A WIFE'S TEARS BEHIND A CLOWN COSTUME
Divorce Letter

Nightfall. Setya came out of the fence of his house quietly. Unknown to Arumi. Arumi and Caca were playing in Caca's room. Setya moved his feet quickly with confidence towards a house that was a few houses away from his house. When he reached his destination, Setya wanted to open the gate. But suddenly his steps came to a halt, someone held back his steps.

''Sorry, Sir. Who are you and what is needed?'' ask security with a firm face.

''I'm her husband Hanifa. I want to meet my wife and child, Setya replied a little surprised because he was intercepted. He was upset that now Hanifa and Abdillah had hired a security guard to guard the house. His steps were now limited to meeting Hanifa.

''Husband? As far as I know Mrs Hanifa has no husband. He only lives with his Brother and Son in this house said security with a cynical smile. Though actually security already knows who Setya from Abdillah's explanation. Security only tried to restrain Setya from entering the house, and did not disturb Hanifa, according to Abdillah's orders.

''That's because you're new here. That's why you don't recognize me. Move aside! I want to go in! I want to meet my wife and daughter!'' said Setya haughty by pushing the body of security near his shirt there is a name inscription. The security is called Agus.

''You don't be impudent!'' Pak Agus pushed back Setya's body outside the fence.

''I don't like the storm. You better open this gate. I just want to see Hanifa and Abdillah. There is something I want to talk to them about.'' cried Setya again did not want to give up. But Mr. Agus finally chose to go from the gate that is still in the lock. He doesn't care about Setya anymore. In accordance with the orders of the master. Who always advised not to open the gate for men who have facial features like Setya. Setya actually tonight wants to launch the action. He wanted to apologize to Hanifa and Abdillah as he had planned yesterday.

Setya kicked the iron fence repeatedly. He felt so scared because he didn't care.

''Heh security. Sana call your master, tell him, I'm Setya, want to talk to them!'' setya shamelessly shouted. But still, Agus did not ignore Setya's screams. Fortunately, Abdillah and Arif were not home. If Abdillah hears that, Setya can be beaten again. Abdillah and Arif are visiting Malik's house, at the request of his mother Malik. Because Malik's mom said that he was missing Arif. The little boy who is considered to be like his own grandson.

''Basic security belagu!'' say Setya again after that he passed away with a sense of regret for continuing to be indifferent.

Hanifa shook her head looking at the behavior of the man who had given her a child. Hanifa was standing by the window of her room which was upstairs. From earlier he could see and hear clearly the ridiculous behavior of Setya. Hanifa refused to go with the older sister, as she felt her body a little carefree.

''What a blow from Mas Abdillah yesterday has made his brain more error. Heh, you shameless man! He should have stopped bothering me, not now that he had it all. Wife, daughter and treasure that made him forget himself and ignore me and my son first.'' murmured Hanifa sliced, the corner of her lips next to the pull up. Hanifa's heart was completely frozen, no more love and care for Setya.

***

Morning time.

The clinking sound of the clock broke the silence. Hanifa sat on the sofa in front of the television while peeling apples and pears. The television in front of him was not on. It's alone at home. Arif has started school by being escorted by Pak Agus and his wife. Abdillah has gone to work. Hanifa was forced to leave Arif to go to school on the first day with her assistant and security. Because he is not feeling well today. He is coming the moon. His body felt so lethargic and uninspired.

''Oh ...'' Hanifa slightly complained while holding her stomach. When the moon came, Hanifa often felt her stomach a little pain. But in between the pain, Hanifa was grateful, because the fruit of Setya's actions at that time did not grow in her womb. Though for some days Hanifa was worried, she was afraid that there was a small living creature in her womb.

***

Setya and Arumi's. Arumi waved her hand at the husband. Arumi was about to go to work checking out her restaurant. While Caca has gone to school with a housekeeper.

''I'm leaving. You at home do not be naughty yes, enough rest so as to get well soon and can accompany me everywhere else.''' Arumi's message to Setya while tipping Setya's cheek.

''Yes Dear. You just calm down, Mas will have enough rest, Setya replied, peeping back Arumi's forehead. After that the car that Arumi drove drove split the road. Setya and Arumi's relationship has improved. With just one appeal, Arumi's cold attitude towards Setya warmed up again. Because Arumi loves Setya so much. Setya smiled meaningfully to let Arumi go. He deliberately did not want to accompany Arumi today, with the reason that he was still sick. He wanted to see Hanifa again. His longing for Hanifa was stirring, as if already unstoppable. But, he did not miss his son, Arif. Strange indeed.

