(Who) I'm Without you
Failed Agreement

Dinda and Nanda split up in the parking lot. Nanda returns home and Dinda returns to work.

There was a sense of relief in Dinda's heart knowing that Nanda would not be staying at the hospital tonight to accompany Lita. It was over the quarrel between them caused by Lita. It's not entirely Lita's fault either, but it's directly related to Lita. Ah, that's the pokonya.

In a different place, Nanda was straightening her waist on top of her beloved bed. After parting with Dinda in the parking lot earlier, until now counted already 5 calls from Lita that he ignored. Nanda accidentally did not lift it because he really wanted to rest for a while without having to take care of Lita again Lita again. Being able to lie comfortably in her room alone made her happy. He will return to the hospital again when Dinda has returned home from work and accompanies him to pick up all his clothes that are still left in the hospital.

And Nanda fell asleep.

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In the hospital

Lita was rushed to the operating room because of the thickening of blood in the head that causes headaches that never heal. This was only known when the doctor visited to check Lita who was already in unconscious condition.

Before she was unconscious, it was at this point that Lita contacted Nanda. Because he was lonely and alone in the room without doing any meaningful activities. At least with Nanda, he can talk and joke about anything. The important thing is not to be empty like when he is alone.

Lita was in the operating room for about an hour and a half. His condition is fine only needs a few observation actions from the Doctor who handles it.

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Nanda House

At about 11pm Nanda woke up. As usual every time he woke up from his sleep he went to the bathroom to wash his face. Then sit and watch TV. He still does not know anything about the current state of Lita. He casually watched the usual news broadcasts he often watched. At the time of the advertisement, then he searched for his cellphone which was still in his room.

Nanda calls Lita's number. Up to 3 times the experiment turned out that the call remained unanswered. Nanda felt that something was going on with Lita. Soon he put on his jacket and went to the hospital.

Sure enough, when he reached the hospital Nanda met Naura, Nanda's partner and Lita. He was alone sitting in front of Lita's nursery. Nanda was pleasant as usual and still did not know the true state of Lita. Until Naura herself told him.

"We belom in permission to enter" said Naura who stopped Nanda's steps to reach the door.

"Huh? Why emang? I usually enter this room not using all permits" asked Nanda who was starting to worry because she remembered the missed call from Lita this morning.

"Lita's out of surgery. We can go into his room, but later if Little is aware of the anesthetic effect. Now that the nurse is still inside, check her condition" Naura said in detail exactly as the doctor told her before the doctor left Lita's ward.

Nanda who did not think Lita's condition would be this bad after she left also shed tears. He feels guilty for leaving Lita alone and ignores Lita's call which he may have called to ask Nanda for help. Nanda deeply regrets his actions. Luckily Naura came to the hospital to sign a file related to Lita's surgery. So that Lita can be helped quickly.

"Later tonight it's my turn to take care of Lita, you calm down yeah". Naura patted Nanda's shoulder which was now beginning to calm down.

"Ngga, let me. Sorry for taking care of lo".

"Yes, gapapa Nan. But I'll stay here until Lita wakes up. I don't think I have a friend to have a fight since he was in the hospital" comfort Naura so Nanda is more relaxed talking to him.

"Yes, he must be conscious" Nanda replied as she was. That's how it is to talk to Nanda in an informal condition. Nanda was stiff and did not respond much. Unlike if he talks to fellow men, all things must be discussed even though they are not important.

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Dinda's work hours are up. He called Nanda to make an appointment where. Because Nanda didn't say how they were going to go to the hospital. All the way from the workspace to Nanda's house, Dinda's phone was never answered. Dinda suspects that Nanda went to the hospital without warning her and let Dinda call her. With a heart palpable, Dinda drove her car to the hospital. He never thought that Nanda was the same person as Ariel. Who easily wasted Dinda's apologies then went back to repeating the same mistakes.

Flashbacks about his relationship with Ariel lie in Dinda's head. Feeling the events that Ariel once did kembai he experienced. But in a hurry he brushed off those bad memories. He tried to defend Nanda in his heart, that Nanda would not be cruel to him.

Dinda was in the hospital. When his foot just came out of the car door, his heart immediately felt pain. However, without caring about what his heart felt. Dinda kept stepping steadily to meet Nanda there.

While in Lita's room, Nanda is now holding Lita's hand and apologizes for having left her alone there. And when he came back, Lita had finished the operation. He was disappointed in himself for ignoring Lita's obvious calls multiple times coming into his phone and that must have been very important.

"Lo why the hell? Amused to know, I never really saw you mewek like this. Yes" Lita wiped Nanda's tears. He comforts Nanda so that she will not be sad anymore. Lita laughs at Nanda repeatedly, but Nanda continues to cry.

Dinda. He stood in front of the door that had opened a little while listening to what Nanda and Lita were talking about.

Nanda sat on Lita's bedside chair and turned her back to Dinda. And Lita's face was blocked by a curtain that was typical of the hospital room. So that Lita also can not see the existence of Dinda at this time.

And the scene of Lita wiping away Nanda's tears was clearly visible to Dinda. Dinda was saddened to hear Nanda leaving Lita alone in the hospital. And that was when Nanda chose to come to Dinda's office.

"So you regretted finding me?". Dinda smiled in a stifled cry. He even tripped when climbing 2 stairs in the hospital hallway, until his big toe nails turn blue, but he was not aware. Because his heart is much more painful now.

He decided to go home and calm his mind. He knew tonight Nanda would keep busy with looking after Lita, he would not remember Dinda. Even their promise this afternoon Nanda forgot. Yes, everything about Dinda is easy to forget.

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