(Who) I'm Without you
29. Sickens

Yoshh, thank you for reading this chapter. I ask likenya yes let more spirit nulis hehe...

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"You don't get angry rich gini" said Ariel Lirih while holding my hand. I wish I could forgive him like before.

"Have you ever thought how I felt? Don't just dare to do it but the turn to get caught even don't want to say. I always praise you Riel in front of my friends. You I know them. But me? Have you ever admitted me to your friends. Rich people know I'm your boyfriend is just a complex kid here. The rest I'm rich in hiding" said I who now can control my emotions even though this chest is actually very tight.

"You don't love me anymore, said Riel. I'd rather be sad to let you go than sad because of your behavior. Not satisfied with my pain" my connection who is now unable to hold back the tears that seem to want to go back down.

"You're possessive, a little bit of breaking up. You're not an adult. I'm tired of you suspecting me. I don't fuck around if I get together with me again. But you never believed. You're a rich kid, a little angry. All your wishes must be fulfilled. I'll just lose my hobby for you" said Ariel who can no longer hold back the grunts she's long since pendam.

"So, am I wrong? So, I'm the reason you cheated? Riel, just so you know. Even though you make me cry, even though you betray me. I never looked for your replacement Riel. I'm the fool who's still convinced you're gonna change and keep coming back to me. Now you're back with me, but only for me to go deeper. One more thing, that's the girl I used to tell you not to follow but still you follow right? I know Riel's 1 month. But no one is angry with you. So, I'm possessive?" my ketus who began to get fed up with Ariel who I had always believed was a mature and loyal man. It turns out exactly the opposite.

"I say good to Riel, there's no point in me staying here. By the way, may it last the same as him" I said with a wry smile.

I swear, I'm sorry I ever loved this jerk. Sending off once nangisin him. I swear to death, I won't want to squirm again. I was disgusted, I mean in my heart as I was about to leave Ariel's courtyard.

I walked away from Ariel's house with half the life that was like flying somewhere. But I try to keep walking. Because I'm sure Ariel must be watching me from behind.

It could be big later if you see me walking in a hurry or even like people want to faint because they left him. I'm sure and believe, I'm not the one who lost Ariel. But it was Ariel who lost me.

Lord, strengthen me. I know you've prepared a soul mate for me from a long time ago. But I busied myself with this cat drama.

May my soul mate not experience the same thing as I have experienced this. Maybe he's in someone else's arms right now.

Suddenly as my feet entered the fence of my house, I felt very dizzy. Maybe this is the effect of being very sad.

This time I just experienced.

The Pov Dinda end

Dinda who had just returned from her debate with Ariel with very worrying conditions made Bi Hanum immediately run welcoming in front of the main door. Bi Hanum who had never seen Dinda like this felt like she wanted to contact her employer immediately to go home.

"Bi, am I so ugly?" dinda asked as Bi Hanum held onto her arm about to help her walk into the house.

"Non Dinda is so beautiful. Who says Non ugly. My son in the village until he has a crush on the photo of Non Dinda" replied Aunt who said what it is.

"That's Bi's whole answer. What I ask is the current condition" sewot Dinda who felt Auntie's lie is not well arranged. There should be a lot of exercise for Ariel.

"Hehehe, it's not good for Non if Bibi answers the truth" joked Bi Hanum who deliberately said that so that his employer's child can be cheerful again.

"Udah ah Bi, the answer already knows" murmured Dinda who finally released Bi Hanum's hand from his arm. He seemed to get more energy when Bi Hanum called him ugly in an implied way.

It's just that the love that Dinda first knew was actually bitter. Sweet at the beginning of the day.

Dinda who was very upset, now began to calm down a little and can control her heartbeat. He now sits on the balcony of his room while putting a headset on his ear so he can forget the sad story he just experienced.

Dinda sat facing to the right side, towards her neighbor's house to the right. For if it faces forward or to the left, it is the same as opening old wounds.

Because what looks again must be Ariel's house. Arggg, why macarin's a neighbor anyway. It's hard to be. Want to relax just have to adjust to which face.

Dinda is pictured again with her fond memories with Ariel. Though he tried his hardest not to think about it again but somehow even twisted Ariel's face in his head.

Dinda smiled, then thought. Maybe this is how God taught me to grow up. By not fighting my feelings.

"Gue hates you, Riel. But I want to grow up. Meet you I keep smiling. Stay elegant let the heart be moody. Pokonya I have to show to this world if I do not deserve lo measlesin, Riel" dictation Dinda taught himself a tutorial meet Ariel.

"Must be able to poke" he continued again by remaining monologue.

Until at 10 pm, Dinda was still struggling alone sitting on the balcony listening to music that was just like the wind. No he ignored because the contents of his head were only Ariel.

Until at the end, there is a song lyrics that make his breathing again tight.

*Maybe there's still time

What's left for me

There may be love in your heart

If only I knew

You didn't show your love

Want me to let you off with a hug*

(About Love)

And. back down the tears that had dried up some time ago. Dinda began to match her story with the lyrics of the song.

The deeper, the darker. Such was the view of Dinda who was covered by a puddle of tears crying over someone who became a memory.

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It's like, right? Don't forget lhooo👀👀