(Who) I'm Without you
56. Thursdays

In the morning clouded like Dinda's heart, Dinda blinked her eyes a few times to adjust it to the room lights that she had left on the night until this morning. Dinda woke up without the help of her cell phone alarm.

Dinda also went to immediately shower and pray Fajr. These few days since Dinda knew that Ariel was going to propose, Dinda became closer to God.

He was no longer stalling for time to worship, as was last night. He prayed on time even though he was shopping at the mall.

Usually Dinda prefer to pray at home only, because it is more solemn'. And also will not be disturbed by the activities around him, he thought.

All of Dinda's groceries last night had also been handed over to Bi Hanum. It's up to Bi Hanum to be either what or at the campanakan.

Because Dinda bought it unconsciously, so not based on her needs. For example, when he bought tools.

In his heart at that moment he was eager to shake Ariel's head with pliers. Then stuffed his mouth with socks.

Let Ariel know the taste. He thinks it's good to hang it so you know you want to get married. Whereaaa's brain? Good thing you have my rich ex. Try to imagine if not me? Maybe you're on viral on social media. In shame of the family. Strangled Dinda in his heart when he was unaware that he had handed over the money to the cashier to pay for the tool he had previously handed over.

Now, thursday. Dinda who has been neat with her work suit looks very beautiful even though the bellows apply a single cosmetic on her face.

His gaze was fixed on the calendar available at his study desk. He looked...

"2 more days you are officially a husband candidate. May you be happy. Hopefully 1 even your descendants will not be there will be the same fate as me. Very nice, Riel. But thanks to you, I can be stronger. One day if someone hurts me again, I'm sure the wound is still nothing. Because there's a wound that hurts a lot more, that's a wound than you, Riel. Crazy yes, my wound standard is very high. It's hard for people to give up the standards you set" Dinda said without taking her eyes off the calendar.

Dinda, who was able to control her feelings this morning, sat down at her dresser. Because somehow his life has to go on.

This morning he had to work and look as cheerful as ever. Gradually he can certainly menikhlaskan Ariel with the woman of his choice.

After being satisfied with his paripurna display today, Dinda immediately went down with her handbag and headed for the dining room. Today Dinda had breakfast alone because her parents were going to Sumatra, if not wrong said Bi Hanum last night they left for Medan to control the company of Dinda papa who was there.

After eating a piece of plain bread complete with pineapple jam and a glass of warm tea. Dinda said goodbye to Bi Hanum to go to the office and will be home again tonight because there is business.

(When affairs forget Ariel)

Just when Dinda drove her car out of the fence of her house, it turned out that Ariel's car had just come out of the fence. Although only a motorcade out of the complex.

This is enough to make Dinda's heart frown. How not? The person who Dinda stamp the most cruel in her life is now in front of her eyes. But it feels different. In the past, Dinda could smile happily with this situation. Now everything is different. Ariel becomes a stranger in Dinda's life. Yep... Strangers who know everything about Dinda.

10 Minutes passed, they were still on the march. But then they had to separate at a crossroads. Dinda has to turn left. It must be so, because the road to his office is different from the road to Ariel's office.

(It also if Ariel ngantor, huft still think nothing about Ariel)

Now that Dinda has arrived at the office, he is asked to immediately go to the meeting room, because this morning there will be an impromptu internal meeting related to the contract agreement that Dinda and Sigit handle.

"Young people are old" said Sigit, who had just entered their workspace.

"Tau deh the son of Ge Ye eM. Muscles are muscular but most oranges eat oranges" said Dinda did not want to lose.

"Enak. That's a merekanya aja from the sonnya is not normal" said Sigit reasoned.

"Gue normal yee" he continued by showing off his pinky finger made as identical as possible in front of Dinda's face.

It made Dinda laugh. Sigit is indeed the only guy who has a room for Dinda's cooperation.

To Sigit, Dinda was most familiar. Vinike Sari is just a regular coworker.

Vinike is like Sari to keep her distance. Because Sigit already has a wife. And so, the name is also the work environment. Mingle as necessary.

Unlike Dinda, as the youngest employee. So most dear. Ask Dinda. Sigit even if you want to eat lunch, of course, Dinda's opinion first, how good it is where and what to eat.

Dinda also feels comfortable being treated so by her office friends. He felt he had an older brother even though Dinda never had courtesy towards them but just like peers. And they are fine-fine because their age is not so far only 2-4 years. It is also good to be open. There is no fort between them.

Since Dinda's presence in the office, Dinda has become a friendship ambassador in the midst of Vinike, Sari, and Sigit. They were not so familiar, so familiar.

They often go out to lunch together. Sigit said, all thanks to Dinda. The boy who came into the office because of the nepotism.

They all know, Dinda enters their office for free. Because Dinda was a friend of his wife Mr. Aidil.

At first they intended to do Dinda, because of that. But after seeing Dinda's innocent face like her own sister, they thwarted their own initial intentions.

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In the afternoon Dinda went home from work and continued her empty activities again. Traveling around while exploring do not know the direction until the Maghrib Adhan which will stop the speed of the vehicle.

After completing his duties at dusk, Dinda headed to one of the cafes where he used to often wait for Ariel to pick him up when he finished visiting Ayu at his parents' house. In the cafe there is live music.

Dinda so lived every lyric sung by the singer. Most of the songs he performed were heartbroken.

Made Dinda more and more drifting in her heart feelings. Whatever the lyrics are, it matches the current events.

Until Dinda has to come back sobbing. He started to be happy today. No longer imagine Ariel's face at work.