After Misunderstanding
After Misunderstanding - CHAPTER 146
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Zergan got down from the bed and walked up to the aludra with one hand pushing his pole.
"Honey," called Zergan after the two sat next to the aludra.
"I forgive does not mean forgetting, Mas" said aludra without looking at Zergan.
"you let me go alone?" ask Zergan grudgingly.
"there is mama" answered Aludra briefly.
"you weren't angry with me, honey," said Zergan.
aludra immediately looked over. "It is so easy that you sum up my mood, Mas," replied Aludra softly.
"Grandpa came out first" said fatih interrupting. If he continued to be there, then he himself would feel awkward.
After Fatih came out, Zergan switched to holding Aludra's hand. "my mistake was outrageous, huh Darling?" ask zergan slowly.
"Very, Mas. That's why you're the same mom, huh? all this time also mama who knows all your conditions, Mas. while I do not understand anything," said aludra again.
Zergan's heart ached again to hear what his wife said.not because of the words of aludra that offended him, but sick to see his wife who humbled herself because of all her actions.
"do not drag on like this, dear," said Zergan again with his head bowed and his hands still faithfully grasping the hand of aludra.
Aludra looked in disbelief at her husband. Is it that easy for Zergan to tell him not to dissolve in grief? Didn't her husband realize that he was the one who caused all this. Really, I want to feel the aludra yelling and cursing at Zergan. grabbed zergan's hair and slapped her cheek hard.
Aludra sighed softly. He pulled his hand out of Zergan's grasp. "Let's not be sad too so it's a good choice if I don't go, Mas. I'm afraid later my situation instead of making you recover even makes you more thoughtful, Mas. You focus on your health, and let me focus on my children here" said aludra trying to be patient.
Patience, patience and patience. Aludra was really required to be patient when he was used as an excuse for a lie. He is required to be silent and not angry when he himself is made to silence his own anger.
"My son too, dear," said the sad zergan.
Aludra. "Now go back to bed, Mas. don't make your condition worse because of me," said Aludra trying to release his hand from Zergan's hand.
"you are the cure, dear," said Zergan in a quivering voice.
Aludra looked long into Zergan's eyes after hearing what the man had said.
"if medicine, why should I not know all this, mas? if I'm a drug, then I'm the one who should know first besides you. Butwhat? even if I don't find the paper, then forever I won't know" said aludra tegar.other with Zergan who had tears.
"you know what, mas? I am ashamed when I boast that I am the most perfect wife.I am a wife who always keep your lifestyle in order to stay healthy and fine. But in fact, behind it all I am the most failed wife.I am ashamed of the world, mas," said aludra again convey what he felt.
"Sorry, sweetheart. Sorry," said Zergan who had raised his head and looked at the aludra with tears that had soaked his cheeks.
"What if I hid my pregnancy with you, mas?" tanya aludra stared fixedly at Zergan.
Zergan shook his head. "i'll be very angry and can even do anything, baby," said Zergan a little dislike.
Zergan was silent after realizing that the question he was asking was for himself.
"honey."
"what if I ask for a divorce?"
Deg.
Zergan shook his head strongly. Time stopped that very moment. Zergan's world seemed to be destroyed hearing what aludra said.
"Don't say that, dear.remember our promise to always be together," said Zergan lirih.
"You should also remember our promise to always maintain this communication, mas," replied aludra telak.
again and again Zergan can only be silent.he really can not answer what aludra said other than expressing sorry and regret.
"hit me. slap me. maki me, baby. but never ask for a divorce. You better kill me than to live as your ex-husband, baby. I'll just live as your husband" said Zergan ill. Really, just imagine it makes him very unwilling. let alone real? it's better that Zergan be killed right now.
"Your words do not reflect at all what you have done with me, Mas.you did not play a hand.you did not cheat. but you destroyed my mentality as a wife with all these lies" aludra said in tears. can no longer feel if you have to hold back tears in front of the people he loves while making his heart hurt.
Aludra wiped away her tears, she held onto Zergan's shoulder and raised the chin to look at him.
A smile for the husband. A sincere smile aludra made the guilt in Zergan deeper.
"Bring all my tears to your health, Mas. promise to come back here with a new Zergan mas. Come back here with my real Zergan mas. Enough you stay healthy, then that's enough, mas," said aludea overtime after being able to make peace with his emotions.
"how are you, honey?"
Aludra shook her head. "i'm not papa, Mas. I'm here always going to be fine.I'll always be your faithful wife waiting for your return, Mas," replied aludra reassuring zergan.
"And our future son?"
"we'll all be fine. I believe zayn will always protect me, Mas. Believe me, because if zayn has grown up, I make sure he will beat you all out because he lied to his mother and made his mother cry," said aludra a little laugh comforting her husband.
Zergan no-nonsensely embraced Aludra. "i'll be back with my health, dear. I promise," said Zergan confidently.
Aludra nodded.Slowly the woman's hand was lifted back in Zergan's embrace. And I'm here to treat my own hatiki, Mas. Inner Aludra.
When hurt like this, he still tried to make Zergan laugh by forgetting the state of his heart.really, it is not easy to be aludra. patience and perseverance must be demanded a lot in him when pain and disappointment come to beat his mind.
Aludra let go of her embrace. "Now you rest, yes, until tonight, let me be the good wife of the world, Mum."
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