
The commotion could not be ignored anymore, I covered my face with a bolster pillow. Madam is like a demon possession wanting to scratch my face.
"Don't be a hypocrite, it's obvious my husband admitted coming from here, why are you covering up. You think you can beat my charm. Try to let you know your unsuitable ugliness." he said.
"Hanun stop!! don't hesitate." yelled Yudha behind the door. My bedroom door was deliberately locked from the inside by the madam. Yudha banged from outside while babbling. Aunt is busy calming the madam.
"Sorry madam, if the madam is not happy with me, I better get out of here" I said with a throbbing head.
"Well, you say, whenever you can't leave, because I bought you!!"
"Auntie, take this man to the car."
"Where are you going?"
"I want to take her to the big house, so she knows how it feels to be hungry, here aunt pampered her too much."
"I've felt what Luna's been through. Tortured, blasphemed, until I couldn't tell the difference between day and night."
"Don't bring up your past here, however wrong the actor is and it's natural to be tortured or poisoned."
"Not all women are guilty, it could be because of a depraved man. A righteous and just life will bring blessings. If the madam thinks Luna is wrong, which threatens your marriage, find another solution to improve your household. Don't like to torture people, get rid of the habit."
"I won't let anyone dare flirt with my husband. I swore I would torture him to death at my hands. I will not imitate my foolish mother, who is passive and suicidal."
"istighfar.nyonya, don't get the wrong word. Not always that the mistress of good grades is true." aunt reminded him.
"I don't care about your advice, all this time my life has prospered, which is the obstacle to my happiness, only children" said Madam Hanun Lirih.
She finally came out of the room after getting tired of babbling. Outside the room she again quarreled with her husband.
"Based on a crocodile, your common sense has vanished, so until you get close. If one of my friends finds out, you woo babu, fall my prestige, where put my face. You should be proud to have a wife like me, patiently accompany you even though you're impotent, barren, stubborn."
"No doctor says I'm barren, I can't make a living, my bath is on you for a reason. It all started with your affair."
"Hahaha.what? an affair? don't believe people's complaints if you don't see for yourself." Madame Hanun laughed covering up her surprise.
"I didn't see right away because I was out of the room a lot when you were rendezvous with your girlfriend" Yudha said.
Deg!! madame Hanun fell silent, I felt she had a mental feeling hearing Yudha's words. Can't imagine the mistress's face turning grim.
"Why did you just say?" finally madam Hanun asked carefully.
"Because I love you, I try to understand your mistakes, baby the effect of your actions I become impotent. My subconscious can't accept what you're doing."
"I'm sorry yank, I did that because I wanted to have children, why would it be rich if I didn't have children."
"There are many ways to get children, not in a way to hurt the husband." aunty joined in.
I felt that aunt was someone close to them, a maid could not possibly dare to advise or teach mistress. I don't care, my head is so dizzy.
"You go to the big house, after I recover I'll go back there. Let me stay alone."
I want to vomit to hear Yudha talk. You deceiver, crocodile. rutukku in heart. Are all men like that? mey!!
"I'll bring the babu along."
"No mistress, Luna the village boy she doesn't understand anything. Aunty wants to teach him how to cook and whatnot. After she's smart, aunt takes her there."
"That's true, let Luna be here first. You don't want him to steal your stuff?" Yudha is defending me so I can stay here.
"That's your good sense, dearank, so you can enter her room." said madam Hanun, smiling cynically.
"If I want to, not my target but you. Don't think negatively. Go home." said Yudha hoping his wife would leave.
"Alright, I'm waiting for your arrival" Madam Hanun said after a long thought.
There is no denying Yudha's behavior to me. After a month passed after the commotion that occurred, Yudha's feelings slowly changed. Yudha loved me very much and spoiled me. Almost every time he came home from the office he brought me souvenirs. My body that was once skinny again contains.
"Auntie I'm going out of town, three days. Today I hired a hairdresser for Luna, please take care of aunty" Yudha said pulling her suitcase.
"Let's have an aunt take care of it." replied the aunt taking Yudha out.
I wonder why Yudha hired a hairdresser, I don't need that. All I need is to get out of here. Being a babu here taught me many things, especially the suffering of the poor who are hungry and thirsty. And become helpless when tortured and raped.
Remembering that I cried, between my hatred and my grudge towards Yudha, I was afraid that one day I would fall in love with her. Because he often asked me for rations. It's not like I'm like a mistress who has to serve her. Wants me to rebel but what power.
"Miss, why even here, the master was hoping that the lady drove him to the car. Old master out of town" said the aunt approaching me.
"Miss hasn't changed, I think I've fallen in love with you. I don't hear you resisting or crying anymore."
"My tears are dry, I let my body back and forth like clothesline, out of whack again, if refusing makes him more violent."
"Auntie, I've been jubilant and nauseous this week, about what a pain."
"Maybe a cold. We have breakfast, after that we work. Madam wants to come, cover all your bodies."
"Oh yeah, I went to the room first bi." I said running into the room and changing clothes. I usually wear a negligee, like an aunt. My face is rarely closed if there is Yudha.
I went back to the kitchen and started breakfast with my aunt. Secretly aunt looked at me while frowning.
"Your face looks pale, I'm sure you're pregnant."
"uhuk.uhuk.." I choked. My eyes widened to look at aunt.
"Auntie I'm scared." My head shook. If this is true how shameful I am. My adoptive parents held a high regard for the ethics of life. I'm an activist myself who condemns free association.
"We're going to the midwife."
"I'm scared bi, how about I get pregnant?"
Aunty did not reply, I was suddenly silent when Madame Hanun's voice was heard. The madam has arrived.
"He babu, sir's gone?" madam immediately looked for me instead of aunt.
"I was in the back not knowing that you were leaving. Maybe aunt knows."
"Ow so yeah, do you like my husband."
"No madam, I understand the limits. Besides, master is not my taste."
"Hahaha.you're too arrogant, babu like you can't sell, even free boxes don't sell."
"I'd rather not sell than be happy with me and make me suffer" I said flatly.
"Munafic, I hate your baseless arrogance" madam Hanun said cynically.
"Master is gone, the madam is late, but the old master is waiting for the madam."
"I'm not here looking for you, but to pick up the papers. Said the master of the letter in the study."
"Why after the master left the mistress came, auntie did not dare to give her permission."
"Aibi sided with who the hell, since there was babu, aunty was a lot of chattering and defending Yudha. I suspect it is."
"Not taking sides with anyone, what to do. Just like to remember the past if the madam yells at me."
"That keeps on repeating, my mom's dead because you took her place."
"My mistress raped me."
"Heleehh. Quickly grab the durian in the car, share the same scurity." madam ordered.
My aunt and I got into the car to get durian. When the car door opened, my head suddenly dizzy and I suddenly vomited. The smell of durian makes me smell.
"Miss.lady.ayo to the room."
"Miss??.why does aunt call this babu miss? She's not pregnant. Mr. Koming calls the midwife."
"Madam, she's allergic to durian, don't think weird." I heard auntie was trying to protect me.
"The lady has not been appointed by the midwife" Mr. Koming said.
"Buy test pack. Until she's pregnant, I kill this man."
I'm sweating cold. Had the madam known the truth I would have been tortured.
"It's better that the mistress buys, the place is far away that I look after her" said the aunt.
"Shut up here I walk, don't let him run away or pretend to faint. Tell him to take off all his vomited clothes, and put on a negligee."
"Yes lady..."
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