
This time all must be explained, but want to hide everything from Chandra, but Naya who is afraid can not make all the circumstances constantly have to be hidden.
"What am I supposed to do? do I really have to tell you, Chandra? But my old wounds will be re-gaping! Huff, I hope he doesn't ask weird." Indecision.
Very happy to see the familiarity of Rara with Naya, who even though they had just met for the first time. The two of us could only watch over them from afar while laughing cheerfully showering the ball. There was an elongated bench that we were sitting on.
"What really happened to Naya?" Finally the curiosity of Cakra he asked as well.
"Actually I don't want to tell you anything personal, but it's been over there's been an unpleasant incident from Naya earlier. Earlier I apologized that Naya's attitude was excessive as afraid of you," I said unkindly.
"No pa-pa."
"Huffffffff!" Breath I try to pull deep.
"If you were heavy to say. It's okay not to tell me now."
"So soon you'll know, too, but better than my own mouth than anyone else's. You know yourself sometimes there's a nasty addition to someone else's story."
"OK, if you don't mind that.
"There was actually a man I loved very much, and that person was Naya's real father. But ... But, he's now!" Not enough mouth to continue.
It felt unable to hold back the tightness of the chest, so that unwittingly tears just poured down the cheeks.
"I'm sorry if it's such a cry."
"Yes, it's okay. I can understand that this might be hard for you to tell."
"I'm fine."
"Hmm, sorry."
"But Naya's father is now dead."
"Innalillahi wa innalillahi raji. I'm sorry, and I'm sorry to ask you this?" Chandra's hand is cupped.
"All has passed. You don't have to apologize."
"Then? What does that have to do with Naya being so scared?" Chandra is still curious.
I wiped the tears with my thumb. Perhaps seeing me muddled in grief, Candra had already thrust out a handkerchief, which she took out of her pants pocket.
"Thank you."
"Yes, equally. Remove your tears, it's not good that you cry in such a public place."
"Yes, thank you."
"Naya was afraid because she thought you were her father."
"Yes, Chandra. Because your face is very similar to the person I love."
"What?" His surprise was not believed.
"That's right, Chandra. So Naya immediately cried and was afraid, because you thought the father she loved had come back to life."
"Astagfirullah, cook anyway? Then I've opened up your old sorrows."
"Not to be so bad. Although almost similar, but God willing we consider you different from Naya's father. I just don't know how my son feels about you right now. Naya's fear still did not accept her father's death, plus it had long since not appeared in front of her, but now appeared with a slightly different face so she was a little shocked."
"Heeeh, I hope that what you're worried about doesn't happen."
"Amen."
"You don't have to worry so. Hopefully, Naya will want to approach and be familiar. I know how she feels, because Rara also experiences the same things your son feels. Although a little hassle because it can not accept the fact that it is dead, but as people we must always be near them, continue, so that they will not feel something to lose for example like the person he loves."
"Emm, it's true what you said."
Handkerchiefs are wet with dew and snot from the nose. Even though our mouths continue to talk, but the vision remains focused on the child who still smiles happily playing.
"I'm sorry if I have to trouble you" said feeling bad.
"Yes, it's okay. I'm also a single parent, so understand what's happening to our kids now."
"Yes." Yeah."
"Obviously, hopefully we can all get closer as friends, who help each other."
"Amin, I hope."
It turns out my guess was far off. Chandra is very nice and mature. It feels comfortable to tell him, especially he is full of authority with all his advice.
Maybe we are tired of our girls playing, then the next step is lunch. Naya, who was initially very scared and held my hand, now began not to be afraid because Chandra was good at taking her heart.
We really just exchanged kids. Rara was getting too clingy with me. Maybe this is the effect of Rara missing her mother, while Naya wants to be with her father, so it is exactly our position to make the hearts of the little angels immediately return a smile, who was lost due to being left behind by loved ones who were missed.
"Eat a lot, baby!" Chandra had already thrown a sweet smile towards Naya.
"Yes, Dad. Thank you!" Naya turned around to give a smile, while accepting the good chicken that was put on her dinner plate.
A look I've longed for, but why it comes from someone else. Sobs burst out again, witnessing the familiarity of Naya who thought of her as her father. Chandra's been hinting that I wipe away the tears right away, maybe knowing it's not good for the kids to see.
The grievous smile kept happening. Not spared also Rara I have been continuously, let her feel how it feels to be fed a mother-woman. The little boy was so happy, even to the point that he had twice put rice to eat.
Secretly glaring at my eyes and Chandra, having both stolen each other met with sharp glances. Can't guess what happened to us, which is obviously happy for the first child who is more important now.
"God, thank you, You have returned my son's smile, though it presents someone else's figure now."
"Do we have to be this close for our child to be happy, but it doesn't feel good if others find out. Hopefully in the future nothing will happen to our friendship relationship, because the intention of the heart now only wants to make the child happy," a heart murmur that began to heal from adversity.