
Don't know what the event was yesterday, engagement is not, proposal is not, suddenly told to promise, signature on paper. I want to because I'm still emotional with Yudha. I'm sorry, you bastard!!.
It turned out that I was jealous of Yudha coming with Hanun. A man's mouth cannot be trusted. Really upset. My love fell on the wrong track. It's a railway line, if I keep going I can run. Yes, Lord.This is what I fear love between first wives. I officially became an actor.
The affidavit I signed, point three is written,
Willing to marry the first party (Dirgantara) after the end of the puerperium.
I was upset myself, it turned out that I needed to learn a lot to be patient, hold my emotions and realize, that Yudha was just a prank to vent her depraved lust for me. Why am I angry with Yudha, I should have stayed away if I knew they were getting along. My pregnancy is a bonus for the bad karma I've done.
"Sayank have you had breakfast?" dirga asked as I daydreamed behind lap top. My mind drifted far away.
"Have it!!" short answer.
I don't know why I hate Dirga. He wanted to protect me, marry me, make me happy.
"You're mad at me?"
"I hate you, you should talk to me, not have to frame me. What do you think of me, I'm a human being with feelings and self-worth."
"I'm sorry, I think your feelings are the same as mine, and you need a father's back and a father figure if your child is born."
"You're too naive, I'm used to living alone and solving my own problems. If I signed the letter yesterday, it doesn't mean I love or like you, I feel sorry for them and appreciate the efforts of aunt and Dhevalee."
"I didn't think that you didn't like me.." bitterly Dirga's voice. She thinks I'm like any other woman who's glared at her position and the treasures she often hums in my ears. Right now I'm more thinking of clearing up my problems with my brother papa.
"I like and love you as a boss with guys. I also think the lawyer you presented yesterday to take care of my problems, it turns out he was just a witness who helped put the signature."
"Sayank, why do you take care of your property, let your papa brother take it. I'm three times richer than you, you can take everything you want to marry me."
I grinned at the look on his frustrated face. He must be calculating his embarrassment to the person he presented yesterday. I don't care, Fiks, I'll take care of my own problems, let alone Hanun already know who I am. Maybe for a little while or tomorrow my papa brother will go nongol and look for me.
"Tookk..tookk."
the knock on the door made my conversation with Dirga cut off. I got up to open the door.
"I opened the door, drank your green beans first" said Dirga standing up.
"Thank you.." I said.
I was very surprised because the one who came was Madame Hanun. Will he say that I and Yudha ...
"Sit down, tumben you stop by here, Yudha who comes often.'
"I miss you, remember the past, when we went to college together."
"What is it, I hear from Yudha's mouth that your household is in a storm."
"Common men say so look for simpaty. We are fine."
"Why don't you want to have children, who knows how Yudha would be happier."
"We last night until dawn made a child. The problem is that Yudha does not want to bother with children, he wants his wife to remain slim, beautiful and satisfying. Better find a stupid baby to just get pregnant. He's taking our kids."
The innuendo pierces and blows up the heart. Bemoan. I just realized that the second one was sad, especially the actress with a beautiful face, must have quickly disbanded.
I'm sure Dirga doesn't know that Yudha and I have a relationship. What if he finds out?
"You're sure you're married to someone who's full of problems, like no other girl."
"What's up, someone else's ex, someone else's kid. There is something delicious that makes it, there is a trash that lives hahaha...."
"Hanun, do you know the way out?"
"Eatya do not want to eat people, if you do not want to get sick. I'm asking you to throw the lady, otherwise your secrets will come out of my mouth one by one."
"Under your base you're a demon, you know that I didn't invite you yesterday, I'd better be with Yudha alone."
"Hahaha.this is a healthy jamu for your girlfriend, this is a cute yudha not me. Okay, I'll go home first, see you at the bar or the club."
"Sana go make a mess." snapped Dirga emotion. A not funny guy.
One-act drama that made me nauseous. A julid who enjoys seeing the suffering of others. I saw Dirga raising her head while picking up a bottle of herbs from Aaron.
"Whatever you hear don't go to heart, Hanun used to like to sneer at people. It's jamu from Yudha."
"I'm used to hearing insults from people, don't worry." I replied flatly.
"I'm sorry, drink the clock."
"I'm fine. I'm sorry I don't want to drink jamu from your friend. I've been taking doctor's medicine."
"Sayank, I don't feel good if you don't drink."
"I'm pregnant, afraid to drink herbal medicine carelessly."
"Read this article. It is impossible for my friend to give something without thinking. It's good for pregnant women." insisted Dirga make me take it.
Although Dirga urged me to drink the herbs, but I still did not want. I brought the herbs to the toilet to throw it. I left a little so I thought I was drinking.
"You've been drinking? how's it feel?" ask Dirga happy.
"A little bittersweet." I replied back sitting behind the laptop.
"Obath is usually bitter, later if it's time to see my doctor who ngaterin. From now on you can't walk alone."
"Sir, don't treat me like this. I want to sign the letter you guys engineered yesterday, because there's aunty, Dhevalee, not because I have any desire, remember that." I said staring at him.
Dirga stood up from her throne locked her lips and walked out of the room. I don't give a shit about him. Not how long my phone was shaking. Yudha.
"Hallo... What's wrong?" my question was short, he heard a small cough, it may be difficult to express his meaning.
"So Yudha called me...."
"What's the deal with me, you should also be grateful that I'm picking up your phone. I don't want to interfere in other people's business. What do you guys want? you think I'm a toy?
"Luna!! you think you're a victim, I'm the victim so you know."
My chest suddenly became ill, usually Yudha called me sayank to me, now she immediately called out a name. Is he better with Hanun? brazen, you butterfly play boy.
"Fuck... You loser, what victim are you? open your ears, whether your trial is gone because of me, or I'm gonna change men like your wife. The victim here is ME!!" my yelling.
My hands are shaking, my heart aches. I pictured her doing well with Hanun last night.
"Don't yell, you gotta be patient, 'cause you're pregnant, I don't want you to be emotional or stressed."
"You don't care about me, let me die.." I turned off my phone and cried. I hate Yudha.
I went to the bathroom crying. Don't know why I can be so jealous of her, but she's made my tears fall all the time. If he's next to me, I want to kick him.
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