ACTOR Ter-SAVAGE

ACTOR Ter-SAVAGE
Justin's Confession


Justin listened to Elena's question. He still could not tell a story, afraid if this beautiful woman chose to leave him.


"Mas, answer me!" Said Elena trying to calm down, she rubbed Justin's cheeks gently.


"We eat first, yes. I'll tell you a story!" Justin smiled.


Elena nodded and smiled wryly. I hope tonight I can see the other side of you. His mind is hopeful.


They finished the food without saying a word. Elena ate quite quickly as she felt she could no longer wait to hear Justin's story.


"It's over, Baby?" Justin asked the last piece.


"It's over, '" said Elena smiling.


"How, is my cooking good?" Justin stood up and stretched his hand.


Elena smiled and gently clasped Justin's hand. They walked to the living room to continue the story.


"Yes, I'm the spice, Mas. Of course it's delicious!" Elena smiled.


"Ah, yes I forgot. Must be good, right, own cooking?" Justin asked chuckling.


Elena could only laugh listening to Justin. They were sitting next to each other on the sofa. Justin turned on the television and poured Wine into the glass.


"Can you have a drink, Baby?" Justin looked at Elena expectantly.


"Hmm, not too strong, ma'am. One or two glasses I'm still strong!" Elena smiled.


"Ah, hold on, Baby. I'll get you the lowest one!" Justin said walking towards his mini bar to pick up the best quality Beer he had.


"Here, the lowest alcohol I have, or do you want juice?" Justin asked scratching his neck.


"That's it, Mas. Thank you!" Elena smiled.


Justin poured the beer into a glass and gave it to Elena. He smiled sweetly, looking at the beautiful woman who made him feel comfortable.


For some reason, I felt that Elena had the same aura as Vania. The aura that always makes me calm and comfortable. Justin's inner self.


"Why Mas?" Elena asked, seeing Justin staring at her.


"Ah, no. I just feel like the deceased is here!" Justin said.


He drank up the wine to the toilet and poured it back. Elena was already very curious to hear the story from Justin and hoped that this man would get drunk and be able to tell everything.


"Did you miss him, Mom?" ask Elena lirih.


Justin was silent with an empty eye. He returned to the alcohol. "I think after eliminating Vania, I can live better with Reema. Turns out I was wrong! Vania went and took part of my life with her!" Justin said softly.


Elena choked, she tried to control herself so as not to overreact and could hear more Justin stories.


"Indeed, I didn't feel anything at first, but after a week of his departure. I felt something was missing in me, " Justin said, beginning to tear up.


"Didn't you love Vania?" Elena asked gently and rubbed Justin's shoulders gently.


"We're in a matchmaking position. One year I tried to love her, but I couldn't. Until I met Reema in a few months of our marriage. He can give a different feeling in my heart, which is why I find it even harder to accept!" Justin stared haphazardly at the direction.


"One year is a long time. Does Vania not love you?" Elena tried to be strong.


"I can feel the love in every treatment, every look and smile that always welcomes me from waking to sleeping again!" Justin smiled wryly.


They fell silent, Elena tried to set her heart so that Justin's words did not shake her determination. Justin continued to drink a lot of wine in the bottle.


"I'm stupid, right? Just because Reema brings out the feeling, I've been living up to her wishes!" Justin.


"You mean Mas?" Elena asked.


"Can, Mas. You can trust me!" Elena smiled.


"Why are you present, Na? You remind me of Vania!" justin lirih said.


"Mas can consider me Vania if you miss her!" Elena smiled.


"No! I don't want to. If that's what I do, then it'll be even harder for me to escape her shadow!" Justin looked at Elena.


"All right, I'm not forcing!" Elena.


Justin took his drink back. And take a deeper breath before starting to tell the dark story first.


"Reema knew if I had a wife, she asked me to divorce Vania and marry her. Because Reema's virginity has been taken away and she's holding me accountable. At that time I could only promise her a marriage. On condition that she has to wait one year for my wedding" Justin said.


Elena was curious about Justin's story. Unfortunately he could not record what this handsome man had said.


"At first I was just planning to divorce Vania. But our marriage is a business marriage, if we split it will affect two companies. Reema suggests eliminating Vania. I don't know why I agreed, and it happened. It's all set by Reema, and I'm just giving orders!" Justin said.


"So, Vania's death was at Reema's request, Mas?" Elena asked started to get hooked.


"Yes" Justin was silent. He breathed a few times when he started to feel tightness.


"I realized I was wrong, Na. But I also want to be with Reema! And now I'm sorry!" Justin said with teary eyes.


Elena looked up and looked at Justin. "Mas sorry for the deed, Mas?" Elena asked.


"Yes, Baby. If time can be turned back, I would rather learn to love Vania and survive even if there is no love in my heart for her!" Justin's words are getting stuck.


Her tears were ready to drip if she blinked a little. Elena also choked, she could only look down and hold her heart not to cry.


El, don't get carried away! No matter how he regretted, revenge should be executed as planned! There's a better Rexy, waiting for your return!. Elena's mind is trying to be strong.


"One week after Vania's departure, I just felt a sense of loss. No more women fitting buttons, ties and preparing all my needs. Pairing me breakfast, her warm smile was so sincere!" Said Justin who couldn't hold back his tears.


Elena remained silent, letting Justin tell her whatever he wanted to say. The handsome man picked up tisue and wiped his tears while chuckling.


"Ah, I haven't cried in a long time, Na. Sorry yes!" Justin.


"It's okay, Mom. You're human too, need a storymate and cry" Elena rubbed Justin's arm gently.


"Sometimes I miss her, Na. I would have been here, if the taste had come back. From the beginning, all the layout of this space never changed one bit. I bought this apartment to avoid Vania. But he knows my hiding place. I resigned, when he set everything up, even the door cipher he exchanged as well. To date, it still has the same password!" Justin smiled.


The shadow of Vania began to reappear in his memory. Unlike Elena, he fell silent and couldn't believe what Justin said.


"Without realizing it, did you love Vania?" Ask Elena softly.


"I don't know, obviously I accepted his existence at that time, but not yet with love! And after he died, I just realized that love already exists" Justin said.


He again straightened the drink, even more than half the bottle he had spent, but there was no sign Justin would get drunk.


"Did Reema not do the same to you, Mom?" Ask Elena.


"No, she's just busy with her career as a model. If there's work out of town I'll sleep here, or maybe to Vania's grave!" Justin smiled wryly. "I don't have any more chat mates, Na!" Lirih.


"Mas can call me if you want to talk!" Elena felt sorry for Justin's life. "How long have you been married to Reema?" Elena asked curiously.


"It's only been two years, Na. Three years after his departure, I was busy with regrets!" Justin smiled. "Can I sleep on your lap?" Justin asked expectantly.


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