(Who) I'm Without you
83. Hospital

After a gunfight and wrestling with the burly men, Nanda and her friends finally manage to get Lita who is already in a state of concern. He had bruises all over his body. And Nanda immediately lifted Lita's weak body into the car to be taken to the hospital.

Arriving at the hospital, Lita received treatment that required her to be treated for some time until she recovered. Nanda was willing to take turns to stay in the hospital with another friend.

For tonight, Nanda who is guarding Lita because Lita in this city is living alone. All members of his family are domiciled in Surabaya and maybe Lita himself later who will inform his family because as far as Nanda knows, Lita and her family relationship is not good.

Nanda calls Bibi at home, asks Bibi to pack some clothes for her and asks Sherly if she will stay at the hospital tonight because Lita was injured during the arrest. That's the reason Nanda made it.

Nanda also did not forget to tell Dinda who he had not been telling for a long time. He told Dinda he'd be keeping Lita in the hospital tonight.

Nanda

Honey, I'm in the hospital. Lita was injured and she had to be treated for a few days. I'll stay here tonight, gapapa, right?

Gapapa, right? Is a form of suppression asking permission for something that he himself knows that this can trigger conflict.

Dinda

Hopefully Lita will get well soon, I will go to the hospital as well. Which hospital?

Dinda did not answer the question "Why, right?" . Because it went wrong. Answer yes, gapapa. It was clearly against his heart. But if you answer I can't. Cruel, afraid Nanda will feel that Dinda is very possessive blah blah blah blah blah. Not even calling Nanda "honey!

That's what it's called dating. Too dear, don't. But the feeling can not be set and can not be in the takar as well. Jealousy is also a sign of affection, but too follow the heart wants fear makes it all so messy. Fear of runningyam, said too jealous or too possessive. Arggw.

Nanda

Bhayangkara hospital

Until here, Nanda has realized that her boyfriend must be sensi knowing that he will stay at the hospital to look after Lita. Seen from the way Dinda replied to his message, Nanda had got a yellow light from Dinda.

Dinda

Okay

Nanda no longer replied to Dinda's message because Lita suddenly called her name.

"Why Ta? Is anyone sick?" nanda asked cautiously watching Lita who grimaced with pain. Nanda who was sitting on the sofa moved to a chair that was on the side of Lita.

"Nan, my head is so dizzy. Keep my body all sick" ringis Lita who has difficulty moving her body.

"Gue wants you to take care of me here until I recover. I am worried about the other. Not comfortable" said Lita persuaded Nanda.

"Yes, I will talk to the commander" concluded Nanda so Lita calm down and not talk much anymore.

After that, Lita fell asleep again. Nanda observes Lita's sleep. He knew that Lita was agitated, probably because of her current condition that made her sleep unwell and her sickly body. Nanda was also afraid that the infusion needle attached to Lita's hand would be released if Lita was always prickly.

2 Hours later, Lita wakes up because she wants to pee. But with his condition still weak, he had to ask Nanda for help to help him get out of bed.

"Nan, pleasein" she softened spoiledly.

"Don't get up first, you have to rest a lot" prevent Nanda let Lita not get up from her lying position.

"Keep I gotta pee here, all right?" he said he was upset because he could not take it anymore.

"Say dong if you want to piss. I'll call a sister". Nanda also pressed a button that was not far from Lita's position.

Soon a nurse came in and she helped Lita to the bathroom. After that Lita also asked the sisters to clean her body because Lita felt sultry and sweaty.

The sisters followed what Lita told them. During Lita's cleaning by the sisters, Nanda sits in front of Lita's ward while playing games on her phone.

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It's late, at 7 o'clock the food for Lita has been delivered. And now Nanda is helping Lita prepare her food to eat in bed. Because Lita's right hand was sprained and the condition of her left hand was being infused, Nanda would feed her.

Nanda painstakingly feeds Lita to eat until she runs out. Nanda also cleaned up the leftovers that stuck to Lita's mouth and that dropped into the mattress. Lita was moved by Nanda's treatment of great concern for her. Even his family never showed him affection. It makes Lita happier when it comes to being away from her parents and family.

"Nan, why don't my parents ever care about me. Those I have known for a few years can pay attention to me. If I die, isn't there anything that makes me cry?" ask Lita with teary eyes.

"Lo just hit the doang. Not end-stage cancer. Why talk about dying anyway?" nanda said insensitively with the sadness of Lita's heart.

"Dead also the condition does not have to get cancer times" said Lita with ketus.

"I mean, you ain't gonna die. In a few days you will recover. And all your family must be sad if they know the rich situation you are in now" persuaded Nanda to let Lita not cry. Nanda actually did not have the heart to see the sad Lita and certainly all this time he felt lonely because Nanda also not every time with him. "Don't be sad anymore" continued Nanda. She hugged Lita with warmth. He tries to convince Lita that in this world there are still people who love her like Nanda for example.

While they were hugging, Dinda arrived right in front of Lita's nursery door. He could only stand looking at the sight that cut his heart through the glass in the middle of the door of the room.

Dinda deliberately waited for their hug session to end then she decided to enter the room. He tried to strengthen himself even though it felt futile to come to this place. Like handing yourself to the lion's den, already know will be hurt but still come too.