(Who) I'm Without you

(Who) I'm Without you
62. Not Ready yet


After returning from Ayu's house, Dinda rushed to tidy up her appearance in the room and washed her face to make it fresher. After that, Dinda went to the kitchen to make 2 baked Brownies for Ayu and Zapata.


Dinda went down her room and headed to the kitchen. Arriving there, Papa ate some durian pancakes in front of the refrigerator.


"Why stand in front of the refrigerator? Rich again help food alone" said Dinda while installing apron to his body.


"Here, papa likes to eat this. But because papa's blood sugar levels rose during his time in Medan, mama so forbid papa eat sweet" said the papa with a wiggle to make sure that his wife was not around them.


"Ooh, Dinda understands. If so Dinda reportin mama yes" threatened Dinda because her papa does not care about his own health.


"Don't dong, baby. Papa only ate 2 of this, later also papa took medicine after lunch later" said papa defended himself.


"Yes already" said Dinda ended the debate with the papa then he turned his body to face the arrangement of the ingredients of the cake he needed.


"What do you want?" ask the faithful man standing by the refrigerator.


"You make a cake pa, it's been quite a long time also will not touch the kitchen" he said without glancing at the papa.


"Din, papa right now already have a lot of history of the disease, do you want to replace papa mimpin company? Papa only has you, Din" said the father who approached Dinda and put his arm around Dinda's shoulder.


"Pa, I'm ready. Later if suddenly dapet wangsit, surely I immediately gave myself up to replace papa" elak Dinda who still did not want to be like his papa.


"You see, you're looking for a husband who wants to replace papa well. If you don't, yes papa's daughter-in-law" said the Papa who made Dinda scratch the back of his head but did not itch.


"Yes pah yes, papa do'ain aja pokonya yah" said Dinda finally.


"Yes, make a good cake. Later papa tasted" concluded the papa then walked leaving Dinda in the kitchen alone.


Dinda immediately poured the ingredients into a container according to the dose, then Dinda mixed all the ingredients until it became a batter using a mixer. Not to forget, Dinda added chocolate leachate and chocolate powder to be stirred into the dough using a rather large spoon.


After stirring until evenly distributed, Dinda poured it into 2 baking pans that are square and rectangular. Not to forget, sprinkled almonds on it. After that Dinda roasted the cake with an electric oven using a middle fire with a temperature of 170 degrees Celsius for 30 minutes.


With the sophistication of technology that makes the cake Dinda will not be charred if the correct use of temperature and time, because when it is exactly 30 minutes, it will not burn, then the roasting process will immediately stop even though the condition of the oven is still connected to the electrical socket. Dinda can also rest her body on her favorite bed while waiting for the cake to ripen.


The exhausted Dinda fell asleep for a moment in her bed. His shady face, implied that there was no more sadness there. Although on the way home earlier, he passed Ariel who was with the woman beside him.


Although it is not clear who the woman is, but Dinda is too sure that it is Ariel's future wife. Usually, a woman's premonition is always right. The Almighty God is good for women.


We all know that doing evil to anyone is a sin.


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Dinda was awake after 1 hour of sleep, she felt her body was much lighter than before. Moreover, his legs that had been standing in the kitchen were also no longer sore.


Dinda also went to wash her face and ablution because she had not carried out her duties this afternoon. After that, Dinda went down to check how the cake was shaped and did not forget to eat lunch.


Dinda who saw the condition of the cake that was very appetizing, plus the fragrance that filled the entire room made her parents who were in their room immediately rushed to the kitchen.


"Waah, mama jago's son really made a cake... After some time have never made a cake again, now even immediately make 2 baking pans at once" said Mama from behind Dinda.


"Yes, ma. I want to give it to Temen too. Nih, this big rocker wants me to cut for 2. Half for Ayu, the other half for us" said Dinda who had taken out the two pans.


"Whose 1 is for whom?" ask Mama curious.


"For temen mah, because he is already good with me" said Dinda with still keep the name Zapata secret. Because he was afraid that his parents knew Zapata and then asked things that made Dinda not want to discuss the man further.


"Oh that, yes it's a cut hunt. Mama can't wait to try" said the mother excited.


Dinda was also happy with the welcome of the mother who looked brightah when Dinda made a cake for them. There was a feeling of relief in his heart despite not doing anything big but a little happiness like this now made Dinda want this every day. That happiness is simple, it is not necessary to spend millions, but being able to do one simple thing is enough. Bottom line's grateful.


He was hurt, grateful.


Betrayed, grateful.


Stay away, grateful.


Underestimated, grateful.


The key is only 1, you will be appreciated by the right people. And if you experience the 4 things above, it means that God is keeping you away from the wrong.


That is what Dinda feels right now, being kept away from what she considers good before being found with the best version of God. And he could feel little by little how big the road that lay ahead if he had a chest.


Lunch with his parents. After lunch, they had a casual chat in the living room while eating a cake made by Dinda and watching an infotainment show on television.


It's been a while, ma we ain't rich gini. Dinda is so happy that she can gather with you again, said Dinda in her heart.