(Who) I'm Without you
75. The End of the WeekNight

"Well if that's what you want... I'll be honest about everything I've known for as long as we know" Nanda said, then pulled the car over to the side of the road.

"I didn't mean to play with your feelings. I just want to buy time so I get to know you more deeply. I liked you for a long time. I, who was gathering with my friends in the park, kept seeing there were girls who looked upset again, and I did not dare to make you lie down. Because I have absolutely no desire to be serious with anyone because I myself still want to see Sherly successful. But your charm really affects my subconscious" Nanda said, staring deeply at Dinda's eyeballs.

"After that incident, I went to the park often to meet you. But it turns out that several times I went there, we did not meet. Until finally I gave up, and decided to focus on other things so that I had a busy let's not steal time to make it to the park again. And in the end because Sherly's nemenin to the park at that time, I so met you and can acquaintance with you" explained Nanda who could not hide the hue of happiness on his face.

"Din, will you accompany me from today until old age? For the wedding, I can't be sure when. But I'm seriously going to have the same day as you. We enjoy our courtship time first, until later I already have money to ask you to your parents. You know it yourself, right? My life is with Sherly. And you're the son of a rich man, I don't want to get you married to me but your standard of living is declining" Nanda said, trying to give understanding by looking gently at Dinda.

"You don't shut up. How's it? Answer dong" said Nanda while stroking his chest. Because somehow he remains agitated fearfully Dinda will reject his seriousness.

"Yes, I want to. But there are conditions" replied Dinda happily.

"What's the condition?" ask the curious Nanda.

"Look, I understand that you and Lita are old. But, regardless of how Lita is the opposite sex you. And I don't want you to get too close to him. I'm not limiting you guys, but I'm just asking for no physical contact. I'm jealous if you hug her" Dinda said bluntly. He seeks to understand and accept the friendship between Lita and Nanda that was established long before Dinda's presence in Nanda's life. He also tries to understand the feelings of Lita who loves Nanda very much. Therefore, Dinda will not attempt to gain full control of Nanda. Nanda can still be in a relationship with Lita even though Dinda herself knows that Lita does not like her.

But if Dinda takes Nanda 100 percent from Lita, of course it makes Lita even more disliked. This is where Dinda's maturity is tested. And Dinda really put herself on the middle side. Not cruel to Lita and not selfish towards Nanda.

"Okay, I agree. After all, Lita Mulu who nyosor hit me first. I'm also uncomfortable actually, but Lita was told many times also did not understand. That's why I'm aka" explained Nanda, which makes Dinda more sure that Nanda is a good and loyal man.

Dinda also smiled at Nanda's words, it turns out her feelings have not been clapping one hand. Nanda was very careful in expressing her feelings. He should think about everything carefully. This is the kind of person Dinda needs.

Nanda approached Dinda, worried that Nanda would do something she had never done before. But what Dinda thought was wrong. Nanda hugged her body tightly. Nanda's affection is so great, fused with Dinda's heartbeat. The embrace made their feelings more bound and strengthened their mutual need.

Dinda is very comfortable in the arms of Nanda, this hug also feels different from the hug that Ariel used to always do. Because, Ariel's embrace always comes from trouble. This one, however, comes from happiness.

They just let go of his embrace when the horn of a passing car sounded. Nanda looked at his watch. Time has shown at 10 p.m. Dinda should get him home soon.

Nanda drives his car at high speed, feeling guilty for taking Dinda too long. What would Dinda's parents think of her if Dinda came home late at night while going out with her.

"Why are you speeding like this, anyway?" ask Dinda because Nanda has turned into an impromptu racer.

"You have to hurry home, it's 10 o'clock" replied Nanda while keeping an eye on the streets.

Dinda rubbed Nanda's arms affectionately, gesturing that everything would be fine unlike what Nanda had predicted.

"You've said once, if you haven't come home late at night from 10" Nanda said with a serious look but still not left-right. Focus only on the streets ahead.

"Yes, but I was scared. We are not to go home but instead the hospital" said Dinda trying to control himself Nanda to immediately realize that it is better to be slow but safe than to endanger his own life on the road.

Nanda did not answer a word. But he immediately lowered the speed of his car. Dinda is grateful, it turns out Nanda is very easy on nasehati.

So want to kiss but not dare hehe, said Dinda in his heart. Because he was eager to reward Nanda because Nanda had already pleased him tonight.

Before long, they had already reached Dinda's courtyard. Nanda goes downstairs to apologize to Dinda's parents for taking Dinda home for a long time.

After meeting with Mama Dinda and conveying her apology, Nanda's heart was relieved. Because Mama Dinda forgave him and was not angry at him at all. Mama Dinda also said that papa Dinda had rested in the room. Without lingering, Nanda finally decided to return to his home.

After Nanda's departure, Dinda became diligent in smiling. He thought not to want to be too quick to tell what happened between him and Nanda tonight to his parents and also to Ayu. Because Dinda wants this to be a surprise for them until someday Dinda and Nanda want to get married then she will uncover everything.