(Who) I'm Without you
35. He's Back

Dinda asks wholeheartedly if Ariel will hurt her again then Ariel must leave her life immediately. No luck is okay.

Because no matter how good we are at parting with the person we love, the name parting is still sick. Dinda wishes and follows her heart, forgives and returns as she had received Ariel's presence in her heart and life.

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"Love makes us stupid, yes, it has been hurt many times but still want to be the same person. You're my pellet huh ?" said Dinda who in the afternoon sat together with Ariel in the front garden of Ariel's house because if in Dinda's house there is a mother who is ready to seduce them. Moreover, his mother must have peeked them arguing in front of the fence.

"Other than Mom, thankfully no one passed by. Can be lost is self-esteem if caught crying day by day gegara girlfriend" Dinda's nagging in heart.

"You know I'm using pellets, not you my boyfriend now. I must be a famous model, the most beautiful artist, or the son of the richest man in Indonesia who became my girlfriend" said Ariel while pretelin dried mango leaves that he picked from the stem.

"Yes, yes, but they lose so much if you become your girlfriend" said Dinda while watching the man from earlier who was busy throwing up.

"Why ?" ariel turned her head slightly towards Dinda.

"Well, you're a gini-cheater. Their loss in betrayin continues" said Dinda who did not intend to insinuate Ariel. Except just telling the truth.

"You said you're sorry, but you're still talking" said Ariel who was slightly offended by Dinda's words that made the man look at Dinda with a flat face.

"Yes, I'm sorry. But I'm not that easy to escape. What ? I'm wrong again ?" said Dinda who was suddenly emotional and made Ariel shrink.

"Geez, I'm sorry. Yes, I know for a fact that you have a hard time forgetting my mistakes. But already dong darling, I do not want us to fight again" concluded Ariel wanted to end the scolding Dinda who must actually still mount in his brain. But because Ariel has been exhausted if to face the ravings of Dinda again this afternoon then it is better to give up, shrink, weaken first.

Indeed, Ariel already understand very well with the nature of Dinda, if Dinda has not been raging-ngamuk then he is not 100 percent relieved. And that means Ariel has to be on standby, because it can explode at any time like a time bomb.

Dinda's the guy laughs easily, well, humorously. Yes, it is true, people say.

There is no confusion, while Ariel is looking for busyness so that "busy" it is like staying away from him. While in bring work in the office his head just imagined Dinda continues.

"Okay, we're talking good. What's called human beings must have shortcomings, right ?" said Dinda looking at Ariel seriously.

"He'em" said Ariel, nodding her head slowly.

"Keep... What was my lack during being your boyfriend, so I can fix it and what uneg-uneg you to me ? I want to know" said Dinda gave space for the two of them to be able to evaporate whatever things that are triggers so that their relationship is tenuous.

"Okay, I answer first. But it will be your turn" Ariel replied as she rubbed Dinda's head gently. The thing he used to do every time he felt Dinda again in "adult-adult" mode or again "ngegemesin".

"He'em" said Dinda imitating Ariel to the nod of her head as well.

"You know what I do and you don't like it, you're a little bit broke up. For example, I have a hobby of sports. I admit that I am short of time for you, but I can say there is no time for you. But I like basketball, voly, futsal, football. That desire. And you have often restrained me. Honestly, I don't like it. But yes, heran. The turn is no you, all the sports I play are the same temen-men as the condition we break up, so do not enjoy playing. Rich is lacking, or I become easily tired, or until the moment I lose mulu. Even though every time I play you also will not see me play. But I feel something is lacking. So bego aja every play" beber Ariel with honesty implied in his eyes and when finished talking he took a short pause to look at Dinda who was so serious to see him convey uneg-uneg.

"Yes, keep the second one. You used to like being angry. I'm sure now you've really changed. Because my boyfriend is super good, I don't like to be angry anymore" continued Ariel embrace Dinda's shoulder.

"Well, I'm still the old Dinda. He likes to be angry, because I have already crowned as my trademark anger" said Dinda plain who then got a pinch of anxiety on both cheeks.

"Yes, you can be angry with me. But the same other guy, don't. You are angry you are the one I miss the most. So actually I like it or not the same angry you ? I was confused myself. Want to continue ? If even in the further kaya already does not exist, because all that is in you is there some that I do not like. But no one "loves" that much. Like it. arggg, I have no uneg-uneg" said Ariel who suddenly became the most planless person in the world.

"Hahahah, how are you. Said there is no uneg-uneg but has a lot to say" ledek Dinda who laughs with the form of Ariel that looks tangled just a matter in tanya uneg-uneg but even rich CPNS interview.

"I'm confused, baby, really. I said I didn't like you being angry. But if I play with no guarantee of getting angry with you, I play. Lah try if I already know that playing will get angry you, even playing jago-jago aja. It means I need to be angry with you. How is it. Dizziness you, same me" said Ariel who confused himself with himself.

"But I have to be dizzy, wong stay angry, really good it mah. Heart is relieved, uneg-uneg ga there" said Dinda with a flat face only. Don't know what it's like to be angry ? Nyek knows, Din.