
After the presentation, the class was finally finished. Jelita doesn't know if there's no ice next to her. Maybe he will only get cheers from friends who do not like it. However, since there was Ice, not a single sound of cheering was heard. Moreover, Ais is so fluent in performing achievements. It turns out that besides being beautiful, Ais is also very smart. That's what Jelita thought.
Just as Ais and Jelita were about to leave the classroom, suddenly her steps were stopped with Azam's voice calling out to her.
“Ais, wait!”
Ais and Jelita looked back where Azam was behind them.
“What's up, Sir?” asked Ais with a big smile.
“Someone I want to talk to you about.”
“What is it about, Sir? I think I did a good presentation. Is there a problem?”
Azam was silent for a moment, but his eyes were still stunned at the figure that was now right in front of him. If the woman could calm herself down in a mess, but now Azam could not touch her at all. It felt like hugging to vent the tightness in his heart, but Azam could not do that.
“Ais, do you have any personal problems with Azam sir?” whispered Jelita quietly.
The ice immediately shook. “Nothing, Lita. Em ... You go first! I want to talk to him for a minute.”
Jelita nodded slowly and immediately left Ais and Azam. In his mind a lot of questions that arise and conjectures about the relationship of Ais and his lecturer. Could it be that the two of them secretly had a special relationship, just like a novel he had read?
No. gabe. I can't think of anything. I'm sure that Ais and Azam couldn't possibly have had anything to do even if they were from the same university. Let's just say it was a coincidence
After the departure of Jelita, now only Azam and Ais left. Azam quickly closed the classroom door, making Ais's chest increasingly fluttering erratically. “What do you want, Mas?” ais asked nervously, as the look in Azam's eyes looked extremely sharp towards her.
Azam's steps were getting closer, making Ais rewind her steps. Step by step made Ais's feet hit a table and immediately made her sit down. “Mas Azam, what do you want?” ais asked with fear, because Azam's gaze was so sharp.
Azam's body immediately fell. He knelt in front of Ais with a million regrets.
“Ais .. forgive this stupidity that cannot fight for you. I know you're very hurt and won't be able to forgive me. But just so you know, the love I have will never fade. Our love will remain in my heart. Ice, if you can't be the mother of my children, I will never give my seed to any woman, including Iza. I have decided to continue my studies again in laur negri. So with the deepest heart, I apologize for incising the wound in your heart. May you be happy together with Hanafi,” said Azam at length.
Yes, Azam has taken a tough decision in his life after last night Iza refused to give him a child. Even last night Iza had asked for a farewell, because she did not want to continue the marriage that she considered a fake marriage.
Ice's body was still frozen. He does not know if he should be happy or sad when Azam can admit his mistake and regret not being able to fight for him. He also wants to continue his studies abroad which means Azam will not interfere with his life anymore. However, one side she felt sorry for what was happening to her ex-husband. At this time, the man cannot solve the problem that is happening.
“Mas Azam ... stand up!” pinta Ais who felt pity.
“Not Ais .. I won't stand until I hear an apology from you.”
“Mas! You're a lecturer, don't humble yourself like this! Stand up or I won't forgive your stupidity forever!” ais Tham.
A long breath sounded heavy. It hurts to remember what Azam had done that could not maintain his household just for the sake of pursuing the inheritance of his parents. However, Ais has let Azam go without the slightest regret when parting with him, because from there Ais knows if a man like Azam is not worth defending.
For Ais, her wounds had healed even though the shadows of the past still frequently appeared. Forgetting all the memories that once felt beautiful is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, because what has happened will not be erased from the memory of his memory.
“I've long forgiven your stupidity, Mas. But please, for the future do not ever waste again a woman who sincerely loves you, if you do not want to regret again.”
“Iya, I know. Maybe after this there will be no woman who will fill the niches of my heart again, because I have closed it.”
“What do you mean, Mas?”
This time Azam looked calmer. He pulled a bench behind him. The breath sounds so heavy. “I will never fall in love with any woman again, because I have locked my heart with your love. So I decided to continue my studies abroad. And chances are I'll stay there, because I won't be able to see you happy with people lai.”
“Then what about Iza? Don't tell Azam .... ”
“I and Iza will be separated soon, because Iza does not want to continue this marriage. I won't care about that legacy anymore either. I would be sincere if my mother did not give her inheritance to me,” explained Azam.
Ice eyes feel hot. Why not from the beginning Azam had such sane thoughts, so that their marriage was not destroyed. However, the rice had become porridge. There was no point in being regretted anymore, because right now Ais was married to someone else.
“Mas Azam will divorce Iza? Astaghfirullahaladzim, Ma! Mas ... why did Mas Azam not open his heart to Iza? She's a good woman. Ais is confident that Iza can replace me in your heart as long as you open your heart. Mas Azam .. please mind again! Don't part with Iza. Poor him!”
“But that's her wish, Ais. I will not force my will, for it will only hurt him. Ais ... the day after I leave for Paris. Can I request one request?”
The ice looked up to look Azam in the eye. “What is it, Mas?”
“Can I hold you one last time, so that I can leave in peace. Let's just say we're brother and sister. Didn't you think of me as your sister before marriage? Ais ... please for this last time only.” Azam tries to convince Ais. Azam really missed the embrace of Ais that nourished his heart.
“But Mas .. Now I am someone else's wife and I will not carelessly hug others, because there is a heart that I must take care of. Sorry Mas Azam .. I can't give you what you want. And if there's nothing else we should discuss, I'll come out because Jelita has been waiting for me.”
Azam really felt very disappointed by Ais's refusal, but he did not want to force a desire. “Alright, if you don't want to be okay. I-i understand. But won't you say goodbye to me?”
Ais smiled widely when she saw that Azam was now able to temper her emotions. “Mas Azam, even if there is no farewell I say, but I always pray for the best for me. May you become a responsible man who can fight for your love. Make this failure a learning lesson for you.”
Azam just nodded slowly. The sense of regret is more profound, when the diamond has been owned by others. “Alright, thank you Ais, I will make this failure my learning in the future. Thank you for being here to fill the niches of my heart. May you also soon be given a baby, even if it is not from my seed.”
“Thank you for the prayer, Mom. Hanaf and I are doing a pregnancy program to prove that I am not a barren woman.”
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