem, the soul is made to shake. Finally can heart exercise.

Dinda glanced at her phone that had been on the trip always shaking. Ariel contacted him. However, the phone was only a "missed call" that Dinda deliberately ignored.

Thought Dinda, does she open her heart to others. Ariel is no longer expected. Until Dinda's intention to unblock all his senior whatsapp contacts who blatantly approached him.

*Unblock

Unblock

Unblock*

Already more than 20 contacts that Dinda has opened the blockage. He was like this because he just wanted to reciprocate Ariel's attitude.

It's kind of delicious in the side?

"Cheating is not about being with someone else, or going out with someone else, or sleeping with someone else.

Simply put, when you chat with someone else and you don't want me to know, it's cheating on his name".

As soon as the voice message that Dinda sent to Ariel when she was about to leave her seat.

Dinda wants to eliminate the concussion in her heart by berkulineran around the park. Buy anything that feels good and looks appetizing.

With a casual snack without he planned this alone was able to treat the wound in his heart. How happy is simple. It's not far and it doesn't have to be fancy.

Next time, he would come here often to just refresh the brain and wash his eyes too, he thought.

Because there were too many good foods sold there, Dinda finally bought everything to bring home for her papa mama and also the workers at her home.

Because Dinda's hands are full on the left and right carrying a crackle that contains his groceries. Dinda was also unable to lift her phone that felt vibrating in her bag. However, he had thought that it must have been a phone call from Ariel.

Let only.

After arriving at the house Dinda put all the food she had bought at the dining table and asked Bi Hanum to prepare it and to all the food made at the same meal including for Bi Hanum and the others who work at Dinda's house.

Tired all day crying and walking in the park. Dinda immediately headed to her room to bathe, pray, and fall.

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While being engrossed in the fall, Dinda just thought with her phone that had not been taken out of her bag. Then, he checked the first time is whatsapp application that has received 12 messages and the sender of the same person, namely Ariel.

Ariel: "Honey, where are you?"

"I'm sorry, promise this is the last time I'm disappointed in you"

"sadly reply"

"I have nothing to do with him"

"Darling don't gini dong, I know I'm wrong"

"Later home tonight"

"Now I'm behind Abib's place again because of the business that was belom kellar"

"Where are you? hunting home. I saw your car didn't exist"

"You're home from me"

"Udah afternoon, why haven't you come home yet?"

"You're angry, yes. I'm gakpapa"

All that chat, just Dinda read.

"Great balesnya" exasperated Dinda who read all the messages from Ariel who seemed to care about Dinda when all the sadness Dinda today is because of her actions.

Basic hypocrite.

That night at 7, after finishing breakfast Dinda intends to go straight to the room to rest. Because at this time his heart is not okay then he is very reluctant to just gather with his papa mama in the middle room. The mood's really fucked up. And want to be alone.

But just as he was laying down his body on his beloved bed, Bi Hanum came to inform him that there was Ariel in front waiting for him.

With gontai steps that showed how lazy Dinda was to meet Ariel. He also headed down and to the front porch where currently sitting sweet lover who looked at him with a face that can not be explained. Maybe a look on the face that shows guilt. Emm but I don't know. Even Dinda doesn't want to think positively about Ariel.

Ariel who was sitting was immediately standing when Dinda had come out to see him.

With her heart pounding, Ariel dared to embrace Dinda.

He already thought Dinda would push him, but he didn't. Precisely Dinda did not budge as Ariel hugged her.

Refuse no. Not even reply.

Flashback On (Ariel)

On the road to Abib's house. Ariel was crying on the bike. Given how evil he was to Dinda who was always loyal and never complained about his attitude. Dinda's anger is something Ariel likes. Because Dinda's face will be funny if you're angry.

But...

That wasn't so. There were heavy tears and hateful gazes from Dinda's eyes. It's like this "wrong" can't be forgiven.

Ariel was intending to return to Abib's house turn the direction back home. Shame also if back to Abib's house keeps them on seeing me cry, he thought.

Flashback Off (Ariel)

When he hugged Dinda, there was more guilt than he felt this afternoon. Finally Ariel cried in Dinda's arms.

With tears in her eyes, Ariel hugged Dinda. He did not know what was in Dinda's heart right now.

Because Dinda remains the same, not returning the slightest hug from Ariel. His hands were straight clenched beside the body.

Realize that Dinda won't return her embrace. Ariel ended her crying and broke her embrace.

He looked in the corner of Dinda's eyes.

"You can be angry with me. But don't ever ask me to take you off". So Ariel's message before she steps back home.

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Thank you for stopping by, do not drop out of this novel yaa.. indeed the boring tone of the story, but in the next chapter you will definitely understand why long-winded rich soap opera indosiar huehehe. I woke up feeling there gangs.