A WIFE'S TEARS BEHIND A CLOWN COSTUME
Don't touch my future wife

Again, this morning I was forced to step foot into the office of the religious court. It's hard for this leg to step on, because I don't think I'm willing to lose Hanifa. Why should we split up? Why is! Two wives is better.

One week ago Hanifa decided to move, it seemed like she was deliberately making some distance, so that I would no longer meet her.

I was lazily getting out of bed, the thicker the blanket I tightened to my body, but Arumi continued to shake my body with her scolding.

''Wake up job, Mas.''

''I can't wait to hear you say the word talaq to that ugly Hanifa.''

''After that we will get married officially and have a big party that is so lively. I will invite my friends, business associates and other important people.''

''I'm really looking forward to it.''

''Let's get up.''

''You don't make me sprain.''

''Mas! Cepetan wake!''

''I just finished my shower!''

''Mas, wake!''

That's about the sentence that Arumi blurted out by shaking my body quite strongly and repeatedly, even he also patted my butt several times with his palm, making a sense of heat and pain studying my buttocks. I'm so worried about Arumi. In the past, Hanifa never treated me like that. Why only now do I feel the loss of the figure of Hanifa who is meek and appreciative of me. After that I woke up, and passed to the bathroom with shaky footsteps.

I still feel at home for a long time in the bathroom, flushing all my limbs with water, by being under the shower makes my mood that was ugly a little treated. The restless feeling from yesterday just kept on supporting me.

Hanifa did not reply to the message I sent yesterday to her, even worse, she blocked my phone number. Is he not afraid of sin, because he has ignored the man who is clearly still his husband. I haven't run it at all.

Though I only miss, and I want to ask for my ration that I have not obtained from him for a long time. I'm tired of taking her number secretly from Dad's phone. He blocked my number, not knowing how much I had sacrificed to get it. So expensive selling him, even though I know, he still loves me very much. He dared to sue for divorce I must be at the insistence of the Abdillah. Abdillah too, snobs meddling in people's household affairs. Weathered bachelor policy does not sell. I was alone with him already had a wife of two. And it is, ah ... It is very sad his fate.

I came out of the bathroom, with a white towel wrapped around my waist. I saw Arumi standing in front of the dresser mirror, she was already looking neat with a tight dress in bright red. She is busy polishing her face with makeup. Arumi was so enthusiastic to invite me to justice, it seems she can't wait to have me completely.

''I have to look perfect in court, beat that ugly Hanifa.''' said Arumi softly which I can still hear, I'm still standing in front of the bathroom door.

''The feeling of you taking a long bath is very long, Mas. Swallow your clothes.'' He cried again to speak to me, when I had reached the bed. I dropped my ass on the edge of the bed.

''Yes, dear.'' I replied briefly.

''Mas, try saying the word talaq to Hanifa now. I want me to be the first to listen to him.'' Arumi looked at me.

''What apaan! I think there is no other work, I argued, then took the clothes in the closet.

''Ih ... Come on hunt, Mas. Counting you makes me happy this morning.'' Arumi stomped her small legs.

***

I was driving at a moderate speed, now we're on our way to the Religious Court. Arumi was so spoiled in my arms, she would occasionally lay her head over my shoulder, I would just quietly look at her behavior, because if I rebuked, she was afraid that she would lash out, and revoked all the facilities he had given. In the back seat are Mom and Dad. Arumi was not at all shy about showing our closeness and romance to my parents. Maybe the lives of some city people are like this. I understand Arumi's attitude that is too sticky with me. Hellen did not participate, as he accompanied Caca to school. Caca and my sister's relationship was close enough, they were easy to get along with, even though they had only met each other for a week.

Not long after that, we arrived at our destination. As soon as the car stopped, Arumi got out of the car first, followed by me and my parents. In the parking lot, I saw two luxury cars already parked neatly, cars that I know have fantastic buying value. It was Hanifa and Andillah who were riding in this car, I did not think, from where Abdillah got the money to buy a car as luxurious as this, what exactly was his job and his relationship with the man who accompanied Hanifa at that time? The question still rages in my mind. Because as far as I know, Abdillah only works as a job in Malaysia.

