
I keep torn clothes in my room, this is proof that one day Mr. Yudha dodged abuse allegations I have proof. One day I plan to open his rot and make him crouch behind bars.
I was delicately imagining myself in my ear to hear John Legend's dope song. I'm sure they're dancing or whatever.it's none of my business, I'm sick of remembering. Right now I do not dare to commit rash acts because my soul is still the target of murder from my papa brother.
The sound of music suddenly stopped and changed with sound to the dombrang and the glass broke. My chest is pounding, lest they fight. I got out of bed and opened the door, prancing forward, too.
"I can't do it, not that I don't want to, but ......" Yudha did not continue, her voice sounding choked. Why can't he do his job with his wife. Is it because he knows his wife is cheating? oh.oh.I'm just a listener.
"It's okay I'm also sleepy." said Madame Hanun smiling contrivedly. She does not care if her husband is male or not clear tonight she is tired because of her energy in porsir by her boyfriend.
I turned out, I retreated and went back to the room in the back. The night was getting late, I started to get sleepy, I fell asleep.
This morning my aunt was next to me, I was shocked to see her. His hair was cut short, he was wearing new clothes. Aunty looks clean, because her hair's in polish.
"Why don't you lock the door?"
"Forgot, when did aunt come?" my question, get out of bed.
"Auntie bought a negligee for you. Take a shower later."
"Ready bi....."
"Let's find aunty in the kitchen" said the aunt out of my room.
My hair is already elongated, if I cut it flat it might be neck. My scarred body began to smooth and peel. I must cover this up, lest you be tempted by me.
The red negligee given by my aunt I put on immediately and I took it off immediately. If I wear this, sir will be tempted, because his clothes are on my knees and I look very beautiful wearing them. I'll wear it while I'm sleeping.
"Why don't you wear a negligee that auntie is packing?" ask my aunt when I get to the kitchen.
"Sorry, there's a reason. I want to tell aunty when aunty's not home."
"Look, aunt will listen to him."
"Auntie.." I stopped telling you when Mr. Yudha suddenly walked into the kitchen. I quickly put on a mouth mask and came out of the kitchen, her eagle eyes looking at me sharply. My chest is pounding, I'm afraid he's pulling me. I took a broomstick and swept it in the yard.
"For the master, do you want anything?" auntie quickly approached the man. I still heard the voice of aunt asking Mr. Yudha.
I began to sweep away trying not to care about my surroundings. Tears flowed as my memories touched the taboo point where the rape took place. I cannot deny that this sadness will drag my fortitude forward. Right now I feel guilty, however early I still feel guilty here, as if I were waiting to be touched a second time.
"Why are you crying?" the sound made my body shake, the man was already in front of me, looking intently at my face.
My tongue is muddy, I look down to wipe my tears, not expecting me to be this crybaby. I hate my current situation. Where is my strong personality.
"I ask you to work there, the house needs to be cleaned" said Mr. Yudha flatly.
"I don't want to, just tell aunt or someone else. I've bought a mistress and I have to work here." I can finally answer even if my voice shakes.
"I want you."
"Don't hope!!" tungkasku firmly.
"OK, look at it later" he said grinning and then left. I continued sweeping around the courtyard.
"God grant me patience and deliver me from the man who wronged me"
Finished sweeping in the yard I went back to the kitchen looking for aunt.
"Bi, what else can I help you with?"
"Prepare breakfast for ladies and gentlemen, they want breakfast ."
"Yes bi....."
I prepared food for Mr. Yudha and his mistress. This job feels heavy because I have to look at them and throw away the disgust.
"Auntie, I'll wash it." I said slowly.
"But I want to work without seeing them" I said.
"Hahaha.you're weird, don't talk so later madam offended. Aunty sure you're not happy to see the madam bring men here often. Aunty too, we are servants not entitled to say anything."
"I don't like working here, I'd love to go home. Is the madam going to let me go."
"Don't try to get out of here, you've been bought." the madam's voice rang out loud and made me stunned. The madam came alone while shaking her waist.
"I'm going to return the lady's money, the important thing is that I can get out of here" I said straightforwardly.
"Hahaha.you just want to talk, where maybe you can return my money. I bought you too expensive."
"The lady bought me two million I'll pay three million." I said fiercely.
"Twenty billion I wouldn't let go of you, I want you to stay here."
"What do you mean by madam, I have the right to be free, there is no evidence that binds me."
"I have a receipt to prove your mother sold you out, so you don't dream of escaping me."
"Luna be patient, don't even think about quitting your job, let alone having no work experience." auntie. I was speechless and convinced that the madam did not want to let me go.
"Don't do much behavior, just work is about to stop. Want to work where you are, just work here is not good." said the madam again and then sat in the dining chair.
"Master's not breakfast, ma'am?" ask aunt.
"She's in a hurry to the office, I'm going to the boutique too. Then aunt clean the lower room only. Don't cook for the night, mister dinner with his colleague and I have dinner too."
"Well madam, Luna will clean the room and I will go to the super market to fill the refrigerator, sir has given money and notes."
Hearing master go to the office I don't worry anymore. Finished in the kitchen aunt paid to the super market, the mistress left for my own work to the main room. As usual I'll change the sprai, clean the new bathroom mopping.
I was not in the least impressed by the luxury of bathrooms made of Onix, in my home the same and in more luxurious hotels. Their taste is good, what their job is. I'm done cleaning, just put the fragrance in the toilet.
"Luna.." the voice startled me and turned back, you are already in the doorway. My position is now in the toilet.
"Don't do it, I'll scream!!"
"Yell out loud no one hears, this room is already soundproofed."
"Why do you love to see people suffer, are you mentally ill."
"I'm crazy, you know I love my wife so much and want to have children from her, but when the affair happens I'm disgusted to approach her let alone want to have sex with her." said Yudha staring at Luna's smooth legs.
"That's your problem don't associate your personal problems with me. Let me get out of here, I'm bored here. I'm not something you play with. I hate humans like you."
"Okay, get in the car, I'll return you to your parents" Yudha said in a high voice.
"Surge!! I'll take my clothes." said Luna nudging Yudha loudly.
No need to wait to talk twice, Luna had already walked into her room. Yudha's coming out. Not long ago Luna came carrying a small package containing some Luna clothes.
The car drove at medium speed, and headed to a famous boutique.
"Come down, I'll buy you a dress to thank you."
"No need, take me home." I shouted.
"Buy clothes or don't go home!!" threaten Yudha's.
But Yudha's car kept stopping in front of the boutique, she forced me to get off. I can make me have to come down.
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