(Who) I'm Without you

(Who) I'm Without you
What's Going on?


After a long time Dinda did not open her Instagram social media, now suddenly she wants to check the social media. You could say, since the presence of Nanda, Dinda never opened the application. Because his life in the real world is more beautiful than the virtual world.


When the application was open, what stole Dinda's most attention was the logo of the incoming message that contained numbers there. A sign that he got the incoming message.


When checked, it turns out that his college friend named Eka who sent him a message. Eka who now has a funny child, he asked Dinda. And without lingering Dinda immediately typed in a reply message for Eka.


Not until there, Dinda also opened a message that requires approval because the account does not follow it. The chat was sent a few months ago. Whose that?


1 February


Hitamputih123:


"Dinda, this is Ariel. Someone wants me to talk to you. Can I have WA🙏 number "


22 March


Hitamputih123:


"Minda"


What Dinda knows, Ariel's official Instagram account is not her name. But yes, Ariel's real name. And why would Dinda believe it was Ariel? The answer is because the profile photo used by the account is a photo of Ariel's car where the photo is a mainstay photo that is often used as wallpaper Ariel on his phone since dating with Dinda.


The day Dinda read the message was April 19. In Dinda's heart, wanting to ignore the message. But the whispers in his head always forced him to retaliate. Because after all, everything that happens is the past. And what is currently intertwined is the neighborly relationship. But Dinda was scared, afraid that she couldn't control herself. Moreover, Ariel was now her status as a husband of people. It could be slander later if it continues further.


"Don't-don't nih account has long been he used to make deket-deketin girl as long as he's dating me. So now he's a husband of people, he uses this account again for my DM, a real jerk, thankfully I'm not married to him. But, he told me what to say?" muttered Dinda while continuing to think.


Dinda finally typed a reply.


"Why?" that was all that Dinda sent Ariel. He does not want to be too friendly, afraid to be considered there is still a sense. Hmmm, there is still possible, but little. Because to be honest, she was Dinda's first love. And also the greatest cause of injury.


Dinda also recalled the incident at the time of her relationship and Ariel who lost contact just like that. In late February last year, Dinda blocked Ariel's contacts. Then in July his proposal Ariel, which finally made Dinda in the fog cry last night and it occurred to him to ask for an explanation Ariel even he was willing to try to persuade again, but he did not do because he could still think clearly at that time. Remember that the soul mate must meet. Then in November Ariel married, thank God Dinda was mentally strong, especially when Ariel married she had found Nanda who is now her lover.


Now then? What happened in Ariel's home life? So he contacted Dinda through a fake account. So afraid of being caught by his wife, is it?


And, what's important is what needs to be explained. Isn't it all over? Dinda who hurt her heart until this moment never asked for an explanation to Ariel. Everything that has happened has long since been happening. Then why suddenly Ariel said that there was something to say. "Did she miss him sometimes?" muttered Dinda who in his daily life sometimes had time to remember the little things about Ariel. Still carried away also the habits of Ariel to date that he did to Nanda. Namely often kissed Nanda's hand when on the shuttle home office or was picked up to the office.


It was all Ariel's upbringing. But baby, the educator is not that good. Hobbies cheating. You know, now why so suddenly nongol.


In the past, Dinda was very curious about the reason Ariel left her without clarity. There was no breaking word between them, only when Dinda was annoyed because Ariel pretentious busy but online continues, finally blocked Dinda.


Eh gaunya, gegara block ends in stay married.


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The next morning, Dinda got word from Nanda who told her that today she was back in shape and ready to work. However, he was sad because he could not bring Dinda to work. Dinda was no problem, because today he will also travel first to Ayu's house after returning from work.


That afternoon Nanda only gave a short news about his work is very dense and maybe he will rarely tell Dinda. Dinda who is very accustomed to the routine of Nanda also understood.


Right in the afternoon, Dinda also visited Ayu's house. His best friend was focused on accompanying his son to draw in a book. The one he drew said goose, but the shape of a chicken.


After Dinda participated in the drawing with Ijam his son Ayu, Ayu finally handed Ijam to his nanny to be bathed. And Ayu also invited Dinda to the family room to tell her about the reason for her arrival this afternoon. Ayu is very understanding, this friend who is rarely nongol, a nongol turn must be because there is something. And although they rarely meet and rarely connect, the familiarity between them remains intertwined and is always frequency in any case. Like 1 life in a different body.


"Tumben here? There must be something" said Ayu with 100 percent confidence right.


"Lo want to know? Ariel nge-DM me. Pakke fake account. Nih lo see it yourself" Dinda also opened the application he meant and showed Ariel's message.


"What do you think he's talking about?" dinda asked after Ayu read the message.


"Ariel is hard to guess. I used to see him as a good, loyal, caring man. But the truth is it's not like that. I'm not sure I guess the same. But, he still likes your keinget. Maybe kangen" guess Ayu guessed. Because Dinda's message last night hasn't been returned.


"Why should I? He's a man of men. But I'm on one side too kepo. Ga in bales, I'm curious. Dibales, I'm afraid to be found out the bin continues to do ngeles, uh later I'm supposed to be the god of the lake first"


"Gapapa, bales. I also want to write about it. But until anytime don't give your number to him. You see, if it's already tuker-tuker number WA, the danger" Ayu told Dinda.


"Keep also reply to her message briefly, do not be too friendly. Anyway, he's just as bad as you. Enough of the response" he added again.


After hearing Ayu's input, Dinda decided to go home soon. The day had also started the night, he said goodbye to Ayu and Ijam only. Aidil is not home because he is out of town.


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Ex tuh if nongol again when he himself already has a sidecar, good at anything huh?


Aduin to his partner or just talk first.


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