A WIFE'S TEARS BEHIND A CLOWN COSTUME
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In a room that is specially prepared to hold a meeting, a room that looks beautiful with all-white decorations, as well as with white roses that increasingly add to the impression of beauty in the room. Abdillah, Hamidah and the others had sat solemnly filling the room. Soon Abdillah will say the words that will bind him and Hamidah into a husband and wife.The words are not just words, but words, but it is a sacred promise that is so sacred before the witnesses and before Allah SWT of course .

Abdillah took a deep breath, then after that his hand and Andra's hand shook each other, Abdillah set his breath so that later he could speak fluently, in turn he could speak fluently, he looked at Andra as Andra spoke the word ijab and he listened to it so fervently. After Andra finished saying the word ijab, so confidently and smoothly Abdillah continued with the word qabul, with just one breath he managed to say the word qabul without any mistake, ''I accepted the marriage and marriage of Hamidah bint Andra Prewira with a dowry of a set of prayer tools and cash of 100 million rupiah in paid tunaaaaiii.''

After Abdillah said those words, there was relief on the faces of Hamidah and the witnesses in the room. Then the ruler asked and confirmed again.

''How, legit?''

''Well ..'' replied the witnesses who were present at the same time. Everyone in the room rubbed their faces with their hands, grateful that the qabul was going smoothly.

After that Abdillah and Hamidah sat facing each other, Hamidah kissed the back of Abdillah's hand so respectfully and gratefully, then replace Abdillah to kiss Hamidah's forehead so gently and affectionately by watching their parents and the people closest to them. The two stared at each other with admiration, Abdillah was so amazed to see the wife who was so beautiful with thin makeup, Hamidah was so amazed to see the husband who was so handsome. Finally Hamidah and Abdillah have officially become a couple. Hanifa was happy to see that Big Brother had found the moorings of her heart, without even realizing that her tears had flooded her. Now that there is nothing to disturb his mind, he and his brother are both happy because they have found the right partner, and God willing the best partner and diridhoi Allah. Malik was always faithful to be beside his wife, patting her on the back of the wife as she saw her wife trying to hold back the tears of haru.

After the party, Hamidah and Abdillah had changed their clothes to party clothes, they had stood at the bermen with smiles to welcome the invited guests who were present to congratulate them, not to be left behind Joseph and Ameera either. They were also present at the wedding of Hamidah and Abdillah.

''Congratulations, yes, to both of you, may the same.'' Yusuf said with a wry smile.

''Yes, thank you for attending Joseph and Ameera. Hopefully after this you will soon follow.'' reply Abdillah with sincere prayer. Hamidah kept silent by smiling as sweetly as possible to Joseph and Ameera. Hamidah shook his head slowly to remember his former self who was so admiring of Joseph's figure, but now that he felt nothing more towards Joseph, that feeling had changed into a normal feeling, a feeling towards a friend, a feeling towards a friend, for all his heart and love had been poured out on Abdillah.

''Pray for the best, yes, Abdillah.'' Ameera timpal. Ameera and Abdillah were also close.

''Amin.'' replied Abdillah and Hamidah simultaneously.

***

In the evening, the Andra family home was deserted, only a few close relatives were left, and the servants were busy cleaning up the remnants of the party. Hanifa's entourage had also returned home, because Hanifa's condition was easily tired because the content had begun to grow.

In the courtyard of the house, Andra released the return of the nephew, the nephew who had been considered like his own son. After talking to Abdillah, Rian returned home, and Abdillah went upstairs.

''Thanks, Rian. All day long you have been attending Hamidah's wedding, and Om see you are also busy helping the servants.'' Andra patted Rian on the shoulder.

''Same-sama, Om. I'm glad I did. Then I'll go home first.''

''Yes, Om. I pamit.''

Andra stared at the car that slowly moved away from her while saying in her heart, ''Tomorrow when you have found the right woman to accompany you, Om promise Om will be the first person who will help you, the parents who will always be there for you.

Andra then went into the house. He went straight to his room, approached his wife and laid himself on the bed, because his body felt quite tired after dabbling and chatting with invited guests who were his friends and relatives.

In a different room, Hamidah was cleaning her face covered in makeup with facial cleansing tissue. He sat in front of the vanity mirror, his hand moving slowly sweeping the tissue all over his face. Andillah was again in the bathroom, cleaning herself. Hamidah could not focus on cleaning his face, he felt a little nervous with his heart beating faster than before. She was confused about how later when Abdillah finished bathing, this was the first time she had roomed with a man, a man she loved and a man who had officially become her husband.

''Duh, relax. Act as usual napa anyway.' murmured Hamidah slowly suggest himself. Not long after the sound of the door opening, Hamidah turned towards the source of the voice, and sure enough, he saw Abdillah coming out of the bathroom bare-chested, white towel wrapped around his waist. Her hair was wet, further adding to her good looks. Making Hamidah more wrong.

''Astaugfirullahhalazim.'' Hamidah said in his heart as he stroked his chest, he closed his eyes at a glance.

''Honey, gih, it's your turn to bathe again.'' Abdillah said in a soft and gentle tone, he approached the wife, and then he kissed her head. Hamidah who got treatment like feeling shocked was getting nervous.

''Um, yes, Mas. Then I go to the bathroom first said Hamidah, after which he walked a little run to the bathroom. Abdillah was only able to shake his head with a wry smile at the wife's strange behavior. After that Abdillah took the cocoa and sarong cloth, then stretched the prayer mat. He also prepared a meeting for Hamidah. Tonight he will perform the Sunnah prayer, In the story told by Abu Sa'id Maula, there is a suggestion to perform the worship of the sunna with the couple after marriage and before the relationship of husband and wife. This is to ask for protection to Allah SWT so that the marriage takes place in harmony and happiness.

“If your wife comes to you, then order her to pray two rakaat behind you” (HR. Abu Bakr ibn Abi Syaibah)

Abdillah was the same, while waiting for Hamidah to finish bathing, he also felt a little nervous.

***

In a different place, a woman sat alone on the porch of the house while staring at the night sky filled with stars. Gundah, he felt so upset. How not, he has known about the marriage of the man he loved so much so far. His heart ached as soon as he knew it, but he could do nothing, he could only be sincere, in the hope that the man he loved would always be happy.

''Be happy, Abdillah. You deserve a good woman. After all, Mas Setya has done too much, making trouble in your family. You and I will never be together. That would be impossible.'' Hellen murmured inwardly.

For several weeks Hellen was so busy working and taking care of Setya, because Setya had been transferred to a mental hospital. Setya's mental condition is getting worse, only the names Hanifa and Arif he always mentioned throughout the day.

Seriate.