(Who) I'm Without you
34. Pull Uproot

"Well, what do you want ?" asked Dinda while muffling the tightness in her chest that had been stirring since wanted to curse Ariel.

"Din, I'm sorry for the mistake of that time. I want to be honest with you, I have been thinking about you for 1 week. I even work just not focus, I know you must be hard sorry I let alone my habit of repeating the same mistakes. But, honestly Din I can't forget you. I'm disappointed in myself for not being able to stay rich first. I don't know why I can get rich in gini" said Ariel then fell silent and wiped her tears.

"You just want to apologize, right ? Yes I'm sorry" said Dinda without looking at Aril.

"Gga Din, I want us to get rich first. I promise I will change. I want our relationship to be healthy rich early on. Din's oath, I'm rich to lose my spirit if there's no you. I so often lie to Papa Mama every time they ask you, I always answer us carefully. Din, please excuse me, accept me again. I know you must still not be satisfied caci maki me, maki I Din let your heart be relieved. Maki I'm Din. Caci me as satisfied as you. But don't throw me out of your life. You are still the one I love Dinda the most. Sorry if I was naughty when I was your girlfriend. Sorry if yesterday I couldn't be a good boyfriend and look after you. I can't be on Din's back, sorry. I don't like you angry Din, sorry. Din, are you really not able to accept me anymore ? You just want to make sure I'm rich in gini ? Din, speaking. I'd rather you go berserk-nangis kaya usually Din than you diamin I'm rich gini. Din, please. I was wrong to bring a third person in our relationship, but first horrified my explanation" said Ariel who then ventured to hold Dinda's fingers and hold it long.

Dinda just kept quiet, because he thought if he replied to Ariel he was afraid that he would further inflame the drums of war between them. Although Dinda's little heart actually put a sense of compassion because of Ariel's tears that have flooded.

"You don't cry rich gini, ashamed at seeing people. Your tears have no meaning anymore. Don't think you're the only one worth loving here. Did you forget how I felt at that time ? How many times have I apologized to you for the same mistake but with a different girl. You know what it's like to be me ? I was hoping that that night you would follow me home to explain everything. Turned ? There is no tuh. Don't you know I can't sleep all night ? You say I'm possessive, you say I like to be angry, you say I'm a little bit broken up. I am rich because of you" said Dinda, whose tears now flood as Ariel.

"I love you, Din" Ariel later said.

"Dear dear gini, Riel" replied Dinda as she removed her finger from Ariel's grasp.

"You're selfish, Riel. What are you doing behind me ? Now you want to set me up to be faithful only to you" replied Dinda fiercely and tried to take her hand off from Ariel's grasp. However, his efforts were in vain because Ariel was so tightly grasping her hand.

"Dinda, look at my eyes. I just love you. Sorry if I was naughty at the time. Sorry for betraying you. But now I'm aware, Din. I've changed. I need you next to me. 1 week of my life flat no you. I promise I can be better, Din. Din, come. I could be better, I swear. This time I will not lie to you again. I'm honest from the bottom of my heart, Din. I beg rich gini not because I just hope to reciprocate with you Din. But I also hope that you will be my wife" said Ariel who again wiped her tears.

"Dinda, you know I'm not a crybaby, right ? But just as you tears I'm rich there's no price. Just like you he's so weak, it's so easy to get out. And this makes me ashamed" Ariel continued by displaying a wry smile.

"You're the one I once trusted 100 percent. But you also destroyed everything. I don't know how I feel about you. You always say you want to change in fact you repeat too. So, how else do I have to believe ? You who from the beginning I considered everything, you are also the source of a gaping wound. I love you, Riel. But I can also be fragile with the wounds you give. One wound has not healed, you have given me another. Are you tired of making me rich ? You say baby is the same as me ? That's how you love me. You better not love me, sick you know!. Now all of a sudden you're nongol again, and that means I have to be ready to get hurt again right ?" said Dinda who immediately felt weak. Half his life was lost somewhere.

Dinda felt this was not her real self. Because the real Dinda is Dinda who is angry raging, if happy to be sad he likes to hit. Super hyperactive anyway.

"Hit me Din let you be satisfied, I don't know what else to say. I love you, I love you, I'm wrong with you, I betray you. You're too good for me. But give me one more chance Din can get over you and train yourself to be as good as you" rayu Ariel sincerely and it was clear from the look of his eyes that looked increasingly sad and tightly grasped the old fingers of Dinda he did not hold for 1 week. Now the fingers are like without life because they never once held back their hands.

"Okay, I follow you. But if you are disappointed in me again, please leave without me asking" replied Dinda who helped strengthen her heart in case one day she had to be hurt again, he thought.