After Arumi's departure, Setya passed into the house, he wanted to check his appearance in front of the mirror. It's neat or not.

When his appearance was in the fit, Setya put on a sandal and and passed out the fence. But, when the step had already reached the threshold of the fence. He was hanging out with a post courier whose motorcycle stopped right in front of the gate.

''Good morning. Is this Mr Setya's house?'' ask the courier when he got off the bike. His hand was holding a white envelope.

''Oh ... How fortuitous. Here, Sir. For Mr.'' the courier gave the envelope he held to Setya. Setya took the envelope with a slight hesitation.

''What is this?'' ask Setya.

''Open it yourself Sir. The envelope is already in the hands of the Father. I was only assigned to deliver it.'' said the courier was friendly with a knotty smile. After that he climbed back to his motorbike, turned on the motor, then darted again leaving Setya who was still glued to the threshold of the fence. Setya abandoned his intention to go to Hanifa's house. He went back into the house. When he was inside, he sat on the sofa in the living room, then he quickly opened the envelope that made him feel curious. Because all this time no one had ever sent an envelope to her.

Setya pulled the end of the envelope roughly, when it was already open. Setya took the paper inside.

Setya read the paper carefully.

''The letter of divorce from the court,'' Setya muttered with a shake of his head. He saw the name that sued, and there was the name Hanifa. Suddenly Setya's body felt weak, he tore the letter quickly, then threw it at him originally. Setya lowered his head, both hands holding his head which was instantly dizzy.

''No. ''No. Hah, Hanifa why do you have heart! Should our relationship that we have lived for six years end this way?! Though I was just a little khilaf.'' muttered Setya looks desperate.

''I don't want to lose you, Hanifa. But ... I can't let go of Arumi either! I feel comfortable like this, have a wife of two.'' racau Setya again.

''Argh ...'' Setya stood up, he walked back and forth in the living room, looking for a way for Hanifa to undo her intentions. But how? Just meet and talk to Hanifa she can't.

''I should have been happy. Because my relationship with Hanifa will end and after this I can live happily with Arumi. Why does my heart feel pain. Again Setya speaks for himself like a stressed person.

Setya is an example of a man who is not good at gratitude and easily tempted. He is not firm. Greedy, want to be good for himself, but he does not think about the feelings of others. Sooner or later, Setya will get a reply from his greed.

When Setya is dizzy thinking about his relationship with Hanifa that will end. Suddenly his phone in his pants pocket rang. Setya took a cell phone, then he saw who contacted him.

''Mother?'' setya muttered with narrowed eyes. It's not usual for her mother to call her. All this time, my mother has always been indifferent to her. Because the mother still does not approve of her relationship with Hanifa. Even as long as Arif was born into the world, not even though his mother asked Arif. Only his father often contacted him and asked Arif, the grandson. Setya lifting fast.

''Hallo Setya. How you doing, son? This is really, i-this, I mean, you really have another woman besides Hanifa? Mom just saw your vidio on your sister's phone. Why did you have a beautiful and rich new wife not tell Mom? Mother is proud of you, it turns out you have realized.'' Her mother Setya's cerocos so the call was raised. Setya slightly moved away from her phone from her ears, because the mother's voice was slightly deafening.

''I'm good news, Mom. Mother how are you?'' setya replied briefly. She was happy that her mother had been willing to contact her, but on the one hand, she still felt miserable, because she did not want to lose Hanifa. The wife who was once a village flower. And now the wife who had been in vain increasingly look beautiful with the appearance as it is.

''Mom is healthy too. How, you haven't answered Mother's question earlier?!''

''Emm .... Yes, ma'am, it's all true. I have two wives now, Setya replied proudly.

''Got a wife of two? You mean, you haven't divorced Hanifa? Wh why? you already have a more beautiful and rich wife than Hanifa, why are you still defending her?''

''I still love Hanifa a little, Mom''

''Alaahhh ... What love! If it is love, it will not be possible for you to double up. Divorce her immediately! And send your current address to Mom. Your mother, father and sister want to see you in Jakarta. I can't wait to see and meet my beautiful and fashionable new daughter-in-law. And one more .... I can't wait to see Hanifa's suffering. Haha .... Rasain tuh.'' again his mother Setya said with excitement.

Seriate.