A Gift to My Family
Memories of the past
At dinner all her gathered in the dining room including mami wildan, this time there was not a word out of the mouth mami wildan, actually mami wildan did not want to eat, it's just that somehow she felt afraid that her husband was getting disappointed. Mami Wildan eats as if she enjoys her food, even though it feels like mami wildan is unable to swallow the rice she eats, when the meal arrived mami wildan remembered when the past dady wildan was only a trader of household tools, mami wildan had to wait for dady wildan to come home first to eat, just to eat, sometimes mami wildan eats rice with salt, or asks the neighbor's leftover rice for a reason to eat duck and chicken. Mami and dady wildan were not as rich as they now live in a hut that almost collapsed, surviving by selling household appliance tools or selling chicken or duck cattle to the market. Mami Wildan remembered, in the past even neighbors every day gave the leftover rice to give to the chicken and the duck, not to be given to the chicken or duck.but mami wildan who ate it, he said, so that when dady wildan comes home from work dady wildan does not need to eat a pack of rice together with his mami.
[shadows of the past when dady wildan returned to trading]
"Linda..linda...look at me carrying rice with chicken side dishes, I got more sustenance earlier, a lot of merchandise sold, and a lot of buyers who refused change, he said, even though it was only two thousand but from there after I calculated the profit and capital turned out to be a lot more money than they were enough to buy a pack of chicken rice" said dady wildan smiling happily at his wife.
"Well.. mas.. just now I ate, my stomach was very full, the front neighbor gave the side dish and rice was here, he said cook most, I just finished eating, I just finished eating, it was the plate I had just washed and was still wet" said mami wildan laughing as if she was eating rice that she deserved to eat, though the rice given by the neighbors is the rest of the rice eat them a family that is joined into one.
"is that right? come eat with me as much as you can, the rest of me will eat" said dady wildan smiling.
"no brother, I don't want to, I'm really full, you eat, later if you are rotten" said mami wildan to her husband.
Dady Wildan ate at her mama's, saw her husband who ate voraciously, and, mami Wildan was happy even though mami wildan ate from the rest of the neighboring family's meal at least her family's backbone could eat properly.
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Given the time that mami wildan feels her self is now really changed. Mami Wildan realizes that she has been selfish and high hearted, making her beloved husband hurt.but mami Wildan still feel prestige to apologize or just talk to the husband.
after finishing eating mami wildan went straight into the room.
Without warning, her tears just flowed. His heart is tight, sick, there is a feeling that makes him depressed, there is a heavy burden on his shoulder, but he does not know what makes him so.
Dady Wildan saw his wife feeling pity, dady wildan silently approached her room, sounding a heartbreaking sobbing from inside there, like something was suppressing the feeling, like something was, anyone who hears this will feel it.
Dady Wildan walked into the room, seeing his wife was busy with heartbreaking thrills.
"Linda.." said dady wildan calling his wife.
Mami Wildan turned her head, why this time the gaze looked shady and calm, like the wife who used to know dady wildan. Mami Wildan sobbed at her husband.
Dady Wildan hugged his wife, this time hugs feel warm, feels full of love and affection.
"What happened to you that your nature changed so much? I know my wife very well, my wife used to be a kind and gentle person" said dady wildan still hugging his wife.
"I don't know, I feel like I've got two of them, my heart can't hurt my grandchildren or my grandchildren, but why is it like this self is in control" suction mami lani sound sad in her husband's arms.
"Linda.... Do you want me to take you to a psychologist? I'm sure something happened to you" dady Wildan told his wife.
Mami wildan just nodded in her husband's arms.
Mami Wildan's day did not come out of the room, mami wildan came out only when it was time to eat, no babble or scolding today was heard from mami wildan.
"Tumben once the old grandmother did not nag all day" murmured yolanda prasanna's first son-in-law.
Lani also felt confused why today her in-laws are not as usual. Lani knows her in-laws are at home just all day shutting themselves in the room, I think her in-laws are sick, she said, lani wants to see but lani is afraid that later her in-laws will get even more angry at her at the pretentious attention when everyone is away from her in-laws.
"Sister, what happened to mami, why mami changed so much, like her heart really mami really hurt kak, go see mami, kasian mami" lani said to her husband who was taking their daughter to play.
"Ah lani already, I do not want, if the time comes I will apologize myself to my mother" said Wildan to lani.
"Sister.." said Lani wanted to persuade her husband.
"honey.if I say no please don't force me" Wildan told his wife.
Lani understands the current situation so lani does not force wildan to meet her mother, because she is still curious lani finally asked her dady-in-law. After the lani looking for it turns out dady wildan is in the back garden is accompanying zevano who is playing.
"Emmm.. dady.." said lani to her in-laws.
"yes lani what's wrong? did something happen? where's grace?" dady wildan asked lani.
"Anugrah was playing with her dad dad dad" lani told her in-laws.
"then what's lani?" dady wildan asked lani.
"Dady... Is mom sick? all day mami did not come out even as usual" said Lani hesitated to doubt her in-laws.
"No son, my mother wants to be alone" said dady Wildan smiling at her daughter-in-law.
"Hmmm yes already dady lani just wanted to ask that, lani was worried something happened to mami" she told her in-laws, and only answered a smile by her in-laws.