(Who) I'm Without you
54. Canceled

Dinda also canceled her intention to meet Ariel. He was quite aware of how he had behaved all this time towards Ariel.

He who feels not a good woman, always spoiled, selfish, always feel right, and a series of other bad attitudes. "Ariel deserves someone better. O Allah, I am sincere" said Dinda, sitting on the living room sofa.

Dinda was silent, looking around. He remembered how he had once helped Ariel write a task here.

Dinda feels she hates all the memories of Ariel. Even the sofa he now sits on remains where Ariel used to sit while writing Dinda's duties.

Can't stand all the rage in him. Dinda rushed to leave the house to where her car was.

He wants to leave. Just to calm the mind.

Although where the destination was Dinda himself still do not know. But he was sure, if busy himself would be able to make him forget the same Ariel.

Dinda did not realize, that her escape was only an instant. I will also go home and remember again.

Early this day, exactly at 03:00 Dinda had informed her co-workers, including Sigit, Sari, and Vinike that today Dinda did not enter for family events. Those who replied 20 minutes ago said it was okay for today and hopefully Dinda can come in the next day.

Dinda drove her car in the opposite direction to Ariel's office. He deliberately avoids places where there is a possibility of papasan with Ariel.

Dinda continued to go as far as possible without knowing where the real destination was. He wants to have fun but all the recreation areas at this hour are still not open.

Even if it is open it will still be quiet. As a result, because he never found a good place to dream pretty, Dinda finally turned the direction to his office.

Shortly after Dinda parked her car in the office parking lot, all of her office friends were astonished. Those who are also new to arriving at the office instead of rushing in but are instead engrossed in huddling.

They looked at Dinda with probing gazes. Because in addition to Dinda who informed him of the permission today, also the pale face of Dinda that made them so anxious.

"Lho, the family event has broken up so early, Din?" ask Sigit who kepo acute.

"Ga so, very quiet" replied Dinda. Though what Dinda means here is a tourist spot.

"Family lo his son on single all. Therefore want to make a lot of rame" said Sigit while tidying up his collar.

"Run in. Do you want to change your profession to OB? Let me help you tell Mr. Aidil" said Dinda with a fierce look.

They walked quickly and followed behind Dinda.

"Don't dong, Din. I want to feed this marriage capital" said Vinike who has been engaged 2 years but did not visit the reception.

"Lo don't want to change that husband? Want to hangin 2 taon" Dinda's pussy who made Vinike so wrong.

"Gue couldn't do anything, Din. If he himself always says capital is not enough". Vinike's reply reminded Dinda of Ariel.

Because Ariel once promised marriage but it ended in bitterness. Indeed, they did not get engaged, but Dinda worried herself.

He was afraid that Vinike would experience something similar to him. But on the other hand, Dinda also realized that not all men are jerks like Ariel.

Precisely as a good friend, he must strengthen Vinike's heart to continue to be patient and pray that Jerry will immediately justify it. "Gue salute you, Vin. Hopefully the capital will soon collect yes so I can give you a good food reference for cateringan lo hahaha" joked Dinda who was nodded by Vinike.

"One more, don't feel because you're already engaged the same he keeps you want to be in whatever the same Jerry ya Vin. You must keep the honor. Especially if you meet often. I understand the human brain. It's not far from the crocodile's hole" Sigit warned Vinike.

"Yes, Git. I also know that it is mah. Lately I've been keeping my distance from Jerry. Fortunately he also understands what I am worried about" said Vinike who was happy because this morning there was an impromptu deep-talk session.

After chatting while walking into the workspace. Now, they were sitting neatly in their seats.

They started to open some files that had not been checked. Dinda opened her phone.

It turned out that Ayu had already sent him a message several times. And Dinda just opened her phone.

Ayu

Din, how was that? So you're meeting Ariel?

Din, I'm curious. Ariel, what are you the same?

Iiiinnnnn.

Dinda

Typing...

Ayu

Yes, seriously napa😬

Dinda

I didn't meet Ariel. I want to sincerely accept him.

Ayu

I concur. Let's ajalah. There are still many other guys who try.

Dinda

Ariel I tried, how about another guy.

Ayu

Sue. Serah you dah. Where are you now?

Dinda

In the office, roving search for impingement is also futile. There's no exciting place.

Ayu

Wooow, productive sekalee this young man. Though heartbreak still comes to work.

Dinda

Yes it is, let's not seem to merana😂

Such is the conversation Dinda and Ayu on Whatsapp. And occasionally Dinda sees Ariel's contacts whether she's online or not.

It turns out Ariel is offline and the description "last seen" he was deactivated. So Dinda so can not see when the last time Ariel online.

Although Dinda is quite self-aware, Ariel's online presence is not for Dinda anymore. Precisely if Dinda knows Ariel is online even that makes Dinda ketar-ketir because it is clear that Ariel is in touch with her prospective fiance.

Strange as it is, he's offline in search. She's hot online herself. Basic Dinda...

Dinda also focused her attention on something else. Like a vase of flowers on the table Sari or a handkerchief hanging on the table Pak Agus who became their Head of Section.

While occasionally looking busy with his work, Dinda also opened some of his social media. He wants to be a super active user on social media.

Who knows, Dinda thought.

Because now her age is indeed worthy to bear the status as a wife of people.

Although Dinda has a face that seems younger than her own age. However, he still wants to rush into marriage because most of his friends have become mothers.

Not to forget, Dinda also opened an Instagram account owned by Ariel. But it turns out Ariel as if he had anticipated it first.

Because Dinda's efforts proved to be a failure because Ariel difficult to change the password of his account. This makes Dinda only able to bite her fingers while tapping her nails on the workbench.