
Irritatedly I sat on the edge of the bed, my gaze cynical to Yudha, I knew this was her reasoning. Does he have no empathy at all, no feeling of seeing the results of his actions? I'm damming up now. My life is ruined, the future is bleak, he has killed my character.
"Lunaa, I'm sorry for everything I did back then. You can report me to the police, you can hit me or whatever spapun you do I accept."
"I am a civilized woman and have a high tolerance for others. I never looked at Race, Tribe, Caste, I lived what I was. Nor can I waste time reporting you to the police station or harming you. I just asked to let me walk with my solitude, meet my destiny, I will be steadfast even though the way I kill my heart." I said slowly, without feeling my tears rolling down, I was very fragile.
"I'm sorry...." Yudha knelt at my feet. That handsome guy kissed my feet. I felt her tears fall down my feet.
"Wake up, all this has happened. I'm just saying don't do this to other women. I'm enough of a victim."
"It's impossible for me to pervert with any woman because I'm sick. With you alone I can do."
I was stunned while wiping my tears. Don't know what to say, suddenly my tongue is twisted. In my heart I forgive him.
"Luna, I beg you to stay here tonight. Auntie must miss you."
"Can't, aunt will worry about me."
"The love of your aunt that awaits you every day" said Yudha. I went awry, and then thought for a moment."
"Yes I will accompany aunt." I replied.
I heard Yudha take a breath, I don't care about her feelings. Maybe he's happy I'm still here.
"Trank you.for your willingness to understand the feelings of aunty who is a kara, who else loves her but us."
"I want to ask you about Dirga, is it true what Dirga is talking about?"
"I don't know in detail what he's talking about. But whatever it is I don't care, I just want to be unperturbed."
"Sayank, I respect whatever your decision is, if you need anything call me. Everything I've got for you and our son."
"I don't need anything from you, I want to be alone."
"I will go out, so that aunt will accompany you" said Yudha out of the room.
I did not flinch and moved to sit on the sofa. Auntie went inside carrying some juice and some snacks.
"Miss has to drink a lot of juice, so that the fetus is healthy" said the aunt thrust the juice to me.
"Auntie, I don't know how else to tell Yudha not to interfere with my life anymore. I'm tired and bored."
"Miss, forgive what you did, however he is the father of the future baby miss. The man is nothing perfect, there are flaws and advantages." the voice of the subtle aunt touched my heart.
"Master loves miss very much, when she goes every day mister and aunty look for a traveling lady. The master also often cried regretting his fate."
Slowly the freezing of my heart melted away, I was worried, the pity for Yudha slipped in my little heart. I tried to shake it off and doctrinalize my mind in order to keep hating Yudha. I chose single parent over the swipe of love of a married man.
"Sayank.there's a call from your aunt and friend." Yudha went into the room and handed me my phone.
"Hallo aunt....."
"Where are you, are you okay?!" aunt's voice sounded anxious.
"My phone has met, now I'm with my aunt. Maybe tonight I'll catch up with aunt. Is it okay khan aunty?!"
"It is not good to sleep in the home of a loved one, especially in a state of pregnancy."
"But.ta.pi...."
"Hallo madam, introduce me to her aunt Miss Luna, I ask permission so that she can stay overnight to treat my miss. I also apologize if there have been many shortcomings and can not satisfy Miss Luna."
"Our aunt is very grateful for my aunt's help with my son. If auntie doesn't mind let me just give my love strap to auntie, please account number aunty."
"No mistress, everything I do is on humanitarian grounds. Just one thing I ask you to let Miss Luna sleep with me tonight."
"We allow it, as long as tomorrow morning is home."
"Yes madam, tomorrow at about 10 am she's home."
After a stale auntie finally allowed me to stay at Yudha's house. Of course I am not saying that this house is Yudha's house. I feel like Auntie and Dhevalee don't trust me.
"Waste the juice, wash your feet and sleep." aunty's message came out.
"Auntie quickly turned back." I said holding his hand.
"Auntie cleaned the kitchen first, if it's neat aunt here again. But if miss sleepy just go to sleep first."
"Yes bi..."
After finishing a glass of juice and a piece of bread I started washing my face in the sink. Auntie feels long outside. I lay my body in bed. The distinctive smell of Yudha's body was smelled in the pillow, the scent of musk. Unconsciously I was happy to smell that masculine, probably baby-congenital.
"Sayank's asleep, I've got a toothbrush." Yudha came back in.
"I'm sleepy.." I said with my eyes closed.
"Sleep I'll sleep on the couch looking after you" Yudha said, but she didn't move to the couch. He changed his clothes in pajamas.
After locking the door he fell down beside me. I let because I was so sleepy, my eyes were hard to get along.
Slowly I felt Yudha's hands curling around my waist and slowly stroking my stomach. The hand started to glide over my stomach.
"I'm sleepy.." I sis slowly, willing to pull out his hand I can't afford. I'm so tired of my hand.
I let when Yudha got into action, my lips on**** ran out until I had trouble breathing. I really don't understand why tonight I really enjoyed what Yudha has to offer. I felt like I was thrown into a cloud when he was mumbling me. My sexy lips can only moan at the top of favors.
"Sleep, my love." said softly after a few rounds. I made peace in my heart and my head infiltrated his chest that field. It's cozy. He kissed my forehead and stroked my hair.
Is this what I'm looking for? complete surrender and melting into one creates comfort. Yudha hugged me tightly and kissed my hair and forehead repeatedly.
"You are my pearl, my love, don't leave me my love." whispered softly.
"Hemm.." Don't know how to answer it.
"I want to marry you so that our children have full parents."
"No comment.."
"Not to answer now, I'm patiently waiting. Thank you, I want you to forgive the father of our son. I'm so happy....."
"May our children be perfect and born smoothly. If the parents are happy the child in the womb must be cheerful and perfect." continued Yudha again herded Luna's mind to accept it as a whole. He also said taboo things that can make children become healthy in the womb.
Of course, all that is the teaching of an experienced aunt. Aunt used Yudha to get Luna married. He wanted to take revenge on Hanun who had tortured him and enslaved him for life. Hanun poisoned the baby.
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