(Who) I'm Without you
52. Crushed

Dinda also contacted Nara via DM Instagram. Because Dinda doesn't have her Whatsapp contacts. Actually, Dinda could have contacted Ariel's male friend because there are indeed some that Dinda has Whatsapp contacts.

But because Dinda had suspected that they were afraid they had been incited by Ariel to shut up against Dinda. So it's better for Dinda to find out through a female friend.

The one he chose was Nara. Because Nara looks so good.

And surely Nara could understand Dinda's current position. Because all of Ariel's friends including Nara already know how long Dinda and Ariel's relationship goes on.

Dinda started typing...

19:00

"Hi, Ra. How are you doing? Still want me, don't you?". Once the beginning of Dinda open a conversation via chat with Nara.

And before long enter the notification (notification) from Nara. Linda opened it immediately.

19:03

Nara:

"Hi, Din. Thank God I have good news. Relax I still remember Kok😊.

Btw, from this afternoon I want to DM lo, but not kesampean because there is more work earlier. Uh even you're my DM first"

18:05

Dinda:

"Emang yes? You want to tell me if Ariel wants a proposal? Ra, I want to know. Who's she applying to?"

Long enough Dinda waited for Nara's reply. Whether what Nara is doing right now, Dinda does not know clearly what Nara's busyness is.

For all he knew, Nara worked at one of the Hospitals located quite far from where Dinda lived. Is it Nara's time again Dinas time clock huh?, thought Dinda.

While waiting for a reply from Nara, Dinda also sent a message with Ayu. All the information that Nara gave, he will continue to Ayu again.

Come now who is the giver of spirit for Dinda. Ayu said, "Ga papa cry. Nangis. Although I have never been in your position, but I understand very well, at this time my friend is sad again. You don't have to beat yourself up. Hand over all to the Almighty. This means Ariel is not your soul mate. Lo well, Din. I know you are a loyal girl too. You must one day have a much better replacement. Even one day if you remember the events that today lo alamin. Maybe you'll catch yourself today. I'm sorry I can't stay on your side, you know myself I've become mak-mak. And I'm sure, you must be strong. Go Dinda go Dinda go".

Dinda felt that right now her world was completely destroyed. Before he knew that Ariel was going to propose, Dinda felt that the hope of being with Ariel was still there even though they did not talk to each other for so long.

But today? Only regrets remain. Just blame yourself that Dinda can.

Why don't I fix our relationship.

Why didn't I believe you then let us still be together.

Why should I prestige you first while you're my girlfriend.

Why do you make me so rich.

Why, why, and why.

20:00

Yes, Din. Ariel wants a proposal this Saturday. I guess the same, it's not".

*SBB stands for New Sorry Reply.

Today is Tuesday night. And Ariel's going to propose on Saturday.

That means 4 more days. Dinda is getting less powerful.

How much he regretted all the things that had happened. In addition, all this time he was so sure that Ariel would always return to him.

Dinda blames herself for never fighting for Ariel. With the condition of the house this close, why did Dinda never meet Ariel to improve their relationship.

Now then? Especially those that want to be repaired. If it turns out it was destroyed without Dinda knowing.

I want Dinda to rush to Ariel's house. But on the one hand, he was helpless if he had to see Ariel's face at this time.

"Aaaaa, all this time you've always hurt me. You cheated on me, I'm sorry you kept. And this is your reply after I repeatedly apologize you? I was wrong with you until you betrayed me again and knew you wanted to marry me. So, what am I? What do you think I am? You really showed me that I was not worth anything. You're evil, Ariel. You're evil. I was the same you for so long. But he's the one you chose. You're a jerk, Ariel. Goddamn bum. Aaaa.....". Dinda screamed loudly in the room. Fortunately, the room was closed and not heard until the parents' room.

Dinda's heart was completely broken. How not, if all this time the person who knocked back and forth at the door of his heart for years finally chose someone else who had been unknown since when Ariel knew. I don't know since when Ariel was in contact with him.

Dinda was as quick as lightning to reply to Nara's chat. Because it seems clear Nara does not mind to share information with him.

19:10

Dinda:

"Lo knows, Ra's the same girl?". That's all Dinda can type.

19:12

Nara:

"Related, Din. The kids don't know the girl either. They were also surprised when Ariel said the address of the house was a girl on Bin**ro. I'm looking for a name for a girl, but it's not so obvious"

Dinda was curious as to who Ariel would propose to be. Dinda doesn't even know who to ask.

In the moment of the slump, suddenly the door of the room there was knocking. And it was Mama Dinda.

"So in" said Dinda after unlocking her room and trying to normalize her voice so as not to sound raucous.

"Din, why don't you have dinner, hm?" ask your mom when she is in the room.

"Ma, Ariel wants a proposal. I'm sad". I don't know why Dinda said that to Mama. Suddenly, Tears fell again. Thankfully, the room lights have not been turned on. And Dinda was standing right behind the door, so that the light that came into her room did not hit her.

"That's it, not your soul mate". After saying that, his mother Dinda came out again. Maybe her mother wanted to give Dinda time alone, to calm down so she could recover from the pain Ariel had made.

Mama can only do'ain you, Din. Hope you can accept the truth. You're a good boy, God knows what's best for you. Mama is sad too, but mama can't show your grief in front of you. Mama and papa love you, we always support the best for you. Although it turns out that person is not Ariel, said the mother in her heart.

Mama Dinda is sad to see the daughter she raised lovingly scarred by Ariel. But what could her mother do? If his son's true soul mate has been arranged, just leave everything to God.