An Overdose of Love
Confusion about what really happened
# FLASHBACK ON PART 17 #
I don't know what else to do with Karin, which makes her worry so much. Coincidentally at that time my mother had called me and asked the situation of the adoptive sister, so unconsciously this error told her of her alarming condition, until she had to slide quickly to Indonesia.
Inwardly, he continued to be surrounded by questions about Karin who was very afraid to see me.
"Heeeh, what are you really afraid of me, Karin? You said you hurt you? What do you mean, huh? The feeling at the night of the party--? Isn't Karin in no place with us? And---? Aaah, why is my brain so clank can't remember anything? Even being able to sleep with Yonapun I was completely unconscious and remembered," a humming heart that touched while grabbing hair many times due to annoyance.
Tok .. tok, room door has been knocked.
"Mom come in?" ask her.
"Yes, mama. Come in," I replied in agreement.
"Where, ma? Did Karin explain what really happened?" manya curious.
"Heeeh, mama has also tried, but I think Karin has been silenced tight not to talk. What the hell is going on, Adrian? Have you done something that hurt her?" guess ask mama.
"This mom is far-fetched. Where maybe Adrian dared to hurt the beloved adek. But---? Aaah, I don't know ma. I also mentioned what really happened to her?" I said I was confused.
"Forgot this problem. One day Karin will tell her herself. What is clear is that he now wants to open the room and talk to my mom, so you don't have to worry too much like that" he said, trying to calm me down.
"Yes, ma. Hopefully Karin can open up to tell us soon," I replied.
"Yes, Andrian."
Although my mother's words have a point, I am still curious about what really happened to Karin. I had to be patient enough to find that answer, so I wouldn't be afraid of me anymore.
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Mama now can not return to Singapore, because she is worried about the situation of Karin who seems increasingly severe with her nature that continues to be silent and face down. My mom and I were confused by her attitude. Which makes him wonder again he wants to talk only to mama, while to myself always just indifferent and not want to say let alone say hello.
"Hey my darling!" I said it in the morning while we were having breakfast, holding his shoulder.
Prank, the sound of a broken plate falling when it came out of Karin's hand was trying to put rice.
"Don't touch me!" say Karin rudely with her angry look.
"Oh, sorry .. sorry!" surprised me.
"Here ... already, just let the rice in the plate fall. Mama will take care of it" said mama trying to break our tension, as Karin tried to pick up the broken plates.
"Yes, ma. Forgive Karin if it's not polite let alone troublesome. But I think I have to go now" said Karin, who wanted to leave school immediately, who immediately picked up the bag lying in the dining chair.
"Wait Karin!" prevent me from trying to block his hand.
"Take me off. I told you never to touch me," he growled as he glared at me, shaking the hand that had held it.
"Sorry .. Sorry once again, Karin!" I said, raising both hands.
Mom stood up from the dining table. Maybe he had seen the change in the aura of Karin's face, who seemed angry and unhappy at my actions just now.
"Why are you, baby? How did you see that you were so angry with your sister?" mama asked, surprised.
"There's nothing, ma. I'm sorry, ma!" said Karin regretting that directly lowered her head.
"Yes, no pa-pa. Maybe you don't want to be disturbed anymore, so you can understand that," said softly mama trying to speak kindly to Karin, while stroking slowly her hair that was scratched.
"Yes, Karin. I'm sorry, for your attitude. Forgive brother too, who has been presumptuous to touch or block your hand earlier," I said unkindly.
"Yes, brother!" the weak answer did not look at me.
"We forgot what happened just now, so can you take your sister to school?" I try to melt the atmosphere.
"I'm sorry, brother. In the meantime, let me go to school myself, because I don't want to yell at you more like it just happened" he replied, which I don't understand.
"You mean, what?" I replied in wonder with a curious frown.
"But--?" My voice's stifled.
"Already, Adrian. Let Karin go alone and now you're ready to go to your college," said mama trying to persuade me that I understand Karin was adoptive.
Mama and I just fell silent for a moment, when Karin was now lost from our view, without any guts immediately play away. Without further ado I immediately kissed the hand of my back, to immediately say goodbye to go after Karin who had not long departed. Slowly the motor has been advanced, by giving a distance slightly away when following Karin was struggling to ride a bike. The feeling was so engulfed in curiosity, worry, especially anxiety over the attitude of foster adek that lately like angry and trying to stay away from me.
"What really happened to you, Karin? Up to now you are further away and do not want to chat with me anymore, like yesterday?" I asked in my heart who was still busy following Karin to go to school.
After feeling Karin safe until school, I finally continued my activities for college. With full speed I try to push the motor so that it is not too late to get there, because the sun is increasing the day that is increasingly stinging to warm the heat.
Sheet, the speed of the motor finally stopped also in the parking lot.
"Hey baby!" greet the spoiled voice of a woman.
"Heem," I replied briefly as I removed the helmet.
"May I talk to you for a second?" ask Yona for permission.
"Speak," I said.
"Not here either time, because it's important. Regarding ... concerns--?" Yona's stifled voice did not continue.
"What?" I'm just impatient.
"As far as your birthday was yesterday," Yona replied plainly.
With lightning fast I immediately smothered Yona's mouth, with a clingy face trying to see the circumstances around which there are people what not.
"You can't talk about that stuff out here. If someone else finds out, it could be a problem later," I say I don't like it while hands release the mouthful of Yona.
"Oh, ok .. ok! 'And you yourself told me to talk here earlier," he lamented turning the talk.
"Yes .. yes, I was wrong. Now we find a safe place to talk alone, with no one else to hear it" I ordered.
"Siip, ok."
I pulled Yona's hand, to both speak in search of a safe place and the destination was the balcony roof of the building where we were studying which we felt lonely and safe now.
"Speak, what did you want to say to me?" tell me.
"I want us to get married" said Yona casually.
"What?" Surprised replied.
"Yes, we have to get married" Yona replied.
"Where could that be, because I still want to continue this lecture," I refused to agree.
"What the hell are you, Adrian. You promised yesterday that you would take responsibility and not run away, but what is this reality?" lamented Yona.
"I remember all those promises, but I don't have to make the decision to get married right away" she said.
"I know, Adrian. We are young and studying again, but don't you think if you've stained me and can be in my stomach later there will be a child I bear," Yona's speech is now crying.
"Aaah .. aaaah, I don't know what to answer now, Yona!" My frustration was confused while pulling strong hair.
"Come Adrian. You must be able to solve this problem, because I do not want the stomach will be increasingly bloated when I do not have the status of married," persuaded Yona who increasingly sobbing.
"Heeh, yes. Well, you don't have to worry about that. Obviously I will be responsible for all of that, but I do not guarantee that we will get married as soon as possible, because I will have trouble persuading my parents" I replied weakly.
"That's better, Adrian. I'll wait for the time when we'll get married. You take responsibility I'm so happy, thank you!" the answer is spoiled who now does not cry as much anymore.
"Yes, Yona. You're welcome."
The mind is now so confused at Yona's request. On the other hand, I was so scared and not sure I could ask both parents for this, because their hope is that I will be smart and successful as soon as they want to and I do not want to disappoint them just for the sake of a recklessness. Fate this time is so apes while regretting yourself, when if you do not participate feel the illicit goods, maybe this complicated chaos will certainly never happen.