(Who) I'm Without you
51. Record

Time keeps rolling, the moon is always changing. Dinda who is now getting used to the absence and attention of Ariel is alone in her backyard while watching her favorite cats Papa.

He is used to living his days without phone calls and friendly chat from Ariel. However, Dinda still often several times to look at the list of incoming calls from Ariel which he himself did not know that time after 1 week they broke up. Ariel once called Dinda up to 7 times using Whatsapp mama Ariel (because Whatsapp Ariel is still Dinda block) and 1 time manual call to Dinda's phone.

Not only that, 1 message Ariel sent to Dinda's phone which read:

"Din, pick up the phone"

"Arggghhh, where was I? I don't know if Ariel ever call until a few times keep SMS as well. Huft, now even if the SMS I reply must have been stale" said Dinda monologue.

Of course Dinda thinks it's stale. In general, they began to rebuke in late February and this has entered mid-April.

That is, it has been almost 2 months that the SMS was neglected just like that Dinda did not read. Because, Dinda thinks that the incoming messages on her phone are from the Sim card operator that Dinda uses.

Because based on Dinda's experience each disconnect with Ariel, Dinda keeps Ariel's contact block. Surely what Ariel used to do is chat Dinda with his mother Whatsapp or even Whatsapp papaanya.

After Dinda thought it through, let it go. After all, if Ariel needs it or anything, surely Ariel will call Dinda again or chat Dinda again with her parents' phone.

3 Months Later...

That afternoon, Dinda was doing activities every day that is watering plants next to her house. Her mother's favorite plants are almost every day now even Dinda who looks watering and loves the plants more.

That afternoon was almost half 6 as Dinda watered the plants. Dinda did it with a mediocre mood. Not happy, not sad.

Dinda who until this moment has really forgotten Ariel and never hope again for Ariel to call him again after they broke up 5 months. This is the longest record, Dinda thought.

After Dinda finished with her activities, Dinda went back to her room to take a bath, because Dinda was already sweating.

But, like most people. If you have seen the phone, it must have failed to launch its initial goal.

Yup, just like Dinda is today. Dinda who intends to go to the bathroom wants to take a shower, it is now focused on the phone in her hand.

Until there is 1 chat that enters and even makes Dinda undo longer his intention to immediately take a shower.

The message was from Ayu.

"Din, you know something?"

Dinda who felt awkward with the phrase 'something' that Ayu called finally became negative thinking. Suddenly Dinda thought of Ariel.

Dinda thinks, just in case Ariel is caught by the police for drugs, or Ariel a fatal accident, even think up Ariel in the same church PSK in a hotel.

Argggg....

Because I don't want to assume that's not necessarily the truth. Dinda immediately typed in a reply sentence for Ayu. When typing Dinda was shaking. For some reason now his heart just suddenly so pounding.

"What yu? I don't know what you mean" Dinda replied to Ayu.

1 mins...

2 mins...

3 mins...

15 mins...

30 mins...

"This is the risk of having housewives. My business to skip must be gegara take care of the child first. Don't know what, here pauseg-jedug" grumbled Dinda who is sure that Ayu is currently bathing the child first just reply chat Dinda.

Dinda dhikr in his heart, so that what he had just thought, did not happen. Want how Ariel, no matter what the condition of their relationship.

Dinda stays in love, Dinda stays in love. It's just that they are currently busy taking care of themselves, not contacting each other and no longer looking for each other.

And Dinda was sure, no matter how far Ariel went, Ariel would still go back to Dinda. Because it's always been so true.

After a long time of rest... Without Dinda noticing, time was running out. Adhan was already reverberating and then Dinda realized that he had not yet taken a bath.

Dinda turned on the main light in her room and walked to the bathroom. During the bath, Dinda kept Ariel in mind, she was very curious.

Though Ayu did not give a hint that what he meant was related to Ariel or not. But Dinda was already firmly convinced that this concerned Ariel.

After taking a shower, Dinda runs her maghrib prayer and comes back in a hurry to check her cell phone. There was a reply from Ayu.

"Ariel wants a proposal"

Deg deg deg deg deg deg...

Dinda's heart was really racing as fast as possible like running fast. Without a tear, tears flowed down Dinda's cheeks.

Since Dinda was convinced, it was definitely not with Dinda. They never talked about marriage again in the last few years.

Dinda

"Who's the guy?"

That's all Dinda's fingers can type.

Sitting on the bed and leaning on the back of the head of the mattress, Dinda fell silent in tears. Something he never expected, suddenly happened.

The brain is not in command to rotate the memory of Ariel. Precisely with a twist on Dinda's head.

"Riel, what am I wrong? I love you, Riel. Why do you have the heart" Dinda said in her tears. Then Dinda moved briefly from her position to be able to turn off all the lights that were lit in her room.

Dinda just wanted to, when anyone went into her room. They could not see Dinda's face wet with tears.

Ting...

Ayu

"Gue gatau, Din. I was told Aidil"

Because he didn't get the answer he wanted. Dinda also opened Ariel's Instagram account to find information.

And...

All DMs are clean, all Ariel has removed. Dinda also searched through Ariel's post.

Are there women who insist ngelove or diligently commented on Ariel's post.

And yes, the result is the same.

Dinda who immediately became a reliable stalker was trying hard to find which contact was roughly willing to inform him among all of Ariel's close friends.

Until finally, Dinda's choice fell to one of her boyfriend's friends Ariel. Name's Nara.

Dinda watched Ariel play basketball every time, often sitting near Nara. Although not so familiar, but he is sure Nara can certainly understand the circumstances of Dinda.