(Who) I'm Without you
74. Night Sunday Night Grey Night

Dinda, Nanda, Lita, Sherly and 6 friends gathered to sit on a mat that has been provided. They ate with chicken and grilled corn that was still hot. Therein lies the delicacy, eating rame-rame and still hot-hot.

Nanda was sitting in the middle of Dinda and Lita, not realizing that this sitting position would provoke the cold war so hot. He realized that his position in the middle after getting a sharp shot from Jovan and Anton. After that Nanda moved to sit in the middle of Anton and Jovan.

They eat chicken and grilled corn with young coconuts, because Anton is the son of a coconut farmer, and certainly has a large coconut plantation.

The atmosphere is more exciting because the night is getting late in addition to the full moon that illuminates them directly. Fortunately tonight it does not rain, because surely they will be hassles to tidy up all and move again to the terrace.

Nanda offers everyone there, for those who want to eat chicken grilled rice pack please take it yourself in his house, and it turns out to make Anton, Anton, Jovan and Rendy hurriedly got up and took the rice into the house.

"Their hunger is great" said Dinda and was greeted with laughter by Sherly and her friends.

"You want rice too, Din? Let me take it" bargained Nanda who apparently wants to take rice into the make at the rame-rame meal.

"Nga, Nan. This is already full" reject Dinda subtly. Because he does not want to be more fertile because of dinner, in addition to his rival who is right in front of him has a good body like the dream of all women.

Nanda followed Anton and the others. Some time, the four of them had returned to the center of the gathering under the moonlight. The newly arrived Jovan sat down beside Dinda. He deliberately did that because he wanted to test Nanda alone. About whether Nanda would be jealous or otherwise.

"Why are you sitting here? Wasn't it there?" point Dinda right in Jovan's original position before taking the rice into the house.

"Well I'm sitting here, is anyone angry, brother?" jovan asked, rolling his eyes at Dinda.

"Ga is there" Dinda answered briefly because the winkiness of Jovan's eyes made Dinda ticklish herself.

Dinda and Jovan instead ate a plate together because Dinda could not see Jovan eating greedily and very looks delicious how to eat because it ate directly hand-packed. That made Dinda take along the rice plucks little by little long time to master the plate owned by Jovan.

Jovan and Dinda's behavior makes the others notice them. Because they look like they get along very well and are so cool to eat a plate together without caring about the other's gaze towards them.

Dinda is aware that she is being noticed, but she thinks this action can slightly reduce her frustration with Lita and Nanda. Eat, eat, and eat. Making him no longer pay attention to Nanda and Lita who were not far from his side.

Jovan also seems to have a crazy friend together, because Dinda can rival his crazy appetite. Until they are both full and look at each other and laugh.

Nanda approached Dinda and gave her a tissue because on Dinda's cheek there was a burn chicken seasoning. Dinda thought Nanda would clean her cheeks, but Nanda thrust the tissue in front of her face.

Dinda finally cleaned up the leftovers on her cheeks.

After the dinner is over. Without being in command, all move to clean up the ones they've been using. Dinda collects dirty dishes. Lita and the other girls collect glasses, garbage and roll up mats.

Guys also have some duties, some clean the roast. Some throw the rest of the firewood and young coconut skin deep into the trash can behind the house to burn tomorrow morning.

With a piece of royong, all so neat back as fast as lightning. Jovan, Anton, Rendy, and 3 other Sherly friends resign from Nanda's house. They came home on foot together because their house was still neighboring Nanda's house.

All that remains are Dinda, Lita, and the host. Because the atmosphere was back quiet and Dinda also resigned. At first he refuses to take Nanda with him but Nanda insists on bringing him home. Because what Dinda's parents said later if her son was picked up by Nanda but returned without Nanda.

Dinda finally agrees to Nanda's offer. They both say goodbye to Lita and Sherly. While Lita did not want to until when she was at Nanda's house. Bodo.

On the way Dinda just silently stared out the window. He did not like the platitudes of Nanda who did not make a decision until now. But did not set a safe distance for Dinda.

If it just wants to make ordinary friends, it does not need to bring Dinda work. Kan Dinda so hope that Nanda treat him like a gebetan.

Eventually Dinda will demand clarity even though until this moment Dinda is still patiently following where the friendship that Nanda created between them.

Plus there is Lita, it must be more difficult for Dinda to unite with Nanda because the woman is very unwilling away from Nanda. And Lita is also always there at every opportunity.

In the midst of that silence, Nanda broke all the thoughts that were eating away at Dinda's feelings.

"Why are you?" ask Nanda for attention.

"Father" answered Dinda briefly.

"Usually if women say gapapa means even why" said Nanda forced Dinda to open to him.

"Here you are, I am only meant to calm my mind. Actually I'm gapapa" said Dinda by showing the letter V using her two fingers but her gaze was still fixed out the window. Not at all glancing towards his interlocutor.

"Are you upset about me?" asked Nanda who increasingly made Dinda want to ask the clarity of their relationship.

"Yes. I'm annoyed by your wishy-washy attitude. I'm sure you might be comfortable with our friendship. But I don't! I'm tired of being faced with your sweet attitude but there's no status. Want to open my heart to others I do not dare, afraid even I hurt your heart. And you also do not have a safe distance for me if we are just ordinary friends. What does it mean you've been picking me up". Prangs... Release already Dinda's control that all this time he hold-resistant. And he no longer needed to pretend to be patient with Nanda, because his patience was exhausted.

"Well, if that's what you want..."