It turned out that Hanifa and her entourage had arrived first. Suddenly my chest pounded, I felt a little groggy. Today will end all the stories that Hanifa and I have been doing for six years. There's a sense of unwillingness, but without Arumi, I can do anything. All the luxuries I enjoy now are Arumi's gifts. And now that my parents and my sister can enjoy the same luxury as me, it's all thanks to Arumi.

''Let's hunt, Mas.'' Arumi pulled my hand because I was still glued to the side of the car.

''Yes, let's spit Setya.'' said my mother. As for Father, I see, his old face looks gloomy and lackluster from these few days.

When we arrived in the courtroom, the judge had not yet arrived. There was only Hanifa and her entourage. I saw Hanifa sitting where she had been prepared. Again, the man who was then and Abdillah had been sitting right behind him. Hanifa turned her face as I came, she pretended to be busy with the phone in her hand. I see, today, Hanifa is getting more beautiful with her wide robe and hijab, she is very graceful, her facial beauty makes me unable to turn to keep staring at her. But he hid his face even more by continuing to look down. The feeling of the nelangsa came again, but before leaving I had convinced myself that I would still be happy living with Arumi after this, without Hanifa. But now, I suddenly feel troubled again. Arumi walked first in front of me, with her hips swaying like a model, she seemed to be looking for the attention of Abdillah and her friend Abdillah. I was embarrassed to see Arumi.

After that I sat on a chair not far from Hanifa. A few minutes of silence dominated the courtroom. Until finally Arumi made a sound.

''Heh Hanifa, prepare, soon you will become a widow. Haha .... Rasain you, it's delicious! I am the winner, said Arumi along with laughter, Mother also laughed. While I just smile discordantly. Hanifa did not respond to Arumi's words, nor did her entourage.

''Yes, very sorry! Hahaha ..'' my mother's dream.

''I am very grateful for today, even now I want to hear the word talaq coming out directly from the mouth of your husband Arumi, Let's say this time also the word talaq for me Setya! No need to wait for the judge! Just take it for you Arumi, a poor man and a betrayal like Setya. I don't need it at all. Without him I can still live my life well and smile happily with the people around me.'' Hanifa suddenly spoke so smoothly. My emotions were slightly provoked after hearing his words.

''Hanifa!'' My atonement. I stood up, and my body was facing Hanifa.

''What? What do you want, huh? Want to get angry, wanna poke me? Challenging Hanifa he also stood with his body facing me, he smiled sinisterly, his eyes slightly glared, his face did not look afraid of me at all. Where was the crybaby Hanifa first, who if I snapped liked to cry silently. While Abdillah and the man whose good looks were still lost far below me had also stood behind Hanifa. They seemed ready to help Hanifa at any time. I really don't like that. While a woman who is veiled pasmina still sits quietly in her original place.

My two hands that were clenching tightly suddenly weakened just like that, I shuddered at Hanifa's loud speech. I wish I could embrace Hanifa's body standing in front of me. The anger that I was showing instantly evaporated, changing into a longing that I could not bear anymore, after I could look at Hanifa's pretty face at a close enough distance, I was hypnotized. Just like that, I took a step forward.

''Dubh.'' Hanifa's body is already in my arms. I hugged him tightly, inhaled his soothing scent, which I missed so much, I did not care about the response of the people around me, most importantly a little bit of my longing was treated. Hanifa rebelled strongly. Arumi and my mom were screaming out loud.

''Mas, what are you doing!''

''So don't be stupid!'' say them.

After that, I suddenly felt my body being pulled so strong, instantly my body and Hanifa were separated again.

''Based on a jerk!''

''Don't touch my future wife!'' a fist landed on my cheek.

Seriate.

Next night again, yes, if you can.