(Who) I'm Without you
84. Victim Feeling

Dinda saw clearly the scene of Nanda and Lita's embrace that had now been released. After taking a deep breath, Dinda knocked on the door before opening it.

Tok tok tok tok

"Come in". Nanda's voice invited him in.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Dinda said as she emerged from behind the door. Not to forget, he displayed his smile because it was impossible to meet the old lover he did not meet instead showing a gloomy face in front of Nanda. Getting angry with ethics, right? Had to look around the place, not maybe in public or even in front of Lita who was sick again.

"Wa'alaikumsalam" answered Nanda and Lita together.

...Truff compact huft...

Dinda also came in carrying fruits that she had bought before going to the hospital. Then he handed it to Nanda, the occupant of this room.

Nanda received the fruit that Dinda offered him. Without thinking, Nanda also immediately washed and peeled it to eat Lita and herself.

Nanda chose to take care of the fruits instead of looking at Dinda who was looking at him with a difficult look to read. While peeling the fruit, he also thought about what was wrong he did so that Dinda was indifferent to him. Dinda was smiling, but it was a horror to Nanda.

"Thank you already look" said Lita broke the silence between the three of them.

"Yes, I hope you're cured" and I'll never have to take my girlfriend again, Dinda said in her heart.

Dinda was still in a standing position because no one offered her a seat. While Nanda sat comfortably in the chair beside Lita.

...This too, is not very sensitive. Far away came here, not only a sick heart, but the legs joined the pegel, grumbled Dinda while looking at Nanda who had not been taking care of the fruits....

It must be on purpose, afraid of you, right??? Ngurusin fruit is already rich ngurus son. From now on it's not finished. Here dong see me. Pegel I know.

"Oh, I'm not told to sit down first what?". In the code ga desensitized, sindir aja directly.

Nanda is straight.

"Please sit down, baby". Nanda stood up and offered him the chair he was sitting in.

"You why the hell? I'm coming here, how nervous are you?"

Hayo Lo, what do you want to answer?

"Tau nih, there was no you Nanda was still ordinary. How depressed is that now". This time it was Lita who answered.

Nanda moved closer to Dinda. He gently rubbed Dinda's shoulder and invited her to the cafeteria.

"Honey, we're going to the canteen. Temenin I eat, I laper" he asked and then say goodbye to Lita. Lita just nodded.

Nanda and Dinda walked towards the hospital canteen. In the middle of their journey, Dinda vented her bit by bit.

"Are you alone Lita tonight?" ask Dinda with prefix questions that tend to be light.

"Yes dear" Nanda replied obediently.

"Sampe when?"

"Ha.. should be just tonight doang" replied Nanda while scratching his nape that does not itch.

"Lita asked for it, baby. He said that he was not comfortable with each other" Nanda insisted on giving understanding to his lover.

"In addition to what else?" dinda asked what she had seen.

"Yes, don't mind baby. Why do it again, just take care of the sick" said Nanda trying to defend himself and do not get out answers that provoke new questions.

"I've seen you hug Lita"

Nyessss

Ambyar was Nanda's defense to cover up something fatal. It turned out that Dinda had seen it with her own eyes.

"I. I'm just comforting her, baby. By Allah, there is nothing more than that" said Nanda hurriedly hold Dinda's hand so that her lover believed.

"Don't you know, honey, I don't want to keep him here for long. I know how you feel if I spend more time with other people than you". Nanda was still trying to persuade Dinda not to get angry at him. Nanda was also honest with what he said. He is not a man without feelings. However, on the one hand Lita is his best friend who he has known for a long time and also the feeling of Dinda can not be explained just like that.

Why does this have to happen to me, Tuhaaan... Nanda shouted in his heart.

Dinda who believed Nanda's words finally collapsed. Because as long as he knew, even Nanda began to keep her distance from Lita because she did not want to hurt him. And for Dinda, it's okay to give up now. Because Lita needs Nanda more. But still, Nanda needs to be warned.

"Okay, let's just say I didn't see anything" Dinda said lightly. Then he walked quickly leaving Nanda behind.

"I'm wrong again" said Nanda upset because Dinda left him just like that.

After Nanda followed Dinda to the cafeteria, they sat down and ordered a meal. Dinda keeps on hating Nanda. Whatever Nanda asks is just the answer.

Nanda also did not think that it turned out that Dinda's anger was like this. It's hard to get persuaded. Even Nanda was upset for a long time. But he couldn't do anything about it, because what happened today was his fault. He should be punished for his actions.

Dinda and Nanda eat quietly. They were both busy with their own thoughts. Nanda was so sorry for what he did. Though their meeting should be colored with each other releasing longs, but in fact Nanda incised a wound in Dinda's heart. Nanda cursed himself for acting at will.

After the two finished eating, Nanda paid for their food. Then back to Lita's room. Arriving at Lita's room, Dinda immediately said goodbye because she did not know what to do. Chat with Lita can drain his patience, while Nanda was not good at talking. And as a grown man, of course Nanda chose to drive Dinda all the way to her car.

They keep quiet with each other. Nanda who was afraid of mispronouncing, lazy Dinda let out a word.

They were both next to Dinda's car. Nanda really wants to hold back Dinda's return. But he could not convey the intention in his heart. For fear of Dinda's cold attitude.

"You be careful on the road". Even those words came out of his mouth. Making Dinda more convinced that Nanda really wants to be alone with Lita and wants to expel her since.

"You too yeah. Be careful of both-duaan the same Lita" ketus Dinda sharply.

"Yang, please. Don't misunderstand me. I don't have any taste at all for Lita. I've known him for a long time, and what proof. I'm your girlfriend, right? Not Lita's boyfriend". Nanda rubbed his face rough because he felt that his explanation was enough but it was still lacking.

"I was wrong, but am I careful to talk to you?" dinda replied casually as if nothing had happened between them.

Wrong again... Fate, ringis Nanda in his heart. Why is it so unlucky today. Eyes lack of sleep, now have to hospitalize anyway. I owe a lot of money to you.

"Honey, if there is still someone who wants to be in straight. Come on, sit in the park. We're talking good. I'm cape, really. And I don't want you to keep me. You want to hit me, hit me if it can make your heart calm" Nanda squeezed her hair for holding back her frustration that she couldn't possibly show Dinda.

"Ngga, it's malem. I want to go home" Dinda got in her car and glazed over Nanda and left the hospital.