A WIFE'S TEARS BEHIND A CLOWN COSTUME
Rian's Plan

I stepped foot out of the company, with Vira beside me. Some of the employees we passed slightly lowered their heads with a face smiling knot, I replied with the same smile.

Me and Vira will have lunch together outside, slowly I will start to approach Vira. Learn to love a woman by the choice of my own heart, without coercion let alone matchmaking. All this time I never really liked the same thing as the Eve people. In the past, during the school days, I once held the heart and admiration of one of the most beautiful and clever women in the class, but only limited to ordinary admiration, he said, I did not reveal it and the feeling was erased itself as time went on. Honestly, I've never been in a relationship. The trauma of seeing Mama often cry because of love, makes me stop to play love.

Vira already knew about my status, about me having a wife. But, when I invited her to eat at the restaurant, she accepted my invitation with such enthusiasm, her eyes sparkling happily. It's obvious that he really put his heart on me.

***

''Thanks, yes, sir. Because you have treated me.'' said Vira smiled knotfully, I saw her face blushing. The food we ordered was perfect at the table.

''Yes, let's eat.'' I reply. Then me and Vira started eating. While I was eating, suddenly the phone in my pants pocket rang, I picked it up quickly, then looked at the phone screen. There appears the name Intan listed, Intan did not make a call, but he only sent a few messages.

[Mas, don't forget lunch, yeah.]

[I also have lunch.]

[Good, yes, while working.]

[See you at home.]

I read the message that Intan sent out by blowing a rough breath. I didn't reply, I put my phone back in my pants pocket. Vira looked at me in wonder, maybe he was curious who the sender of the message was. But he didn't dare to ask much, he still seemed to be confused with me. Because indeed during this time in the office I always act cold and talk as necessary as subordinates.

***

In the afternoon around four, I went home, the house inhabited by Intan. Today, I chose to go home on time. Intentionally, slowly I want to make Intan love me and trust me completely, when he really feels comfortable and dependent on me, I will throw him, leave him just like that. I will introduce Vira to him, saying that Vira is the only woman I love. I'm sure he'll feel hurt, hurt. I have to avenge Mama's heartache because Mama used to do it. I hope my plan goes perfectly without any feelings involved. Don't let me like Intan.

Wicked? I'm not evil, it's just that my heart still can't accept Intan. Receiving a woman of female descent who once robbed me of my childhood happiness. Accepting the marriage that occurred because of Mama's request and Papa's request, the marriage that occurred without based on love, but only because of coercion and pity alone. There are only grudges and shadows of mass then if I continue to live at home with Intan.

For the child's business, don't ask. I do not intend to have children from Intan at all, I do not want to hurt the little angel who does not understand anything because of the selfishness of parents. Like I used to experience. Never mind having a child from Intan, touching Intan only I feel lazy.

Intan is a beautiful woman, even I think she is more beautiful than Vira. I can't believe she's never been out and close to another man, that's totally impossible for me. While in front of me, maybe Intan just pretended to be a plain, innocent, obedient and patient woman. I don't know what he really is, and how many men his ex-girlfriend has become.

***

''Mas, tumben came home quickly, '' said Intan when I just set foot in the living room. There Intan was sitting on the sofa while watching the lighted television. When he saw me coming, he stood up quickly, and came up to me, he shook my hand and kissed the back of my hand. I also hesitantly stroked the top of his head, when I stroked the top of his head, Intan looked at me fixedly with slightly bulging eyes, maybe he felt shocked at what I was doing.

''Why ''Why? Can't be?'' my many.

''Mm bo can, Mas.'' reply Intan with a blushing face, it looks wrong behavior.

''Yes, Mas.''

We walked side by side to the top floor, the scent of Intan perfume was piercing the senses, Intan seemed to have just returned home. Because he still wears formal clothes.

Upon arriving in the room, I slowly took off the suit, Intan helped me take the suit out of hand and hung it on the hanger, as well as himself, he also took off his suit.

''Mas, you take a shower first, yes.'' he said gently.

''Yes.'' I replied as I took off my shoes. After that I walked to the bathroom with a white towel. Just as I was about to open the bathroom door, Intan suddenly made a sound again.

''Mas, if you're willing, tonight I'd like to invite you to visit Papa. Poor Papa, once in a while Papa's rumination and always you he asks, Mas.''

''Alright.'' I reply with a heavy heart. Forced.

Upon arrival in the bathroom, I took off one by one the clothes that covered the body, after all my clothes were dated, I turned on the shower and then I stood under it, as the water slowly soaked my hair and body, I so enjoyed the cold sensation of every drop of water that hit my skin. My mind glared, wondering what would happen next when I saw that irresponsible old man, the old man who called himself my Papa when I was able to stand on his own without needing to give his hand again. Why just now? Where is he when I need him?!

Argha!

I punched the bathroom wall, so my handbook was a little bloody.

***

After I finished the bath, I took a towel, wrapped around my waist and restored wet hair. My body feels so fresh. I came out of the bathroom, I saw Intan sitting on the bed with his clothes changed, now he only wears pajamas. I don't think he heard the sound of my review, because the sound of water falling from the shower was more noisy and dominant.

''Already, now you take a shower, then go to night. Not good for health.'' I said. I saw Intan a little stunned. I don't know what, because I heard my voice or because I saw my bare chest. Because this is my first time to go bare-chested in front of him.

Intan nodded quickly, then he walked into the bathroom in a slight hurry. Without realizing it, he hit the bathroom door.

''Ouch!'' yang Intan held his forehead. ''I'm fine, Mas.'' he said again as I was about to approach him. After that his body disappeared behind the bathroom door. I could only shake my head at his ridiculous behavior.

Seriate.

How is the end of Rian's journey of life and love? Will he really get revenge or will he fall in love with Intan?

comment, huh? If we are bored, we are finished.