(Who) I'm Without you
45. And Happened Again
The name is alive, we must be able to coexist despite many disagreements. Trying to look strong even if only outside.
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Time always spins fast when in pleasure, it will feel slow when the human beings are in distress, in the grove of sadness, when helpless to face reality. Dinda and Ariel have been together for 3 years.
They are warm, loving, and always happy. Although the problem is present alternately, but not able to separate the two.
They were there when both felt the need. Not wanting to be apart from each other.
Once separated some time because Dinda who went KKN or Ariel who took care of the company he started himself outside the city. But do not discourage their affection despite the distance.
The reason is only 1, communication that is guarded and spoiled that is less-than. Pressing each ego so as not to get dizzy.
Because when you are both tired and far apart, who is not upset if the couple suddenly looks for mistakes. Or even, when the relationship is fine, there is a new caliphate discovered.
Like this afternoon, Dinda who was carrying a pile of red maps in her left hand was walking from the parking lot towards her Scriptures Guiding room. After spending approximately 2 months at the Real Work Lecture (KKN), now Dinda will seriously pressure herself to quickly complete the script.
In the middle of his journey to the lecturer room he was heading to, the tone of the message on his phone rang. After reading the message, immediately made Dinda throw her breath and headed for the waiting chair that was available lined up in every hallway in the front of the lecturer room.
Miss Retno
"Dinda, I have a meeting this afternoon in the Senate. You can meet me tomorrow morning at 8"
The sound of the message that just made the spirit of Dinda want to quickly pass so collapsed.
"Why didn't you tell me from earlier kek buuuu, already until the new campus tell you. Though this morning said it could, very sad this afternoon" said Dinda talking to herself.
That afternoon was indeed quiet, because Dinda's position was in front of the lecturer's room. And not an open place where a lot of students are crowded.
Dinda walked out again. He wants to go to the library and find a book or whatever he can do on the library.
Although some of Dinda's friends called her to take her to the cafeteria to eat together or just hang out, but Dinda refused, "It feels better to be alone" Dinda murmured again, because the mood is not good. I don't know, what because in PHP-in lecturer... Or the... Argggh, I don't know.
Upon arriving at the library, Dinda did not immediately search or read a book. He actually told Ariel that he had reached the campus and told that he failed guidance because the guidance lecturer he had to meet today was in other interests.
The chat was sent, but never returned. Dinda is not upset about it, because she knows that at this hour Ariel must be busy with her work.
In a moment of unclear urgency, it was in Dinda's mind to open a social media account owned by Ariel who had been open for 1 year. Because yes, Dinda is not the type who likes to check.
After all, he strongly believes in Ariel and Ariel's attitude does not need to be suspected. Except for now, because suddenly there was a desire to open Ariel's instagram, then he just followed his heart.
When Ariel's Instagram opens, she somehow beats Dinda's heart. Like there was a trauma in the past when he opened Ariel's social media account. Though the incident was a long time ago, but Dinda was like a fear that until the incident happened again. He loves Ariel very much, and he believes Ariel did too.
Until when the thumb Dinda touches the screen that opens a list of a series of chats available in the application, aka DM (Direct Messages). Dinda's eyes are round.
Dinda closed the app, crying but not possible. He's angry but there's no one.
"I'll wait for you to come home. But until that time comes, your chat and phone won't take me off" once Dinda's heart's intentions finally come.
Ga so ngadem, Dinda finally decided to go home, because at this time all he needed was a room. A place where he could do anything without worrying about anyone else seeing him.
When she got home, Dinda said hello and walked straight to her room. He did not even pierce the hunger in his stomach that asked to be filled immediately.
Arriving at the room, Dinsa lay staring at the ceiling of her room. Quiescent. He was overthinking, feeling not okay, and then he was crying.
Spilling all the tightness, no need to waste energy, crying is the only way that makes him can be relieved instantly.
Crying without sound, until then he fell asleep with tears that were allowed to dry on the cheeks.
After 2 hours of falling asleep, Dinda woke up to hear the phone ringing in her bag ringing. It says "Ariel❤" there. The call he left until it ended on its own.
Dinda wanted to keep her distance as long as Ariel was still out of town. He wants Ariel sensitive and go home alone without being asked.
When the call ended, Dinda finally opened the whatapp. There are 3 messages from Ariel.
15:12
"Dear, tomorrow you will see the teacher again. You are passionate, don't give up. I've never been tired of getting excited about you😆"
15:40
"Honey, this is me just finished lunch hehe. My work is done here. It's gonna be late tonight when I get home"
16:15
"Spadaaaa, where is it? Chat I ain't in bales"
ting's...
"Finally online also my girlfriend niiih😚😚, where was my dear?"
Silent, Dinda did not type 1 letter. He casually exited the application and walked to the bathroom to bathe and ablution. Then he had a delayed lunch.
At night, Dinda sat on the balcony. An ordinary place where he could see the sky while listening to his earphones.
On the balcony, Dinda smiled. The pain in his heart was like yawning away. It wasn't everything before. He easily ignored Ariel. In the past, this was considered quite heavy for Dinda to do to Ariel. What because his love was still very big, and now...
Dinda did not understand either
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See you on the 14th...