(Who) I'm Without you

(Who) I'm Without you
Forgetting you


After Dinda's return, Nanda leaves the parking lot. But he did not go directly to Lita's room, but to the park to calm his mind and think about what he had to do to get Dinda's apology.


Nanda is now sitting on the park bench. Illuminated by the moonlight, he recalls the moment he and Dinda burned chicken and corn in his house. That same night Nanda confesses her feelings to Dinda. And not until they are 1 month old, Nanda has disappointed Dinda for the first time.


Nanda also abandoned his intention to accompany Lita longer in this hospital. He will accompany Lita tonight. Let the other friend take care of him. And no matter how Lita reacts, Nanda will give understanding to Lita. Lying about work, for example.


After getting a solution to the problem he was facing, Nanda also stopped by Mushalla first to pray and after that he returned to Lita's room. When he arrived at Lita's room, it turned out that Lita was asleep, Nanda also raised the blanket Lita who had gone down to the feet and turned off the main light in the room and only the lights were dimly lit.


Nanda walked to the sofa. He saw the clock on his cell phone, the time showed it at 9 p.m. For Nanda this is still too fast to sleep for people who are used to staying up late like him. Finally Nanda just messing with his phone while surfing in cyberspace.


"Nan" call Lita.


Nanda who was focusing on her phone screen did not hear Lita's call. Not intentionally, it really does not hear so cool.


"Nandaa" call Lita again. But still not getting the approval. Finally he threw his pillow and hit Nanda's hand.


"Susu butt" said Nanda who was shocked because suddenly someone threw a pillow at him.


"Heh, see what you're at HP? Started weird you yes" said Lita because she suspected Nanda watching a plus-plus video.


"About all! I didn't see anything. Just see the Candu Dinar pack bik*ini" replied Nanda while thrusting her phone to Lita.


"Well I saw it" Lita pretended she wanted to throw Nanda's phone on the floor. But Nanda hastily snatched it from Lita's hands.


"Nan, I want to pee" said Lita to ask Nanda for help.


"But I call a nurse". Nanda also pressed the button he used to call the sisters.


Just a few hours in the hospital Nanda was almost familiar with all the twists and turns in the room. In fact, he often plays the infusion of Lita by speeding up the drip of the infusion until Lita protests because of the cold, he said. Then Nanda will return to the droplets as before, the netes are slow but sure.


Just a moment later the nun Nanda called was nongol. After she finished helping Lita, the nurse returned to her desk at the end of the hallway near the elevator.


They both play karaoke in the room. Until finally they fell down on their own because of a sore jaw. Lita also pulled the blanket and re-entered the dreamland that had paused.


While Nanda, who is now lying on the sofa, is still busy arranging the position until he finds the position that is most comfortable, then he will close his eyes.


Nanda fell asleep, resting his eyes and body like tireless. Unlike Lita, she had actually not slept. He was just covering something from Nanda.


What's that something?


Yeah, after Nanda went to the cafeteria with Dinda. Lita was jealous. Moreover, the departure of Dinda and Nanda is very long according to him. He imagines Nanda and Dinda going together and lying to him by saying go to the cafeteria. And throughout Nanda's departure, Lita felt so lonely that she fell asleep. Then he woke up when Nanda had returned.


And earlier, Lita deliberately played a song that in her sense could represent her feelings without having her own telling Nanda about what she felt. However, Nanda was never sensitive to that feeling. Nanda always considers Lita's confession of love to be limited to jokes that do not need to be responded to. Until Lita felt that Nanda had never put the slightest feeling on her.


Lita looked at Nanda who was sleeping on the sofa with a position facing towards her. Lita was determined in her heart:


Starting tonight, I'll bury all my feelings that you can never repay. I will be a good friend and never expect you again. I love you so far enough. And from tomorrow you will never again hear me say like. Almost 7 years I know you, just this time I am disappointed but can not confide in you. Because I vent also certainly will not lo tanggepin. Nyesek is the guenya. It is a bitter love story. What am I lacking, Nan? So much so that you tortured my heart.


Lita was crying over the fate of her love that clapped one hand. There was absolutely no intention of trying to take Nanda from Dinda. Because Lita is not a heartless woman, she is just a woman who likes to act as she pleases and does not care about anything around her. He had not been friendly to Dinda because he thought for what kind of friendly stranger and not necessarily the person would want to be friends with him. Just cuek!


At what time Lita falls asleep, Nanda and Lita wake up when an Office Girl (female janitor) knocks on her bedroom door to clean the floor and pick up a trash can in Lita's nursery.


After the janitor left, Nanda went to the bathroom to wash her face and wudhu because the dawn prayer time was almost over. Lita looked at all the activities of Nanda that took place in front of her. Starting from Nanda enter the bathroom until Nanda performs prayers.


How can I deny you from my heart if in fact you deserve to be made a dream husband. Dinda is lucky to have you. And Dinda is lucky to be the only woman who escapes into your life, Lita is heartbroken.


"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah" Nanda ended his morning prayers and briefly prayed and folded back his alphabet. He approached Lita and said "The hunt is healed, let me pray there is a mummy".


Lita grumbled in her heart "by the way, I love to see I suffer"