Agatha Anderson
Agatha Anderson — Foolish Jealousy

...The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart....

...-helen Keller-...

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Christ had no idea what he was really feeling when suddenly there was Mikael present and accepted by Agatha compared to dozens of people trying to get close to the girl. Others may not be aware of Mikael and Agatha's closeness because there was always Joshua, but Christ knew after his silent observation all along.

They're both close.

And he envies that. Is it possible that Agatha just felt sorry for that young man? But it was actually quite remarkable to see the young man in the medical faculty with his disability.

Once Christ accidentally crossed paths with Mikael on the stone steps of the medical faculty when he met his friend. And somehow because of what suddenly the annoyance in his heart appeared and deliberately hit the young man until he fell. His friends laughed to see the young man fall to the bottom of the steps without the intention of helping as well as himself. And unexpectedly, Agatha suddenly came and helped the young man to his feet, and what made him feel upset was the angry look Agatha had thrown at him.

Nope. Agatha did not approach Mikael just out of pity or anything. Seeing the defense and the attitude that the girl gave Mikael was enough to prove that the girl's feelings were real.

"Christ, you're like a stalker if you keep acting like this. Oh come on, end it if you really don't want to go forward to get Agatha. Don't act like a loser who can only see from a distance," Leon was already more than irritated reminding him.

"You don't understand, Leon. I could have just walked up to him and expressed my interest in him. But what if I get rejected? It'll hurt my pride."

"You with your exorbitant high self-esteem and your plan's plenary attitude won't be able to get it." - grumbled Leon exasperatedly.

"It would be strange if I suddenly approached her right?"

"Should there be a reason for that? Christ don't be stupid. Look, Agatha is now diligent in participating in campus social activities. You can try to engage in that activity to get close to him." suggested Leon.

And in the days that followed Christ followed Leon's advice by joining the campus social activities, it was true that he could meet Agatha there more often but there he also met Mikael and occasionally Joshua.

What chance can he get? Even Agatha was only focused on Mikael.

Christ realized that his passive self would not be able to get close to Agatha, but the attitude of the girl was like putting a high barrier between herself and the people around her.

He just tried to get closer, nothing more.

Leon who was already very careless did not want to interfere and just let him do what he wanted as long as it did not go out of bounds.

Basically Christ did nothing but intentionally bumping into or nudging Mikael while they were in the same activity. And often he won't apologize as he usually does. He had always felt envious and irritated at that young man's speechless.

Once also in a charity event conducted off campus, Christ deliberately crashed himself into Mikael when the young man was carrying a large cardboard box. Of course Mikael fell down with all his cardboard stuff strewn about.

Again, the unexpected happened. Agatha came back to help the young man, looking worried. And after that Agatha threw an angry look at him which fortunately could be prevented by his friends. The girl looked angry.

Even with all the willpower he caused did not make Agatha remember that they had met several times.

Agatha did not care at all other than staring angrily at him.

Christ disappointed. Sure oes.

What exactly did he expect from this situation? They don't know each other at all, do they?

Only Christ had always admired and liked Agatha secretly, but to Agatha she was nothing but her Mikael bully.

Those short-sighted thoughts of jealousy just came without being prevented by him who was young. There was no wisdom in his attitude at the time.

Without him realizing all the jealousy that was unilaterally felt by him it brought Christ to a different person than before.

He's never been angry this whole time, but the more days he gets angry at anything related to Mikael and Agatha even though he himself is always deliberately meeting and being in the same place as them.

This attitude began to make someone who had not cared about all this time, the girl who became her fiance, Neona was aware of the change in her attitude.

It was the beginning of the complexity that would occur in the days of Christ.

Neona follows her wherever she goes so her habit of finding Agatha becomes disturbed. At first Neona is angry but after finding out that Christ is too cowardly to leave her and approaches Agatha, the girl instead lets him.

The tragedy at the end of winter happened.

There are social and charitable activities in a parlor located on the edge of town. They provide help and do small party activities towards the end of the season.

Christ took part in the activity because Agatha was there of course with Mikael but without Joshua. Unfortunately this time Christ came with Neona because the girl was so noisy and tried to come with her.

They arrived there from noon, doing the distribution of items such as books, clothes, food and also some equipment needed by this orphanage.

Christ did not take his eyes off Agatha since they arrived. The girl looked happy and smiled often.

But the smile was not for him. The smile was there for the young man.

Christ was upset but could not show it, making him even more angry.

After dinner they all gathered in the backyard of the home directly adjacent to a small forest in the middle of which there is a small lake that can be found if you follow the path.

They were all there with the children and also the caretaker. Sing typical winter songs that bring warmth, then steaming chocolate that completes their show that night.

From his eyes Christ saw Agatha laughing and joking with Mikael. But after a while Agatha left because she had to answer the phone out of nowhere, leaving Mikael alone.

Christ sighed in the cold weather, next to him Neona was busy chatting with no one.

While intending to grab a drink, Christ sees Mikael move on. The young man walked down the path towards the forest, no Agatha who was probably the girl was still busy with her phone call.

And for some reason, Christ unconsciously followed Mikael's footsteps into the forest. Stepping carefully in silence trying to make the young man in front of him unaware of his existence which was only a few steps away.

Christ didn't know why he had to follow Mikael.

Why were his footsteps directed at the young man. He thought nothing of it and just kept stepping leaving the hubbub and jest behind.

He left behind all the warmth created by his friends.

Keep going until all the singing and joking sounds are no longer heard. Only silence was the setting for their footsteps.

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