An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>Forgiveness Father
These days are full of happiness, for it remains to count the weeks my heart will see the world.
All baby equipment is complete. I felt so afraid when the time of giving birth later without my husband by my side, but what is this self-power all has been arranged by the Most Giver of Life. Just be patient and sincere to be a handle on life.
Imagine that Adit can accompany me I am happy, especially if he is really there by my side. If he had not lost his memory, he would have been very happy if his first child could have been welcomed.
Dry leaves that fall in the spring are enjoying the latch. Wind blowing free. There is no burden to carry it. Not like my story is too tangled. A lot of things have to unravel if you want to hug her back.
"What are you doing, Ana?" ask my dad when I am sitting down.
"Eeh, Sir! Unaware that you're coming, "My surprise has come from daydreaming.
"Mr has just approached you. Why else, son."
"It's fine, sir!" I said while stroking my stomach.
"Oh yes already. How's it? Are you physically and mentally ready?" added him.
"Goddess, Sir. Surely Ana will be strong through this. But there is fear, too! That is during the process of giving birth without Adit mas," I honestly said.
"You have patience, yes. I'm sure you can handle everything."
I need his spirit now. His millions of affections never broke up, even though severe problems came to me.
"But what I fear and worry about now is divorce when my son is born. Really, Ana feels burdened with it, for fear that she will not be able to raise my son alone, sir!" I said with tears flowing.
"You do not need to worry and be sad, is not all the sustenance of children already there is a regular that is from Allah. So do not think too much, Father is not always there for you! Your child's problems later, we'll both raise him, so don't be sad again, yeah! We'll fight until your son can be a proud man for us." The father's explanation made me shed tears.
"Once Ana, you don't have to cry anymore. Save your tears. Even though you are married, whenever you are still my responsibility, because you are my only child, my soul and body can only be poured out for you. If you're sad, you're the one who's going to be sad first, so I don't want to see it all, you know!" said the father while stroking my hair.
"Understand, Sir. Ana really thanked me! Your struggle I can't repay with anything, except obedience and turning to love you" I said already feeling dejected.
"Together, Son."
That wrinkled face looks very shady. It is fortunate to have a single parent who is always patient in facing the story of his son. Always difficult for him, but he casually finished it and definitely accompanied by a smile.
"Ooh yeah, all the gear's ready, right?" Father asked.
"Yes, Sir. Everything is complete. Stay mentally prepared to be stronger to welcome your grandson!" my reply.
"You must be patient, sincere, and strong. You believe you can get through it all," Again he encouraged.
"Yes sir, Ana will do it all."
"That's good. Yes, you will go to the kitchen first, you go in and rest. Don't think much more, many people who love and take care of herbal medicine so don't be made dizzy again."
"Good, sir."
He has resigned. Can only see behind his wide back full of chest. There are many things I have to learn from him.
It is the sacrifice of a father who no matter how miserable and sad to see his son hurt.
How mature I am, the Father will still consider me as his little child, which is excessive worrying about my situation. He never allowed me to worry about him, and enough of him to fidget and endure it all. He was patient and always smiled in front of me, even in the moments of adversity against me, he always felt fine and I did not need to know his worries.
"Hehh, may I be strong. That's right, Father, I don't need to worry. Surely I must tell myself, that God does not allow his servant to continue the tribulation, so it is this spirit that will carry me through all." Fussing heart.