
I shed tears when Mr. Luke's men forced me into the car and told me to go home. Saddened? Sure oes. I saw Yudha crying. Looks desperate and sad. Now I'm going away, not that I'm changing, but just want her to be sensitive if I'm tired of being born with her.
I don't want my heart to be hurt any further. I hate him, I'm just disappointed. Not greeting him, does not mean not caring about him. I was just moving away to give her space, to think whatever she wanted to do. Not that I'm a hypocrite, but sometimes I want to stay away because it's better. Please don't forget to teach me how to forget it.
I shouted to myself in the car eager to throw the shadow of Yudha from my brain. I should be grateful to be able to escape from Yudha, but my heart aches. Especially seeing Yudha crying, very sad.
I drove my car out of Yudha's house, from the rear view I saw Yudha just released from the grip of Luke's men. The car is traveling at medium speed. I tried to cast a shadow of Yudha from my brain. My car was directed to a famous Cafe Bar classy.
My head is dizzy thinking about this matter, I don't know what else to do. In two days I'm married to Lukas sir. I was worried that Yudha was taking a shortcut.
Then I got out of the car to the Cafe Bar. Many also, here the food starts from the price of one hundred thousand per portion. I put down a payment of five hundred thousand in order to get a table.
"One cup of Cafe Bar's drink" I said to a bartender.
"Muay Thai miss."
"Make me a glass." I said to the empty table and sat down.
I shake the glass to make sure the ice is mixed. My eyes stared at the drink. When my hand reached for the glass, I was shocked by the arrival of Mr. Luke and his six men.
"Sayank, may I accompany you." That heavy voice pierced my heart, making me flutter. I looked at Mr. Luke helplessly.
"I want to be alone." I nodded slowly. I want to be alone.
"Let's go home, sweetie." he whispered, holding my hand.
Then his left hand coiled around my slender waist, moving up and lifting my body up to his feet. Inevitably I was forced to tread the path of his Mr. Luke. Cafe visitors looked at us as we walked out of the Cafe.
"Your car will be taken by Lukman, you will ride with me" said Mr. Lukas, opening the Lamborghini door.
Is Mr. Lukas showing off, because six Lamborghini cars in the parking lot were driven by his men or his bodyguards? Then the six Lamborghinis are his? That tajir? Come on, I'm acting normal, pretending not to be amazed.
"Why go to Yudha's house? you miss him?" ask Lukas after we glide down the highway. I turned my face forward. Looks like a deserted street. Today was a little cloudy.
"Why did you pick me up, I have moody disease, leave me alone I want to be alone."
"Are you not happy I picked you up or are you sorry that we're getting married. Tell me frankly your mood."
I took a deep breath, I was tired. Questions that often make me lazy to answer.
"My mood is messy, I'm bored empty, I'm sad. Right now I don't want anyone and anywhere. I want to be alone, until my moody is gone then I'll talk." I said leaning my head in the car seat. I closed my eyes.
Mr. Luke fell silent he let me. The voice of lewis capaldi, before you go stirred up my feelings. So upset. My tears dripped from the corner of my eye, I felt very bored and empty.
"Sayank, we have arrived" said Mr. Luke slowly. His hand is stroking my hair.
I opened my eyes and received the wet tissue offered by Mr. Luke. He patiently waited for me. After calming my feelings, Mr. Luke squeezed the gull wing door, the car door hinged above it lifted. I went down and waited because I didn't know where this was. Mr. Lukas' bodyguard
it's behind us
"Good afternoon sir." that's a welcome given by some people standing in the lobby.
"Have it, please sir."
Wow.this palace. A large and luxurious two-story house. I was amazed to see the interior. Elegant!. Mr. Lukas took me to a super luxurious room arranged artistically. He pulled out a chair and told me to sit down, he sat down next to me. We served two servants.
On the revolving dining table is oriental cuisine. I don't know if Mr. Luke is happy with oriental cooking or just deliberately serving me.
"Eat, I don't want to see you pale at our wedding."
"Thank you."
I eat the food, my appetite is gone. Mr. Luke patiently accompanied me, he also came to eat.
"We're gonna stay here, you like it?" he said as he walked me into the family room. I'm nodding.
"Sayank, how about we go to a psykologist? we just go there and answer. That's also if you want." call Mr. Luke very reasonable because my moody is too severe.
"When I check, I've been to a psycologist."
"Do you want to rest?"
I'm nodding. He took me to a music room. I just came in and felt comfortable in this room. All plants are decorated in door. On the left is a full musical instrument. The voice from NSYNC, this is promise you touched my heart. I sat on the long sofa.
"If the night lights automatically turn on and the roof cover the room will be half open" he explained.
"I love the atmosphere, I can sleep here every day."
"By, I'll be friends."
I had a crisis of confidence in the people around me who were already good, but I assumed they were doing good because of the mode.
"I want to invite Yudha, I want to talk to her. Whatever the complaint is I'll take it, so there's no charges later."
"It's okay, hopefully he understands everything I've done to his will. If he'd object to having him negotiate with you."
"Actually my problem with her is final. All I want is for your assets to be returned."
"Is it because I have assets you want to marry me?"
"Jeez Luna, your mind is short-sighted. I love you for who you are. I just want all your assets bequeathed to Sean. Because Sean was a kid you were his guardian. That's also if you want. But it's okay if Yudha keeps managing."
"I'm sorry, everyone who comes close to me is usually his or her orientation of treasures."
"I love you not because you have anything, but because you are what you are. You're not like any other woman who's happy to be mean, that's what I admire."
"May you not be like other men." I said flatly.
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