An Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>>> Blame Yourself
Not wanting to disturb Ana's rest, we both walked out with the door slightly open so that if Ana asked for help could find out.
"You really don't know that your wife is pregnant, Nos?" ask Rudi curiously.
"Yes, Rudi. I really didn't know Ana was pregnant. Even if I know for sure I don't allow him anywhere," I replied lethargicly.
"Ooh."
"Oh yeah, why are you the same Ana can catch a perpetrator spying on my company? You guys conspired to find your own information without my knowledge?" uraiku asked.
"Hehehehe, sorry boss."
"God."
We were both sitting in the chair provided by the hospital.
"What you're saying is true, boss!" rudi's response replied while sneering.
Outraged and annoyed, I immediately strangled Rudi's neck, by curling his neck with hands like hugging.
"Ac...geez, Boss!" pinta Rudi's.
"You are now against the superior, and dare to obey Ana's words. You should be taught a lesson and a punishment" I added slowly in his ear.
"Bos let go first. Forgive Boss .. geez. I'll explain everything" he urged.
"Ciih, you traitor," I sneered.
"Uhuuk ... uhuk," Rudi's coughing voice as I pretended to be choking.
"You're really crazy to kill me, by strangling my neck. How strong you are to your own friends" protested Rudi.
"You've been writing anyway! Ana told you, not to say the same Boss yourself, so you should be taught more as before," said this self replied.
Eskspresi. Pretending to be angry and not wanting to stare at Rudi's face.
"Yes sorry, boss. I actually did not want to help Ana, but she kept pushing, and it seems she was very worried about you" explained Rudi.
"Indeed my wife Ana's. Always can not sit at home, and excessive worrying about the situation of the people around him, without caring about his own situation," I explained.
"That's right, Boss. Totally agree."
Cletak, I'm head-set.
"Agreed .. agreed, your head was shaken "
"Heheheheh, peace boss."
"Oh yes Rudi, you call my mother to come here, and inform Ana of the situation now, because I did not bring a mobile phone because it was in a hurry," tell her to still be in a state of rage.
"Good, Boss. Then I'll go there first, to make a call to the madam!" say Rudi tried to stay away.
"Hemm, thank you."
Rudipun had pulled over to do what I told him to do, and now I sat up and entered Ana's room. Sit down and approach Ana, kissing her hand many times.
"Home ... Ana, are you okay?" call me.
"Mas Adit!" weak answer.
"You're okay, aren't you?."
"Eeemm," he replied with a nod of his head.
"Thank God you're okay. It felt like my feeling was so there was a knife that felt like it had pierced the heart, and it felt really scary and disconcerting, because there was so much blood flowing in your legs," I explained.
"I'm fine, Mom!" he said by throwing a thin smile, indicating that he is healthy, let me not worry too much anymore.
"Doctor said why, Mom? What pain is it? So that I bleed a lot of tafi?" ask Ana who is confused.
"You really don't know what the cause is?" many wonder.
Only the headband shown Ana, which indicates that she really does not know what happened to herself.
"Say your doctor miscarried, baby!" I said stroked his cheek.
"Allow that explanation of yours, my dear?" tanyakanya.
The sad face has drained the tears.
"You don't cry, baby!" I wreaked his tears.
His cry broke even more as he hugged his body tightly. This is what I don't want. It feels like this self has been rained thousands of arrows, when you see your dear tears continue to fall.
"I'm sorry, Mom. I shouldn't have lost this kid. I'm really sorry for the failure to keep this mandate, sorry .. sorry! I really don't know at all if I'm pregnant, even if I know for sure this self will take good care of. Sorry... I'm so sorry," her tears were growing.
"Have ... no, you don't cry. I have forgiven you, it must be by the will and destiny of the life-giving, that the child you bear cannot be raised by us. You must not feel guilty so, what happens let it happen, do not regret it all, there is no point in blaming yourself, because it is all God has planned to test our patience," I said trying to calm him down.
"Aaaaah .. forgive me.. aaahh. I have failed at being a wife who cannot make you happy. You shouldn't say that, Mom! You can blame me completely, because it was you here who was wrong, causing our second child to leave, who could not be happy living in our midst," Ana's cry still blames herself.
His body was tightly embraced. The hair that the kuelus sags slowly. It will be hard to win it.
"Already, baby! Do not constantly blame yourself. Mas has also been wrong about all this, because it makes you worried about the Mas company case, so you interfere in the company's affairs," I said turning the conversation to self-blame.
"Nope ... no .. no, my mom! I'm the one who should be blamed for all this, who has been not careful to look after our child," the response was still sad.
"Have .. You don't cry anymore. We forget what has happened, and pray that the child who has been lost, can bring blessings to us in the afterlife. Think of it as savings, one day when we are gone," I replied releasing a hug, wiping his tears slowly.
"Thank you, Mum. You are truly a husband who always understands my mistakes. It feels so shameful to you, who always patiently face my nature, for often making trouble and disappointing your heart," he said.
"You know what the power of love means? That's what's happening to me now, my love for you is greater than myself, so that it can overcome all ego, anger, patience, sincerity, and also weakness. All of that is due to the love that exists between us, so that whatever comes between the gaps of life, we can be cut down and go through with love itself. So believe all the problems that confront, will be resolved if we remember love, and if we forget for sure every day there will be quarrels, mutual distrust, suspicion, suspicion, and certainly fighting each other who can crack the built household. So you also must always remember this great love of Mas, so that we can be happy in sailing the household ark," my long illumination.
"Yes, I believe that you have always loved me" said Ana, who spread her arms so that I would embrace her.
Without hesitation I greeted her request, which immediately clutched her arms tightly, as her hands stroked slowly behind her back, as Ana's tears continued to flow.