(Who) I'm Without you

(Who) I'm Without you
61. Ngenes


Dinda decided to come home from Ayu's house at 5 p.m. It was after being called by Mom and Dad.


"Din. mama is home. You where? Go home, mama bring these gifts"


The phrase "mama bring souvenirs" that makes Dinda immediately lift foot from Ayu's house. They were talking about marriage. Although what is talked about is most of Ayu's experience of being a wife. Not a marriage at large.


"Yu, I'm saying yes. I've been here a long time. Even first look back from Medan rather than I came back from here" said Dinda partan.


"Yes. Lo careful. Need me anther till the front?" ask Ayu.


"Whoa. Since when I was a special guest. Don't take pictures" said Dinda, pulling Ayu's hand to follow her forward.


"But my hand is pulled" said Ayu.


"Nyokap bring souvenirs he said. You want to?" tawar Dinda's.


"Tiger. If there is, pancake durian yaa" said Ayu with spirit.


"Eh btw, I love Zapata too? In general, I feel the same debt of gratitude to him" said Dinda asked Ayu's opinion.


"Lo don't feel that debt. Ordinary ajah. But if you want to give something, yes you can" said Ayu gave advice.


"What does he like? I mean, what food or what stuff is that. Let me buy it. Tar I tipped your man yes make love to him" said Dinda.


"Gue is also gatau. I asked my man first" said Ayu.


"OK deh. Then I go home first... Daaah" said Dinda who went straight to her car on the side of the house. And say goodbye to Ayu because Ayu only drove him to the front porch only.


The next day at 10:00


"Assalamu'alaikum" said Dinda right in front of the door of Ayu's house that opened.


"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Enter, Din. Help me take care of the child here" welcome Ayu who stepped first into the house to the family room.


"Now, I want this anther. As per lo order. Special durian pancakes are flown from Medan to here" said Dinda who did not want to linger for fear of disturbing Ayu activities this morning.


"Don't go home first... I talked to Temenin. You know I have never hung out again" Ayu said, asking for Dinda's generosity to accompany her at home.


"Yes. Pity also I see lo" greeted Dinda with a sad face because of meledek Ayu.


Dinda and Ayu also compact to take care of Hizam his son Ayu and Aidil who is only almost 1 year old. They played in the living room for 1 hour.


"Mba, hold Ijam first. I want to chat with Dinda" said Ayu while handing Ijam to her nanny.


After I finished with the business of Ijam. Dinda and Ayu walk to the front porch carrying a plate of cake available at Ayu's house.


"Gue was the same last night as Mas Aidil. He said the Zapata likes the Brownies" Ayu said as she rolled her eyes at Dinda.


"Why are your eyes? Want me to plug?" said Dinda who was amused by Ayu's behavior.


"I mean, you can make a cake. Yes, you already, you give him a cake to make your own. Do not buy, so less special ration" advice Ayu who makes Dinda think.


"Emmm, maybe too. What baked brownies are steamed?" ask Dinda again.


"Ah you, simple things rich gini in make ribet. Take the safety. Bake" said Ayu who was upset, because why last night he did not ask her until there to her husband.


"Yes, tomorrow is Monday? I'm here early in the morning between cakes for nitip to your husband huh?" dinda.


"Sip. It will also be there for me, right?" canda Ayu who is very happy to make Dinda bother.


"There was. Just calm down, same Dinda all must be guaranteed" said Dinda with pride herself.


"Yeah, I want to go home. I still have a lot of luck, I want to finish today. There used to be good Ariel, there was bad temen ngabisinnya" said Dinda who was not aware of the name Ariel.


"Cieee... Ariel's name is still mentioned" Ayu's tease that immediately reaped a small pinch from Dinda.


"Gue forgot that today I am officially single" said Dinda.


"Of course of official belom?" tanya Ayu fished Dinda out for a longer chat.


"The ngenes?" tymphal Ayu's.


"That's fine. Feels like my widow" said Dinda by giving 2 thumbs to Ayu.


"Hahaha, haphazardly if you talk" Ayu reprimanded by menoel Dinda's lips.


"Udah ah, I'm home huh... Want to make a cake" said Dinda who had stood up while looking at the window to see her appearance.


"Be careful on the road ya" said Ayu then they were splashing.


On the way home, Dinda accompanied by songs from the radio. From all the songs he heard, all of them were upset songs that made Dinda's heart feel hurt again.


First song


God please help me...


But forget him...


All the stories about him


Which makes me


Remembering the old love


Song 2 (Last Child - The Last Song for You)


God please show me if I'm wrong


When you decided our destiny was to be separated


So that I will never repeat my mistake


Even though I don't understand


The reason that made you leave


Song 3 (Armada-Should Me)


I should have been there


With you and not him


It should be me you choose


And not him


Dinda turned her car in the housing complex towards the street of her house, she did not expect to pass the car Ariel who even menglakson Dinda.


Collapse is Dinda's defense. From that moment he held back to "don't cry don't cry" but because of the horn that once sounded, managed to make Dinda mewak bejapannya.


He felt unable to experience something like the incident just now. The songs in his car are very supportive with his current mood.


Dinda glanced at Ariel's car. Inside was a woman.


"That must be Ariel's future wife. Huaaaa. That's my old butt chair. You want to eat at Ariel's house as well as all the glasses of the plate I've touched all. You fucking chick" Dinda's in her car


"The lucky one" he continued.


"Yes, you're lucky to have her. He's a guy who can make me laugh, can do anything to make me happy. Now his job is done. Maybe for him, I don't need him, if I'm honest I really need him. I love her so much. I can't do anything for him. I'm just a spoiled chick who took care of her. Please take care of him. Hopefully with you, he's happier. Let me just get the worse. I am sure, one day I will surely follow your happiness now. Although I also do not know when God will meet me the same figure"


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