
“After being hurt, do you think it will be easy to believe again? It's not as easy as you say!” kirana exclaimed, a little loud to the point of making some of the people passing by turn their heads.
“That's the fear you built yourself.” Kendrick backed off, giving them some distance in their current position.
“This discussion is too sensitive. Maybe not now, we both still need time.”
“OK,” said Kendrick without protest.
The two set their feet back. There was no further chat between them that made the atmosphere feel so lonely.
Every now and then Kirana stole a glance towards the man who was currently completely silent. There is something that actually bothers to see the attitude shown. He can't lie to himself that they are both interested and interested. Regardless of the anticipation made, it was only as a form of protection that was done to keep himself from falling into the endless abyss of grief.
After spending time at Gardens by the Bay, they continued their journey to the Singapore River. A river that flows from the middle of Singapore to the ocean.
They boarded a sophisticated electric boat to walk down the river. Enjoy the scenery passed, among the towering high buildings.
The two were still silent without any chatter, even the atmosphere looked even more awkward due to the attitude of the two. Only the sound of the guide being heard explained various interesting things about what history had happened.
“You angry?” Kirana asked, her head turned.
“There is no reason to be angry. I'm just giving you time.”
“But your attitude ...” said Kirana hanging.
Kendrick looked at me casually. “Seeing how you insisted not to discuss it, I was quite self-conscious Kirana,” replied.
Kirana was sculpted and felt very fragile after hearing Kendrick's cold way of answering her words. There was a flash of cold flames flashed in the man's eyes.
“You must know if you open yourself to others, there is always a risk that may occur outside the limit,” continued Kendrick, cold spot still visible in his eyes. “You're too naive if you want everything to work out properly.”
The man's words made Kirana hurt. For him Kendrick's request was too pressing and when he revealed what he was thinking just now a feeling of guilt appeared in his heart.
“Sorry,” he said softly.
After taking a walk around some places, at about eleven o'clock in the evening they returned to the hotel. There hasn't been too intense talk between the two.
They like to keep their distance and provide invisible limits.
“Goodnight, Kirana.” Kendrick turned around and turned her back.
Kirana looked at the back of the man. Her eyes were glazed over, her lips were mumbled softly, “Sorry. I didn't mean to offend you.”
Thirty minutes later Kendrick's body turned softly and immediately collided with the calm face of the woman who was currently sound in her sleep.
“I understand the situation you are feeling, but drowning yourself in disappointment is also not a good thing,” murmured softly, rubbed Kirana's cheek and gave a brief peck in the forehead.
The next morning was a busy day for both. They are busy and there is no time to talk about the personal issues at hand. Kirana really did not give a pause and scheduled everything to be completed in one day, so that tomorrow they could return to the homeland.
They even went home when the time showed midnight. Tired of being outside all day they immediately fell asleep without talking.
...✿✿✿...
The day of return arrived, before Kendrick airport gave time to Kirana buy souvenirs. And after everything was done, they were already waiting at the airport for the flight back to Indonesia.
Even until the plane took off back to Indonesia, there had been no serious talks between the two.
“I took a taxi.” Kirana refuses.
“Terusah,” reply Kendrick briefly, leaving the woman in the crowd without coercion.
But it turns out that the car that took Kendrick did not just leave. The man waited until Kirana got a taxi.
“Where are we going, Mister?” indra asked, looking at her boss through the reflection of the glass.
“Ke office.” The driver immediately followed the orders of his superiors without asking much.
Arriving at the office, Kendrick immediately entered the room and busied himself by checking a stack of documents waiting for his signature.
Free ... There is no point thinking about the wife of the person while the thought still looks gray in view.
“Wow, looks like someone is upset.” Suddenly Kendrick was surprised by the arrival of a man who went straight in without permission.
“Damn it! You surprise,” umpat Kendrick, throw pen towards his best friend.
“Why? After spending time with someone's wife you should be happy, not even confused like this.”
“Who's upset? Toguya!”
Kendrick got up and headed for the small fridge in the corner of the room, picked up two cans of beer and placed them on the table.
“Where do you know I've been home?”
“I contacted Willy.”
“What's up?”
“Just want to see you. How does the sensation of enjoying the body of a wife of a person?”
“Damn it! You dick! Nothing happens if that's what you think, ” said Kendrick cynically.
“You should have slept with him and made him beg you. You didn't make good use of the situation,” Alfred's scolding as usual, without further ado.
Kendrick shook his head firmly. He's a jerk and likes to change women, but that was it. Now it has changed and is not interested if you have to do such a way to get what you want.
“I am indeed interested in him, but logic still goes on in the head. Before he gets divorced I won't do anything over the limit. I'm not going to ruin the honor of being a real man who fucks people's wives while out there a lot of women volunteer to do it. And I still want to keep the lady's honor until she's completely divorced with her husband.” Alfred snorted at his explanation.
“Afe once. You even want more than just making out. Why should I hold back?”
Right, I do want more every time I get close to him.
“As you heard. I don't want to ruin it before it's clear. It's possible that she will mend the relationship with her husband—who knows.”
“And you'll let it?”
Kendrick shrugged his shoulders. “I'll fight if he wants.”
To Be Continue ....